I updated! Okay, first of all, I'm so sorry for submitting this so late… But Thanks so much to all the people who bothered to comment… though it's just a few… but still, I'm super happy! Soooo…. I wanted to make this a celebratory chapter with LEMON! YAYYYY! But be warned, it's a not so lemon, lemon. It's basically in between… I'm sorry again and I hope that you guys can comment on this one again!

But still, no one told me what to write in the protocol part so I'll leave it blank…

Chapter 3 – Just for a little while

"Caspian, you scared me quite a bit. What are you doing here? Is the party finished?" Peter smiled his usual smile. He noticed that Caspian grew uneasy; his scared aura was disguised by his height and build. Peter waited for him to answer but Caspian silently sat on the big rock beside him.

'Why is he here?' Peter thought, keeping his irritated gaze away from the man. 'If this is what he thinks can pass for revenge to what I did to them earlier, he must be one stupid son of a bitch.' His train of thoughts was interrupted when Caspian decided to say something.

"Umm… the reason why I came here is that I want your blessing and permission." Peter looked at him, a mix of confusion, fury and shock on his face.

"Blessing? Blessing for what?" Peter's heart beat faster, afraid of the words Caspian has to say. He hoped that it wasn't what he thought it was. He didn't want his nightmare to come true just yet-not this early…

Peter couldn't breathe when he heard Caspian speak. Caspian looked back down on the water. "I am asking your permission for Susan's hand in marriage." Peter was speechless and didn't look at Caspian, he clenched his fists hard and then he could feel the wetness building on his bandages. His heart beat faster from the rage and anger he felt. His blood seeped through the fabric with stinging pain but he released his grip and applied pressure on it to stop it from bleeding, regaining his self control.

He very well knew that this will happen one way or another, but he didn't expect it to be this early. He wanted more time with her; he wanted her all to himself while he figured out what he exactly felt for her. Caspian fondled with his clothes, failing in hiding his nervousness.

'The Bastard…' Peter thought but he clearly knows that anger can't change this. He is smart enough to face that he can't do anything about this-for now.

"I understand if…" Caspian said, his face reddening from the pressure and nervousness. But he stopped because Peter faced him, his expression like stone, cold and unreadable.

"You have my approval." He whispered with an unfeeling voice, cold as ice. "But Susan is not of age yet."

"I can wait." Caspian eagerly replied, looking like a kid that has been rewarded with his favorite candy.

"Let me finish first. As her older brother, I deeply care for her and for her sake; you can court her but you can only ask her when she turns of age, which would be when she turns 18. I am not here to burst your bubble but you should know that it is Susan's decision if she wants to marry you or not and you also have to face the facts." Peter said

"What facts?"

"You very well know Caspian. You aren't a mindless man and you know it. But anyway, you have to face the facts that we can all be sent back to our time anytime. I'm just saying, so don't rush into irrational decisions that can hurt the both of you." Caspian looked down, showing that he knew all the consequences.

"I know that… and I know that it isn't in your control so it's fine. Thank you so much though! I think that we would just take it slow. Don't worry; I will be a good man. I just wanted to get your approval."

"Well, thank you too for letting me know beforehand. I know that you're a gentleman so I trust my sister to be safe with you." Peter faked a yawn "Well, I feel rather sleepy, good night Caspian." He placed his hand on Caspian's shoulder, leaving him alone quietly.

Susan smiled in relief as the last guest finally left the room. She bid Edmund goodbye while he was carrying a sleeping Lucy up the stairs to her room. Susan lay on one of the couches in the ballroom, letting herself relax from all the day's stress. She slowly closed her eyes but then a thought popped in her head.

Where exactly are Peter and Caspian?

She hadn't seen Peter for the rest of the evening after Caspian surprised her. He had been acting differently the whole night and she was painfully aware of it. Just this afternoon, he was kissing her neck and wrapping his arms around her but after, he acted so differently.

Her whole body trembled when she remembered the way he touched her earlier, the way his fingers traced against her skin, sending fire throughout her body. She remembered the way he stared, the way he saw her and made her feel like he was looking in her soul, it felt uncomfortable, but she of loved it. Her whole body ached for more but then she quickly brushed all thoughts about him away from her head.

"Oh God…" she whispered, getting up on her feet and up the stairs. She couldn't just not think of him, it was absolutely impossible. Every sane woman would find him dangerously attractive and she wasn't an exception. But the way he holds so many secrets and the way he seemed to know every single one of hers felt unfair. He had always been there for her as a brother and as a friend. He'd been there to fight her fears and it just seemed wrong that she had always took and never gave him anything in return.

It is selfish of her to get all his attention and love when women back home and even here fell head over heels for him. She knows that they all hated her at some point but it was true, she was selfish. She sighed again for she felt her eyes get heavy.

A series of corridors and hallways greeted her tired eyes but she somehow found herself in the safety of her room with no problem at all. She pushed on the heavy door to her room and then the mere sight of her bed made her jump towards it, uncaring of the building wrinkles on her beautiful red dress. She pulled on the pins that held her hair to place and then her soft brown curls fell on her shoulders and down her back. Soon, she drifted to sleep…

It was 12:00am but Peter sat still on the chair in the balcony of his bedroom. He lifted his left leg to cross the other and swung it lightly from side to side, appreciating the quiet of the night. He was lost within his thoughts the whole night and it had been three hours since the party ended.

He took drank half the glass of beer fast again, but a few minutes after that, he felt a light droplet of water fall on his face. He slowly opened his eyes, irritated and then he wiped it off with his sleeve. Another fell and he sighed while he stood to proceed to the washroom to change his bandages.

His fists stinged slightly while he peeled off the white cloth covering his knuckles, he then washed it lightly with water but it didn't eliminate the uncomfortable feeling, it only made it worse. He didn't know how much time he'd spent gingerly tending to his swollen fists but when he opened the door separating the washroom from the bedroom, he found out that it was raining heavily.

The cool wind blew against his face while he stretched his long legs on the bed and then he placed his hands behind his head. He was drifting into space again but when he closed his eyes, he realized that he was drifting to sleep instead. He welcomed the blissful sensation that washed over him and hoped to have a dreamless, peaceful slumber.

"We really shouldn't… ughh…" Susan tried to say, but it came into a raspy moan. She clutched the sheets behind her and then her head shot back while she moaned loudly as she was coming close to climax. But when she was lifting her hips up to feel his touch more, she felt his hands leave her entrance. A rush of disappointment filled her and she then looked up at the man who almost took her off the edge but she only saw his blue eyes. She was still quite breathless and she didn't admit it, but it really made her wanting more.

Her breaths were uneven but it soon slowed to a normal pace. Through the moonlight, she could see him smirk and then he lightly rubbed his wet finger on her clit, earning him a loud moan from her.

She lifted her hips again, desperately wanting him to touch her more. She grabbed his shoulders and her eyes spoke for her. She wanted him to do more things to her so badly and it was clearly written on her face with her flushed cheeks and cloudy, lust filled eyes.

As if to make up for it, he unexpectedly took her mouth to his. He eyes were still open while she digested what happened. She could feel him smirk against her lips and with her slightly agape mouth, he plunged his tongue within her sweet caverns.

Instantly, she seemed to forget what he had done and she felt as if a fire had been set inside her again, she felt it rush in her body again and then she let go of all the self control left in her.

She wrapped her hands around his neck and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss even more. Her legs wrapped around his hips and she grinded her hips towards his. She was satisfied when she heard him moan against her lips but her celebratory dance inside her head stopped when she noticed how hard his 'little friend' was.

Susan was caught unaware for a moment and was sent back to reality when she felt his hands travel upward until they cupped her breasts. She arched her back since everywhere he touched seemed to leave traces of the hottest flame. He never broke their kiss as he kneaded her twins slowly. The feeling was incredible! Susan never thought that merely touching her breasts could feel this good.

"More… please…" She whispered when they broke the kiss for a second to breathe. She clearly expressed her need for him now and it was up to him on what will happen next.

She still didn't get to see his face but that didn't matter when he suddenly pinned both her hands above her head. He was quite rough when he slammed two digits inside her again and she screamed from the shock of the sudden invasion but that single thrust got her close to ecstasy.

She was panting and breathless but when she looked up at him, though it was still dark, she could feel his uneasiness.

"What's wrong? Why did you stop?" she asked but it took a few moments for her to hear his soft reply.

"Nothing… It just seems wrong, Sue…" She broke away from his now- light grasp on her wrists and then she placed it on his cheek.

"There is nothing wrong with this…" She kissed him gently and then her other hand trailed down to his crotch. He was still hard when she unzipped his pants and from the tightness of the fabric against him, she could tell that he needed his package to be released from its cage. She felt him shiver when her hands touched him. She then gripped his shaft and pumped her fists to it slowly. "And if it is wrong," she brought her lips to his ear and whispered, "It suddenly felt sooo right. I know that you want me as much as I want you… So please…"

She didn't get to finish her sentence when he grabbed her arms and placed it atop her head with one hand. He traced his lips to hers, then to her jaw, to her neck and down her breasts. He took one nipple in his mouth while his other hand kneaded the other. She arched her back for him to gain more access. His lips left her left nipple and then he gave his attention to her other breast, suckling it hard.

He bit lightly and with that she moaned and shivered. It wasn't her fault that she was so sensitive there… she actually felt him smirk but those thoughts were quickly dismissed when she felt him suddenly shove three digits in her this time. From the distraction earlier, she didn't even notice that his hand quickly trailed down her. With the sudden friction, it literally took her breath away. She didn't know if she was to moan or to breathe in since the overwhelming pleasure is washing over her.

Another unpredicted thrust and another and another she was trying to move her hips to meet his hand's rhythm but from the speed, she couldn't. But the next thin she knew is that she was really getting there. She was getting close to her release and her vision blurred and it was as if she saw stars floating above her head.

To think that she can already be satisfied with his fingers makes her fantasize about what pleasure the 'real him' can offer. Without warning again, he shoved in four digits and her head threw back when she entered bliss. Her body shivered and she almost screamed from it all.

Her arched back fell on the bed and she lay there panting. Her heartbeat was thumping rapidly in her ears that she can't hear another sound.

She felt his hands on her entrance again and she instantly felt hot once more as he whispered, "Look at this Sue… you're so wet and I bet…" he guided her hand to his member "that this…" she tightened her grip and made him shiver. "will slide in with ease…"

She wasn't given time to relax since she felt his tip rub against her. She was afraid to lose her virginity before but after experiencing the pleasure he gave her earlier, she was curious of what this will feel like.

But before anything could happen, a thought went through her head. She still didn't know who this mystery man was and before this could all take place, she had to find out.

She kissed him and he was caught unaware so he didn't get to continue. She rubbed herself against his tip and he moaned in her mouth. She broke the kiss and looked at him.

'Oh God… '

Her eyes widened and she was shocked beyond compare. His blue eyes, his voice… She should've noticed! She would never forget those fathomless eyes… his big and warm hands, and his unbelievably sexy smirk.

He pushed her down the bed and she was still lost in her thoughts but when she came back to his soothing voice, she realized she had nothing left to lose since it's too late to turn back now. She again, shoved all her thoughts aside but as he started to enter her, she suddenly felt the future consequences of this encounter. But like she said again, it's too late to turn back now and she was too aroused to care about the pain and the consequences, she was too aroused to care about the person that was doing this to her, the person whom she cares about, the person whom she always knew she loves, the person that was on top of her, the person that was none other than, Peter Pevensie.

Susan sat up from her bed, panting and sweaty. She groped her sheets and found out that she was still in the red dress she wore in the party. The sunlight sneaked in the room, making the walls look orange and pink.

She was relieved at the same time disappointed. The dream seemed so real, it's as if she really felt it, well she did... and it felt wonderfully right. This was a shocking revelation, but she had expected this to happen sooner or later but not like that, not in dream form…

"Oh God…" she groaned she loved the sunrise and since she was awake anyway, for the sake of losing all her impure thoughts, she wouldn't go back to sleep. But she had to admit that that dream was really something, it was so real that she could feel him on her again...

"Ughh..." She groaned, she told herself earlier to stop thinking about him but she failed... "Oh well..."

She stood up and opened the glass doors that lead to the balcony. Cold morning air greeted her and the sleepiness in her quickly disappeared. She leaned on the stone railings and stared at the endless green pasture that lay beyond the medium height castle walls.

She had to raise her hand to cover her eyes since the light was shining brightly. A few moments after that, her eyes hurt so she went back in her room.

She stared at herself in the mirror, her messy hair draped down her shoulders to her back but her red dress looked pitiful, it was wrinkled in almost every place possible. Susan tried to smooth it with her hands but there was no luck. She looked at herself again and then she smiled since she had come to a conclusion today.

'Just for a little while.' She thought, twirling a lock of her long brown hair with her fingers.

"Just for a little while…" she whispered but no words were needed because she knew. She knew that it didn't and won't hurt to be truthful once in a while. She slipped out of her dress and it went down the floor. She didn't care until now since its one thing to lie to others but it's pointless to lie to yourself. So today, just for a while, she'll give in, just for a while, she will let go and just for a little while, she will love.

Okay! I'm finished! I'm sorry if it took too long again! I'm truly very sorry! Thanks for all the comments and I hope that you'll comment even more! Read and Review!