A/N: Oh, hello there! Nice to see you all! I know, I suck. I'm sorry! Please forgive me! I've been very busy, moving twice, getting a new job, trying to get back into school. But enough of my excuses! Here is the latest chapter of Why did I do this to myself….or…Why…for short. Anyways….HERE WE GO!
Warning: Some Sexy Time! ENJOY!
The next couple of months seemed to go by in a haze of confusion and stress. Ichigo finally realizing that Orihime just could not get along with his friends put his life into a new perspective. He now had to juggle time with his girlfriend and time with his friends. Needless to say, he wasn't happy with the situation and neither were the other parties. Orihime and he had been fighting back and forth about the tiniest things and it was really starting to test the teen's patience. The only thing that was really keeping Ichigo sane at this point in time was the constant flirting with Grimmjow and the little time he got to spend with Shinji.
Day in and day out seemed to be a constant struggle for what Ichigo should ultimately do. He loved Orihime, but he really couldn't stand the way she treated him at times. He loved his friends, but really couldn't stand the way they would bad mouth his girlfriend all the time. He really didn't know what to do at this point. So he decided that maybe taking it one day at a time would help.
Over school break Ichigo and Orihime had spent every day together. They would spend time at her place, or even just drive around to get away from everything. It seemed to be working for the two of them. All this time with his girlfriend seemed to put a damper on his time with his friends and he really felt bad about it. His three friends were even having a party and invited him and her to it. Now, Ichigo knew for a fact his girlfriend wouldn't want to go but he knew he could at least ask. One night as the two lay in bed together he finally got the courage to do just that.
"Hey babe. So…the guys are having a party tomorrow. They wanted to know if you and I wanted to go." Ichigo just threw it out there. He frowned when he could feel the girl next to him tense up and ultimately get up off the bed.
"You're really asking me to hang out with them?" She raised an eyebrow before rolling her eyes and moving to lie down as far away from him on the bed. Ichigo sighed before moving closer to her and rubbing her side softly.
"Well…if you don't want to be near them then I'll just go to the party."
"Yeah?! And leave me here all by myself?"
"What's the problem?"
"We were supposed to hang out tomorrow Ichigo!"
"We've been together every day and night for the past week and a half Orihime. I think I can afford one night with my friends."
"Whatever…go! Have fun! I don't care. Just don't do anything stupid like your friends do!" And with that she turned over and snuggled into her pillow, fully content with not speaking with her boyfriend for the rest of the night. Ichigo just stared at her for a second before sighing and turning around to fall asleep for the night as well.
~oOo-oOo~
The very next morning wasn't so fun either. Both of them had woken up in a cranky mood and weren't on speaking terms. As the both of them got ready and left, the entire apartment was in complete silence. Ichigo's first conversation of the day was handed to Shinji as the teen had picked him up to go buy stuff for the party that night.
"Alright Ichigo. Spill it, I know something is wrong with ya," Shinji wanted to scream with how quiet his friend was being. He watched as his friend gripped the steering wheel a little too tight before relaxing and throwing some words out there.
"I just don't understand what is wrong with her. The constant fighting! The wanting to be with me twenty-four seven. And when I'm not with her she flips out at me!" Ichigo ranted before sighing and glancing to his friend for just a second and then back at the road.
"You guys had yet another fight? Shocking…what did she say when you asked to come to Grimm's house tonight?"
"She doesn't know it's at Grimm's house…but she flipped out. And still hasn't talked to me yet…" Ichigo explained before biting his bottom lip and scowling.
"Whatever man! Don't worry about her. Just have fun with us! There will be tons of people there from Uni…and you can drink because we're all spending the night at Grimm's." Shinji grinned his piano tooth smile before practically singing once they arrived at the party store.
Ichigo opened his mouth to say something. He had completely forgotten that they would be staying at Grimmjow's house. Knowing very well that Orihime would not be happy about it he shook his head. Maybe if she asked he could say that he drank too much and really had no choice in the matter of staying at his friend's house or not.
"Come on Ichi! Let's get this stuff so we can head to the party!" Ichigo looked up as his friend was already waiting for him at the entrance to the shop. He sighed before following after him. All the while thinking that what Orihime didn't know wouldn't hurt her for the time being.
~oOo—oOo~
Ichigo unlocked his phone for about the twentieth time that night before sighing and looking around at all the people that were crammed in his friend's living room. He quickly pocketed his phone before making his way over to said bluenette friend.
"That's the twentieth text that she's sent asking me to come over to her place." He explained as the older man raised an elegant blue eyebrow.
"Fuck her Ichigo! You're having fun with us! Have a beer and forget about her for a second. She's the one that didn't want to come with ya!" the taller threw an arm around his friend before pushing a red solo cup into his hand and grinning wide. Ichigo only blushed before taking a huge gulp of the rather dark amber liquid and swallowing hard then making a face of disgust.
"That's pure crown Grimm…not a beer." He then stuck his tongue out of his mouth a couple of times before glaring up at his friend who only laughed.
"I know, I just want to get ya drunk so you'll forget about your dumb girlfriend." Grimmjow practically purred. Ichigo rolled his eyes and got himself an actual beer before deciding that he would go and find Shinji. Once spotting him, he wasn't surprised to see the man with his mouth at the end of a neon purple bong and passing it to his boyfriend before slowly blowing out the smoke. He sighed, wishing very much that he could partake in the activities but knowing very well that he shouldn't. He gasped when he felt a rumble against his side and looked over to see that Grimmjow was staring down at him and laughing. The man always had a way of flustering him.
"Doing it one time isn't going to hurt you, you know." The taller smirked, walking the two of them over to where Shinji and Nnoitra were situated. Ichigo gulped before shaking his head.
"You know I've never done it before…I don't know how I'll react." The redhead grumbled and took another gulp of his beer, more than ready to feel the effects of the glorious alcohol. Shinji looked up as the two men made their way through the crowd and stood in front of them. He grinned before standing up to steal Ichigo from Grimmjow, steering him away from Nnoitra and his bong.
"Come on. I know you want to…but I also know you're scared. Don't let Grimm pressure you into doing it." The blond giggled before looking over as Grimmjow happily took his place next to Nnoitra and took a hit from the bong. Ichigo only sighed before smiling at his friend and going outside with the blond to get some fresh air.
"I really didn't think that we knew this many people from Uni." Ichigo tried to start a conversation with his blond friend.
"Yeah… I honestly don't know many of these people, but I guess Grimm does. It's a nice way to end our vacation from school ya know?" Shinji answered before leaning against the side of the house as they talked.
"He's probably slept with most of them." Ichigo rolled his eyes before chuckling when Shinji tried to hold back his laughter. The blond just nodded his head in agreement before sighing happily and staring up at the night sky. Ichigo just shook his head, knowing very well that his friend was gone at this point.
The party went on for a couple of hours. Everyone was either completely drunk from the vast amounts of alcohol or stoned from the copious amounts of weed that Grimmjow and Nnoitra had made sure to provide for anyone who was willing to put in a couple of bucks for it. As the two older men ushered everyone out of the bluenette's house Ichigo and Shinji were happily curled up on the couch together. Shinji was completely gone, having continued to smoke for the rest of the night, wanting to forget about having to go back to school in only two more days. Ichigo on the other hand was perfectly sober, having decided to give up on the drunken aspect of the night so he wouldn't have a hangover when he had to see Orihime the next day. Speaking of the girlfriend he quickly pulled his phone out of his pocket to check for anymore texts, only to sigh when he realized that she had called him three times and left five more texts. He quickly scanned through them before typing a quick reply to let her know he hadn't died and then pocketing the damn thing.
Nnoitra made his way over to Shinji and poked him in the side before laying him out fully. He moved to snuggle up against him on the couch, completely invading Ichigo's side of the couch with his long legs. Ichigo whined before getting up and glaring at Nnoitra.
"Oh come on! I was comfortable! And you had to go and ruin it!" the redhead whined before frowning when all he got was a rude gesture from his giant friend.
"Shinji is knocked out. I can't move him or he'll get cranky. You can go sleep in Grimmjow's room or something!" Nnoitra explained before snuggling up more against his boyfriend. Ichigo just rolled his eyes before looking over as Grimmjow entered the living room. He watched as the man stretched his long limbs way above his head and sighed softly as his gaze lingered for just a second too long. The bluenette definitely noticed and grinned before winking at his friend and then looking at his other two friends who seemed to already be passed out on his couch.
"He kicked you off the couch?" Grimmjow turned to Ichigo and chuckled softly.
"Yeah…said I should sleep in your room. But where will you sleep?" Ichigo frowned.
"Uhm…in my bed? You're more than welcome to join." The bluenette smirked before not even waiting for the kid to answer and just making his way upstairs to his room. Ichigo stared after the form of his best friend before sighing and following after. He blushed softly at the thought of sharing a bed with the man but quickly shook it off. All he wanted to do at this point was go to sleep and wake up in the morning fully rested, and then maybe spend the rest of the weekend with Orihime so she would calm down for a second.
At the thought of his girlfriend Ichigo immediately frowned and his body language showed that his mood had taken a sharp decline. This didn't go unnoticed as he entered his best friend's room and sat down on the edge of the bed. Grimmjow stared at Ichigo for a second before moving to sit next to him. He sighed, knowing very well what he wanted to say to Ichigo, but finding it hard to vocalize it. The redhead tilted his head towards his friend before sighing and lying back on the bed, Grimmjow shortly following after.
"I hate the way she talks to you." The older finally let it spill.
"What?" Ichigo turned a bit towards the older man, waiting for him to explain himself.
"Come on Ichigo. You know what I'm talking about. I've said it before. She treats you as if you were her five year old child." Grimmjow started again.
"Grimm. I love her…" Ichigo started but was quickly interrupted.
"I know that. But I mean come on! You used to date guys! Then you and that stupid idiot break up and she shows up. I get it! She was there for you when no one else was. But I mean…" the older man paused and stared at his friend for a second. He then leaned forward and pressed his lips to the younger man's. They stayed like that for a second before he pulled back and looked over his friend's face. Ichigo made no moves, only stared up at his friend in disbelief.
"I can treat you so much better than she ever could. I can satisfy you the way I know you need to be satisfied. The way you want to be satisfied Ichigo." The man continued to go on before pressing his lips to the redhead's yet again. He quickly moved on top of the younger man before coaxing him into a deeper kiss by flicking his tongue against his lips.
Ichigo breathed in Grimmjow's scent, sighing happily as it only made him feel warmer than he already had been from the first kiss. He opened his mouth, happily inviting the man in to do whatever he wanted to do at that moment. It was only after Grimmjow started to reach into his pants that he finally realized what he was doing and gasped before quickly sitting up and pushing Grimmjow off of him. He stared at his friend in shock before putting his fingers to his lips and shaking his head.
"Grimm…I can't do this. We can't do this. I can't cheat on Orihime." He whispered in response to his friend's advances. Grimmjow stared at his friend for a second, licking his lips to get more of his taste before smirking softly.
"You technically already just did. You did kiss me back. I promise I'm not going to hurt you Ichigo. Just…let me show you what you've been missing." The older man whispered before leaning forward and pressing his lips to the younger's ear, smirking softly when the redhead let out a small moan. He gently pressed his lips on the skin right below his ear before trailing kisses down his neck.
Ichigo was going to be in so much shit if anyone found out about this. He was going to hurt Orihime so much if she found out. But at this very moment, with the man he had had some sort of feelings for as long as he could remember, he just couldn't seem to think about his girlfriend anymore. They both quickly got back into the position they were in just a mere moments before. Ichigo spread his legs so Grimmjow could lie between them as they continued to make out. Ichigo let out another small moan as the older man slipped his hands up his shirt, bringing it up and quickly getting it off of him to throw to the side. Grimmjow wasted no time in taking his own shirt off and throwing it to the other side of the room to join the red head's. He smirked as he watched the younger man beneath him, letting out a small moan as the man licked his lips and stared over his well-defined upper body.
"Like what you see?" the bluenette purred before leaning forward and nipping the younger man's lower lip. Ichigo just let out a small moan before nodding his head cutely and reaching up to touch whatever he could. He ran his hands along the man's sides, then up towards his pectoral muscles, rounding back around his arms and back then finally finishing at his abs. All while initiating a fiery kiss that could put any adult film industry star to shame. As they both pulled back for some much needed air they just stared into each other's eyes and panted. Ichigo blushed before gulping and flicking his tongue against the older man's upper lip. Grimmjow chuckled before leaning up and capturing the red head's lower lip between his teeth and nipping softly.
"Ah, G-grimm," Ichigo let out a small moan and wrapped his long legs around the older man's waist. He moved to gyrate his hips, pressing their clothed erections together and letting out yet another moan, this time a bit louder. The bluenette chuckled softly before taking a sharp intake of breath and then leaning back to start taking his friend's pants off.
"You're so fucking hot, you know that? God Ichigo…just look at you." The bluenette murmured as he stared down at the younger man beneath him. The redhead truly was a sight to behold. Slight blush dusting his cheeks and ears, orange hair even more wild than normal, kiss bruised lips that were just begging to be kissed even harder. Grimmjow adjusted himself in his pants and then got back to work on ridding the redhead of his.
"Take a picture…it'll last longer." Ichigo whispered huskily, a playful tone in his voice as he lifted his hips so the older man could pull his pants all the way off. Grimmjow just laughed before moving to get rid of his own pants and boxers.
"I just might, but not now, later. Right now I want to get you all the way naked and then fuck you into my mattress." Once he was rid of all his clothes he crawled on top of the red head and quickly got rid of his boxers too. When they were both naked they both laughed when they caught each other staring at the other.
"I know you like to brag about how big your dick is to everyone…but I didn't know if I could actually believe you…" Ichigo gulped before licking his lips at the sight of his friend's impressive length.
"Not so bad yourself," Grimmjow purred back before moving back to kissing his friend and pressing their hips together. They both pulled back from the kiss and let out small moans at the contact that they were both hoping for. Ichigo took the opportunity to push Grimmjow over and get on top, rolling his hips down against the bluenette's length. Said older man made quick work of putting his hands on the younger teen's hips and grinding up against him, causing the younger to cry out again.
"Oh fuck…I want you so bad Grimm…" Ichigo panted before biting his bottom lip and leaning forward to start kissing down the man's chest. Grimmjow gave a quick hum of approval before moving to fold his arms behind his head and watch the show. Ichigo just purred before looking up at his friend through thick orange lashes. He placed a small kiss to the man's navel before licking along his happy trail and then blowing cold air against the now wet skin, causing the older man to shiver slightly. He then placed a gentle kiss to the head of Grimmjow's need before slowly engulfing said head in his mouth. He sucked hard, letting it slide out of his mouth with a loud 'pop' before quickly engulfing it again. He bobbed his head a couple of times, each time taking more of the length into his mouth, his hand pumping the base and whatever he couldn't fit in his mouth. Looking up, he gasped around the length in his mouth, at the look he was given by the older man.
Gimmjow was staring down at his friend heatedly, eyes locked on that talented mouth and his own jaw tensed in an attempt to keep himself from moaning. He reached down quickly and fisted the redhead's silky locks, pushing him down a bit to see if he could take more into his mouth.
Ichigo gagged when the tip of his friend's length pressed against the back of his skull. He pulled back quickly, panting and wiping his mouth with the back of his hand before glaring as the older man laughed softly.
"Do that again, and I won't do this anymore!" the redhead threatened before going back to sucking his friend off. Grimmjow finally let out a small moan before starting to unravel after a couple more bobs and sucks coming from that delicious mouth. He fisted the redhead's hair again, only this time pulling him up.
"Enough…I want to make you feel good now." He purred before pulling Ichigo in for another kiss, invading the other's mouth with his own talented tongue and grinning like a madman when the redhead just blushed and nodded. The position was changed once again to have Ichigo spread eagle on the bed and Grimmjow lying between his legs. The bluenette reached into a bedside drawer, pulling out a tube of lubricant and a condom. Ichigo gulped, staring up at his friend and sighing happily when he was kissed very sweetly.
"Don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you anymore than I have to. You've never had sex with a guy right…?" Grimmjow whispered softly, pulling back to stare into his friend's beautiful brown eyes. Ichigo just nodded slowly before gulping and sighing softly.
"I trust you Grimmjow…just…be careful." The redhead teen whispered before placing his hands on the older man's shoulders. Grimmjow just smirked softly before taking the lube and coating two of his fingers. He placed his index finger at Ichigo's entrance before slowly pushing the digit in only to the first knuckle. He looked up at the teen, noticing the scrunched up face before slowly pushing in further. The teen squirmed slightly, not entirely hating the feeling but not loving it either. Grimmjow took that as an okay to go and gently pushed his finger in and out of the man beneath him. When he noticed the teen relax, he slowly entered him with two fingers. He gasped when the teen let out a small sound of pain before leaning forward and kissing the red head. They stood still for a second, kissing softly while Grimmjow's fingers were buried inside Ichigo's virgin ass.
"Hold on babe…" Grimmjow murmured against the teen's lips before curling his fingers, trying to find that spot that would make him forget about all the pain. Ichigo gasped first from being called 'babe', but then quickly dug his nails into the older man's shoulders and cried out loudly when the man's fingers brushed against something inside of him.
"Oh f-fuck…d-do that again." The red head mewled before crying out again when the bluenette ruthlessly curled and uncurled his fingers. Grimmjow just smirked before starting to move both of his fingers in and out of the teen, scissoring them slightly and curling them every once in a while to make his friend feel good.
"Ahhh! G-Grimm! Please! I need you!" Ichigo threw all sense of right and wrong out the window. He had been lusting after this man for so long, he didn't care if he hurt anyone in the process of this. He needed to be fucked, and he needed to be fucked hard and now. Grimmjow all but happily moved to grab the condom, opening it with his teeth and rolling it on with a practiced touch. Positioning himself at the teen's entrance he looked up into the brown eyes again and froze. He gulped before looking down at his own length and frowning.
"Uhm…hey…a little help here…" The bluenette looked up at the teen's face again. Ichigo frowned before moving to see what the problem was. He frowned when he realized that Grimmjow had indeed lost his erection, and was at about half mast this very moment.
"Oh you got to be fucking kidding me…" Ichigo grumbled before staring up at his friend's face.
A/N: Ehehehehe….I know right! Don't you hate that shit? Getting it on, and the guy will be all into it and then like right before the good shit happens he just…can't keep it up? That's what happens when you drink Grimmjow! Uhm…anyways. R/R please? And I should have more time to be writing now. Next chapter ya'll will get to see what's going on with both Ichigo and Grimmjow. Oh…and probably Orihime's bitch-ass too.