Hey! :) I'm sooo sorry I haven't updated in sooo long, school's keeping me busy, and very. Ugh, I'm failing English 1 so can anyone tell me how do I explain my failure to my mom? This week has just been sooo hectic and very dramatic.

I got my new phone... Sony Ericcson Xperia Play :D I freaking LOVE IT!

I just got a new computer so I rewrote ALL my fanfics...

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This week was just utterly crazy, and VERY... well, Chad and I are at the store right now, yay... the kids are with Brooke and Tina; they actually said they wanted to babysit because Chad and I needed some "alone time" which I admit, it's true. Back to Chad and I, we're in Pathmark shopping around, "Broccoli." Chad said, I looked at him, "Eww, I hate broccoli." I said, with a disgusted face, Chad wrapped his arms around my waist, staring into my eyes. "Well, that's sad." I giggled, "Eww, PDA, can't you guys do that somewhere else?" Chad unwrapped his arms from around me, I turned around, an old lady was staring at Chad and I, "Right, we're sorry Ma'am, have a nice day." she glared at me,"Will do." and with that she walked away.

Chad whistled, I giggled, "Stop!" I slapped his arm, he laughed, "Sorry Sonshine, I had to." I laughed, "Well, what else do we need?" we had broccoli, eggs, milk, yogurt, bacon, sausage, grits, cereal, and fruits. Chad looked at me, "Nothing that I know of, you can get something else if you want to." I nodded, "Candy?" I'm seriously craving candy for some odd reason, Chad laughed, "Oh yes!" I laughed, "Okay, well go stand in line, wait, what candy do you want?" he looked at me, "Skittles." I nodded, we ent our seperate directions, I ran to the candy isle, "Skittles, skittles, hmm.. where are you?" I grabbed them, I looked around for lemon heads, I felt a hand touch my butt, I turned around, maybe it was an accident, I looked around, wait, I don't see anyone. I shrugged, maybe it was someone walking around, I felt hands on my waist I froze, "Hey sexy thang." I heard whispered in my ear, I was frozen in fear, the man started kissing me, I threw myself off of him, "Get away from me!" I screamed sharply, "Oh feisty? Papi likes!" the man came over again and pulled me to the floor, he got on top of me and touched my private area, I squirmed uncomfortably.

He kissed my neck, I picked a HORRIBLE day to wear shorts, the man was rubbing my thighs, trying to get into my underwear, he did, crap! I tried kicking, impossible, he started fingering me, ugh, I tried to scream, I couldn't, I prayed hard, "Dear God, PLEASE have someone come over here... I NEED his man to get off of me! In Jesus's name Amen." I prayed silently, hoping God heard me. I bursted into tears, "GET OFF OF ME NOW!" I screamed, this guy was wayyy too strong for me to get off. I sobbed, I heard footsteps coming, the man got off of me, he smiled a perverted smile at me, a lady was there... mom? "Sonny, go, I'll call 911." I nodded, the man let me go, I ran as fast as I could possibly go, I really have absolutely no idea how long I was back there. I saw Chad, he had the groceries in bags and was ready to go, "Hey, I thought you wanted candy Sonshine." I waved and shrugged, trying not to cry, Chad hugged me, I tensed up, he let me go, he tried to kiss my cheek, I dogged, "Sonshine, what's wrong?" I shrugged, terrified to even speak, suddenly, all these cops came running in and everything went crazy, people were terrified, then again, so was I. Chad looked at me, "Later, okay?" I softly told him, he nodded. Mom came running to us, "They want to talk to you, well we gotta go to the police office." I nodded, still holding in my tears, Chad looked at both of us, "What happened?" Chad touched my arm, I shrugged it off, I saw the cops taking the man, he winked at me, I quickly turned around, Mom hugged me again, I hugged her back, "Sonny, you have to tell him." I nodded, "Thank you so much mom." she nodded, ksiing my forehead and letting me go, "Well, I guess we should go." Chad and I nodded, Chad was unaware of what was happening, I helped Chad carry the bags, it was actually only 2 bags, wow, "Okay, Chad, follow my car." Mom told Chad, he nodded, Mom went to her car and we put the bags in the back seat, I hope this yogurt will be good, it's only 3 cups... Chad and I closed the doors and got into the car, "Sonshine, what happened?" I shrugged, "Sonny, PLEASE, I need to know, what happened!" he asked me with such worry in her voice, I paniced, Chad looked at me with worry, "Rape!" was the ONLY word I could actually get out. Chad nodded, "When you were in the candy isle?" he asked me, I nodded.

Chad started to drive, "Okay, so what happened?" I looked at him, terrified, I can't even breathe, ugh. "Okay, so I was in the candy isle, geting your skilltes a-and when I looked to see if there were lemon heads, I-I felt a ha-hand on my butt... I thought it was someone's hand you know, so the-then, I sh-shrugg-shrugged it off, you know?" I paused, Chad nodded, he was looking at the road, keeping up with mom, I continued, "So then, I he-heard a whisper in my e-ear, saying, 'Hey sexy thang' I froze, th-then he started to-touching me. I squirmed and then I co-couldn't move, he put me on the floor." Chad stoped the car, I don't even know where the heck we are, mom pulled over too. He came over and I opened the car door, he listened, "Okay so then, h-he started kissing me, I tried everything I could think of t- to get away, I co-couldn't. I just couldn't!" I officially snapped, Chad craddled me in his arms like I was a newborn baby, he sat in the car and I remained on his lap, "Then what?" I breathed shakily, I wanna tell Chad the rest, "So, then he started fingering me, it fet so disgusting, I couldn't get him off, I ried everything I could possibly do... I just couldn't get him off of me! I prayed and prayed, then my prayer was answered, Mom was standing there with her phone out. She told me to run." Chad nodded, I relaxed in his arms, crying my eyes out, "Shh, you're okay now, shh, it's okay." I picked my head up, "Chad, it's NOT okay! I've been living this freaking horrible crappy life until I met you, we got married 3 years after that, my life has been getting harder right when it's getting better." Chad looked at me, he kissed me softly, "Sonshine, look, I love you okay... I understand that life's getting hard on you, please, hang in there! I need you, you can't leave me... we need each other..." I took his words, "I love you too, I'm sorry for crying alot, it's just that I hold things in and I really need to get them out." he nodded, I hugged him close to me, he rubbed my back, "Sonshine, it's okay babe, relax, it's just that you need to vent out your feelings a lot more, oh and new rule, you are NEVER going shopping by yourself ever again, I can't take this risk anymore." I nodded.

I kissed Chad's cheek, "Thanks." he nodded, Mom looked to see if Chad and I were still talking, she came over to us, "You told him right?" she asked me, I nodded, "We're gonna kick this guy's butt!" Chad and I giggled, mom high fived us, had turned on the car, "You guys ready?" we nodded, "Okay." we followed mom, we actually got there in like 15 minutes. "Ready Sonshine?" I nodded, Chad kissed my cheek, we got out of the car, mom did too, we walked into the office, Chad was cutching my hand, "Hi, I'm Violet, how may I help you?" I spoke, "Hi, I'm Sonny, I was asked to come here and give a statement for an arrest." she typed in something on the computer, "Oh, yeah, okay, so it's room 21." I nodded, "Thank you." she nodded, "You're welcome." Mom, Chad, and I walked into room 21... the guy was there... I'm terrified, "Okay, you guys can sit right there." a cop said, we sat, Chad grabbed my hand, he kissed it softly, I smiled at him, that man was having his mug shots taken, right after that, he was taken away. "Hi, I'm Officer Rich, so what happened with this guy?" I breathed, in, Chad's hand was clutched to mine, "My name's Sonny, Okay, well my husband Chad went into line to pay for the food we got and I ran to the candy isle because we both wanted candy, while I was looking for the lemion heads candy, I felt a hand on my butt, it was that guy, he pulled me to the floor and raped me." he nodded, writing all of this stuff down. "Okay, so Sonny, how did he rape you?" I continued on, "He fingered me sir, and kissed me repeatedly, when I tried to get up, he was too strong. I prayed, I heard footsteps coming, I saw that the footsteps belonged to my mother in law, who then called you guys when I left." he nodded, "Well your mother in law is a hero." I nodded, smiling, "Okay, so is that all that happened?" I nodded, "Yes sir." he nodded, "Okay, we have enough evidence to prove that this is a court case... this man will be charged with rape and sexual harrassment." I nodded. I'm exhausted.

"So we'll have the LA law place look at it and we'll contact you when we get details." Chad and I nodded, we gave him our numbers and mom gave him hers, "Have a nice day you guys." we nodded, "Thank you, you too." he nodded, we all went our seperate ways. Chad kissed my forehead, "Love you." I smiled, "Love you too." Chad and I left out the room, "Have a great day Violet." she nodded, "You too." we smiled, leaving. Mom, Chad, and I were outside, getting in our cars, we hugged goodbye already, "So I'll see you guys Monday?" Chad and I nodded, "Yeah, Lord's will." she nodded, "I love you guys."

"We love you too mom." she smiled, Chad and I got into the car, mom left, she honked the horn, telling us bye again, Chad and I drove away too, "I can't believe were almost home." I nodded, Chad took my hand again, "So what do you wanna do?" I shrugged, "Um, I wanna stay in, I kinda don't wanna leave, first I'll shower, then I'll take a nap or something then I'll.. I don't really know." I chucked, so did Chad "Same here." we're home... man time goes by fast, it's 3PM, Chad and I went to get the bags out of the back of the car, the yogurt's still good. We locked the car door and I opened the front door, the cat was staring at Chad and I like we broke in, "Maxes. Hi boo boo." I said, he meowed, aww... I put the bags down and washed my hands, I dried them and put the groceries up, '"Sonny, I got it." I nodded, I ran upstairs to take my shower, ahh, this feels good. I washed every part of me, at least 4 times, I'm finally clean, I dried off and put my pjs on. I went into mine and Chad's room, I sat on the bed, drifting off to sleep, Chad walked in, he was changed, we fell asleep within minutes.

Chad as humming softly and was messing with my hair when I woke up, I don't feel so well, I feel queasy, I got up, Chad snuggled me closer to him, "You okay?" I asked him, he nodded, closing his eyes, I messed with his hair, he chuckled softly, "Okay, so wha else do you wanna do princess?" I sighed, "Um... watch movies?" he nodded, "Oooh, um, Beauty and The Beast?" I nodded, I love that movie, Chad kissed my forehead, we turned on the tv and tped in that movie, volla! It's on the screen haha. I sat halfway through the movie... I don't feel well at all. Chad was rubbing my side with his thumb and I was snuggled into his side, Chad glanced down at me, "Why are you acting strange?" he asked me, "I'm not... I just don't feel good." he nodded, turning off the movie, "Okay, go get tucked in and I'll get you something to settile your stomach." I giggled, "How do you know if it's my stomach or not?" he smiled, laughing, "I just assumed, you know... yeah it was just an assumption, I- I'm sorry." I laughed, kissing Chad softly, "You're adorable Chaddy bear, Love you." he smiled, "Love you too Allie PLEASE get some rest, I don't need my beautiful wife gettng sicker." I nodded, I undid the bed and layed down... Chad kissed my forehead, "Okay, I'll get you some ginger ale and ice cream." I nodded. I fell asleep, my stomach feels weird, and very... I got up, running to the bathroom, I dont think I'll puke... I ran into the bathroom, my stomach hurts like crazy... maybe I'm on my monthly? No... I never puke when I'm on my monthly. I felt the food coming out of my stomach, filling my mouth, OPEN Sonny! Ugh... I puked, what a relief, I really don't feel well. I walked back into the bedroom, Chad kissed my cheek, "Babe, really, come on, lay down. Please?" I nodded, I fell straight into bed, I ate the tiny bit of ice cream that Chad left for me, I barely drunk the ginger ale... I went to sleep. I was dozed off when suddely I jumped up, puking again... I aimed for the trash can too, yay. Why am I so sick? I looked at my calender, wait... I'm about 2 weeks late, how could I be so forgetful with keeping track? Ugh. I jumped out of bed, I know I shold be asleep but this is a need...

I got up and went to the bathroom, I went in the cabinet and got a hidden pregnancy test, HA... got it, I ran to go pee. When I was done peeing on it, I flushed the toilet and went back into the room, I sat on the bed... the test said wait 2 minutes...

I ran downstairs, well walked, I don't want my stomach to hurt more than it already does, my breasts feel sore too and my head is pounding... tipical time of the month pain... I'm only taking it because Chad and I had sex about like 2 months ago but I'm not sure if it was unprotected, I know the one we had 4 weeks ago WAS protected. Chad was reading when I popped up in front of him, I sat next to him, "Sonshine... you need rest, you're gonna get sick..." I nodded, "I know Dr. Cooper... but I gotta show you something." he nodded. "Okay... what is it?" I grabbed his hand, we walked upstairs, my entire body hurts... I really don't feel like myself. Chad picked me up bridal style, "Okay, seriously Sonshine... what is it?" I smiled, "It's in the bathroom." he laughed... I smiled at Chad softly, "Okay... can you please put me down?" Chad still held me, "NOW!" I snapped, Chad looked at me, "What?" I snapped, he looked at me, "Are you okay? Do you wanna go to the doctor's or something?" I looked at Chad, "No I don't need to go to te freaking doctor's.. you're getting on my nerves, leave me alone." Chad looked at me, "But Sonny!"

"LEAVE!" Chad left at that second, I slid on the floor crying, "I love you." I whispered silently.

I think I drifted off to sleep because when I woke up, I was on the bed, and wait, Chad wasn't here. I opened my eyes, I was cradled in Chad's arms... I sighed, "Chad, I'm sorry for blowing up at you." he nodded, kissing my forehead, I looked at him, "I'm sorry too, for making you mad." Chad said, "Babe, you didn't do anything, okay? It was me, not you." he nodded, kissing me softly. I got up, "Oh, what was that you wanted to show me?" I smiled, "Come on." he nodded, we went into the bathroom, "Okay, close your eyes, at the count of three, open." I said, Chad nodded, we closed our eyes, hand in hand. "Ready... 1... 2... 3... Open." Chad said, we opened our eyes abd looked at the test, "Wait, it's your's right?" I nodded, he kissed me softly and passionately, he put his hand on my stomach, "Hi little baby, I don't know if you're a girl or a boy but I'm your daddy and I love you very much." Chad said giggling, we both had tears in our eyes. Chad puled me into a tight hug, we hugged for a really long time, I love being in his arms, haha. He kissed my cheek, "Now Sonshine, get some rest... you look sick." I nodded, going back to bed, Chad hopped in too. While I slept, Chad basically hummed me to sleep and stroked my hair, I very much needed that rest. It felt pretty good and I'm happy about that... I still don't feel well but that's okay, I just hope Chad's okay, I don't know if he still had that puke phobia... hopefully he doesn't.

DONE! I hope everyone has a happy, blessed, and safe holiday :)

God Bless :)

-Javi :)