Author: Jesselover

Author's Small Note: This idea came to me after hearing a ton of different songs. So, many different songs will show up, yet it is technically not a song fiction.

Disclaimer: Rory and people aren't mine. People not appearing the show are.

AN2: Thank you reviewers.

Specialness: Glad you like.

camel817: More coming soon.

Lora: Yes, he died. You'll find out how soon enough. Remember, this story will take place mainly in the past.

Smile1: Yea, it will only get more dramatic because that's how I write. Plus, I think in a way it fits.

Live4Jess13: You'll find out…eventually.

Llunalovegood2005: He'll come back in later…but for now I'm going to stay in the past.

Mony19: Updating now.

Mandraco: Thanks!

music4mysoul: Aww, thanks.

chrisy89rocks: Oh yea, there's more, quite a lot more.

On to the story!


He finally had it, a plan that is. He would tell her when she wasn't with anyone. However, he didn't know how this was going to happen as Rory never left her mother's side. But, he didn't care because Jess had to tell her everything, or at least what had happened. She needed to know from him, before she found out some other way. After all, he really wouldn't be able to explain his small absences the same times everyday, or the annoying beeping that emanated from his back pocket.

Jess had everything planned perfectly, and then Rory walked in the dinner with a blond-haired guy. Jess's mind tried hard to retrieve all his rational thoughts as the two sat at a corner table. For what seemed like eternity Jess gazed at the back her head.

For some reason Rory could feel Jess's eyes on her, so she turned to catch him. He just turned away. She needed to find out what was happening, to him and her.

Speaking to her company Rory said, "I'm going to go grab some coffee, I'll be right back."

The blond boy waived her off, reading the menu trying to find something interesting to eat.

Rory went up to the counter pretending to get something, when all she wanted was Jess. To talk to Jess, she had to remind herself, she couldn't have Jess, she had Logan.

Then what was that kiss all about, and why is he here? He can't be here just for the wedding; he should've left by now. All these thoughts flew threw Rory's mind as she approached him.

"Hey."

"Hello." Jess pretended not to sound as annoyed as he was; he was good at not showing emotion.

"Look, the other day. We shouldn't have, well I shouldn't have…" Rory babbled even though she didn't know what she was trying to say. "Well, I'm sorry…"

"I'm not."

"Jess, look, I don't know what going on with us. I was surprised or something. Whatever it was, it's gone now. I'm with someone, Jess."

"Him?" Jess looked over at the blond guy.

Rory only nodded. "His name is Logan."

"Well, then you should get back to this Logan of yours." And with that Jess handed her a coffee and proceeded to disappear upstairs.

Rory quickly glanced at the curtain now separating her from Jess and then walked on back to Logan, sipping slowly from her coffee.

He gave her a smile as she sat down across from him. "Ready to order?"

"Yea, yea...I'm good." Rory replied a little dazed from what had just happened with Jess.

Later that night, Rory was alone again. Logan had decided to head back to Yale for one of Finn's parties. Rory had said she was tired and stayed in Stars Hallow. However, now she was bored. Loralei and Luke were away for the week on their honeymoon so she couldn't go bother them.

I could study. Rory thought to herself while walking aimlessly. Rory realized that she was at the bridge, their bridge, Rory and Jess's bridge And guess who was already there with a book in one hand and a pen in the other.

He didn't see her or so she thought, so Rory continued strolling up to him and sat down. "Hey."

He didn't reply, he was upset, she could tell. The only thing was he had nothing to be upset about, except that Rory kissed him and was now with someone else. Oh and that he still hadn't told her why he was here, in Stars Hallow.

"Fine is this how it's going to be?"

He got up and started to walk away.

"Wait! Don't go! I said I was sorry Jess."

Suddenly Jess turned around and was facing her.

"That's not the point Rory. You kissed me; I thought we were on the same page here, and I found out today that you are with some other guy! This is me versus bagboy all over again, only now he's rich!"

"Jess," she started over to him to closer. He stepped back. "Jess, I know this is Suki's wedding all over again…" Rory could only help but smile at the remembering that event. "Look, I like you a lot, but I don't know if we're such a good idea. Jess you left me."

"Rory it's been years! I've changed, and so have you! We can do this! Just dump money boy and we'll be off."

"I need time Jess, time to think. Don't you understand?"

He was holding her shoulders now as he spoke. "The only thing I understand is that I love you Rory, and you love me too. I know it, I just I know it! I can see it in your eyes."

"Oh Jess…" She was mesmerized by his dark curls and beautiful face. It wasn't long before they were kissing again, only this time he broke away first.

"Jess, why?"

"Rory, I can't…we can't…you're not mine. Not yet." And with that he zipped up his leather jacket and walked away from the love of his life.


See I updated. :) I have the next chapter written, I just have to type it up, so it won't take that long. Oh, and I gave quite a lot of clues as to Jess's big secret, so hopefully you all know by now. If not, well, you will soon.

-Jesselover