Hey guys. Here's another fanfic~
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Hetalia nor did this ever happen in history...because that would be awkward or something. Characters' name's/nickname's are involved.
Summary: China and Russia are going out together, but South Korea hates even the thought of the two even being close to each other. Ever since the Korean met the Russian (which was during the Korean Wars) he's always hated him. The horrid nation turned his own brother against him and took him away. But everything is in the past for the three nations. South Korea can only tolerate Russia a little since his bother loves him so...but he just can't stand the fact of losing Yao again. Will he be able to get his brother back and be happy again?
WARNING: It's rated M for a reason and their might be some a little bit of suicidal thoughts. Incest is involved as well.
Oh, and one more thing: I'm sorry if you've waited forever for this new chapter, but I'm not on break anymore. School time!~ Heh, eh no = = But because of study hall and the fact I barley have any homework or have to study for anything, I write most of this story during that time. It gives me a lot of time of writing it. ^ ^ I'm so happy though! I'm getting to the suspenseful chapter (which is the next one)! I'm also happy that people are actually reading this. Comments always help have the spirit to write more and more, so thanks people! 0w0 And another thing, I GOT MY SOUTH KOREA COSPLAY BABY! XD YEAH! Here's the next chapter da ze!~
Chapter 2: Kiku's Visit Part 2
Japan's POV
"You're afraid he'll be taken away from you for good. . ."
I've burst the bubble now.
His fingers dug into the sheets beneath him as a few tears fell onto them.
I wasn't sure if he was upset because of rage, just plain upset, or both. Probably both. It was a little hard to tell, but i think he even started shaking a bit.
I've really got to watch what I say. But maybe I was supposed to say those words.
All of a sudden, before I could say a single word out, , my own brother lurched out and wrapped his arms around me, bursting into tears.
"What can I do Kiku?! I can't do anything! I don't wanna lose Aniki again!"
I felt so torn up seeing Yong Soo like this. If I only found out how much pain he was in. I'm an idiot for not noticing it for 'this' long. I almost felt like crying; it was so bad seeing him like this. Although I'm surprised he's hugging me. I was sill wearing my freezing coat and scarf, but I suspected either he didn't notice or he just didn't care.
I slowly wrap my arms around him and rub his back. At least he was wearing a nightshirt. The only thing I knew he wasn't wearing was his underclothing (good thing his bottom half was under some blankets).
"Don't be upset Yong Soo. Maybe we can think of something," I suggested , but didn't have any idea what we're going to do.
"Like what? I've tried thinking of something and none of my ideas would work. . ."
Hearing him like this was terrible. I thought that if we were supposed to think of something, he would have to calm down first.
"I'm sure we an think of something Yong, but maybe I should make some warm tea first? That'll help us calm down and warm up," With a nod of approval, he let go of me and rubbed his eyes as I quickly stood up, "While I'm making the tea, you should get dressed then come in the kitchen when you're done," I said, walking out of the room.
I sighed in relief as I got out of that room. Not to be rude or anything, but that gloomy room made me very uncomfortable, and when Yong Soo hugged me, that got me even more uncomfortable. I was like when Feliciano surprised me with his hug and I pushed him away. I really do like my personal space, but I couldn't push my brother away. I'd probably be like Yao to him for a second.
'A shoulder to cry on', yeah, I said that. But now I'm regretting it.
Making the tea didn't take too long since I figured instead of warm tea for Yong, I made hot chocolate for him. I know how much of a sweet tooth he has. Surprisingly, I found Yao has a sweet tooth for chocolate. Maybe that's partly why he likes Valentine's Day.
Ugh, Valentine's Day, better not mention anything like that to Yong Soo.
As everything was finished, I waited patiently for my younger brother to come out, but after around 5 minutes, he still didn't come out.
"Yong Soo!" I called out for him, "Are you done getting dressed?"
"Yeah!"
I sat at the kitchen table, a little irritated by his childish manner, again. I'm not dragging his butt out of bed!
"Then come out here! You can't sleep in your bed all day!"
Hearing a faint sigh from his room, he walked out and traveled his way into the kitchen, sitting down across from me.
Smelling the hot chocolate as the steam drifted into his nose, made my brother smile a little, which made me smile. It's been awhile since I saw one from him.
"I thought you might want hot chocolate instead. I'm guessing you haven't had many sweets either?"
He took a sip of his drink before nodding, "It has been a little bit since I've had any."
I smiled at him, but inside, I was feeling something completely different. Nothing happy of the sort, no.
The plan in my head was a simple one, but with the young and childish nation, he'd probably disagree with it. It may be the only thing he can do though. I'll just hate to see that frown again.
"Yong Soo. . . while I was making everything and you were getting dressed, I actually got an idea. . .but you'll probably not going to like it."
He turned his full attention on me, his frown returning.
"What is it?" he asked.
"This mat be the only option you have as well."
"What is it?" he repeated. He's eager. Should that be good or bad thing?
I let out a sigh before I answer,
"What if someone else was here for you to talk to instead of me?"
His reaction was tilting his head to the side in confusion. I saw that one coming.
"Like who?"
I kept my attention down at my tea so I could let him think about it for a few minutes and a few minutes it took before I heard a gasp,
"No way, Kiku! I'm not doing that!"
I lifted my head to face him, "Yong Soo, it might be the only thing you can do. It's been a while since you've seen Aniki. Maybe you just need to see him again? You need to talk about this with him."
"What am I gonna say? I need you to stop dating Ivan because I've been crying and masturbating over you?!"
Great. He's angry again.
"You're looking at it the wrong way again Yong Soo! You said you didn't want Ivan to take Yao away from you for good. Tell him that you're worried about him!"
"He won't listen!"
"He will."
"Maybe! But that doesn't mean he'll drop that jerk!"
"You're going to have to try, Yong."
He held in a huff and instead, let out a sigh. He folded his arms on the table and lay his head on top.
". . . . . .You don't get it Kiku. I love Aniki, and I want to be more than just brother with him. I want to be his lover, not Ivan." he explained in a quiet voice.
I sat in silence, knowing about his for a while, but was a little surprised that he's confessing this to me for the first time. It's a shame he can't tell Yao. . . .
He buried his face in his arms as he continued, "If you bring him over here, things can get worse. I don't know what I'll do. . . .besides, he's always with Ivan. He doesn't have time to visit. . . ."
"He does to Yong. You just haven't tried."
"And I'm not going to. It won't work."
I sighed and frowned down at him. I had a feeling this wouldn't work. Well, not for Yong Soo anyways. It sounded like a good plan, but he won't take mt word for it.
"What do you think you should do hen?" I ask before taking a drink of my tea.
"I don't know. I've told you I've thought of all I could. I don't know what to do," he says, shrugging afterwards.
I look at my brother and sigh again. he should know better than this. Maybe not.
He knows Yao coming over would be the best thing. . .doesn't he?
I suddenly flinch by the sudden sound of my watch and I take it out to look at it. Yong Soo didn't even budge.
"What now?" he asked.
I look at him, seeing his head was still buried in his arms.
". .I have business to do with Xieng. We're working on something together," I replied, not needing to go any further since he wouldn't care. Him and his childish mind.
I don't want to leave now though (I've completely forgotten about it in the first place). I want to help my young brother, but i promised Xieng since I had to skip out last time on him.
As the repetitive sound quickly came to a stop, I drink the rest of my tea and put my cup on the counter.
"I'm sorry I have to leave so soon, Yong Soo," I say, walking over to him and laying a hand on his shoulder. He responded by nodding.
"Please try to control yourself during the nights also. It's an unhealthy habit you need to get rid of. . .I wish to see a smile on you soon."
He nodded again and with that, I take my hand off and walk out, back in the cold. I hope Yong Soo does as I ask though.
He's going to get a surprise visit by someone soon. . .
Just a side note, if people don't know, Xieng is Hong Kong. How did you like it? Hopefully I can get the next chapter done soon. Comment please so I know people are actually reading this! ^ ^
