Ashes
Chapter 3
Confession
"Daishiro." I said trying not to sound nervous "Do you know the reason I left?"
"Because you thought that I thought that you were annoying?"
"That and what else?"
"I dont know..."
"I left because I thought that some time away from you would get rid...of my love for you."
"I know that you loved me."
"Loved? HAH. I still do, Daishiro."
"Love is a really strong word for it, Henrietta."
"Yea I know that and I think that it sums up my feeling towards you. I've had these feelings for you since I first met you."
"I kinda had feelings for you back then too."
"Yea. We tried dating and it didn't work, remember?"
"Yea..."
"I'm really sorry about back then, Daishiro. I love you now and even though I was gone for 6 months i still can't get over you!"
"Really? I didn't know that. You sound high though. you don't seem like yourself. You would never confess something like this to me, unless you were sure that I felt the same way."
"I'm beginning to just not give a damn! I love you and that's all that I know. At the same time I love Kazuki and you know that unless I see him soon that I'm going to fall out of love with him and more in love with you! I don't know when im going to see Kazuki again but I see you all the time and untill I see him more than i do..." I trailed off, having a fuzzy preminition...
In my preminition I saw Kazuki and me together once again and it looked likt he was going to stay.
"N-never mind..."
"Why the sudden change? You had a preminition again didn't you?"
"Yes I did. I saw Kazuki and me together again and he promised me he aas here to stay."
I heard the window get hit behind us and immediately turned.
"Miyuki..." I said trying to keep it between me and him
"She can never leave either of us alone togther can she?"
"Not at all." I said trying not to laugh
I walked over and hit the window and heard Miyuki fall over from suprise. I walked over and opened the sliding glass door and peered in at her sitting on the floor knowing that she couldn't escape now.
"H-hi Rietta..."
"Hi. Would you mind telling me just what the hell are you doing in my room eavese dropping on me and Daishiro?!"
"Umm...Kimiko wanted to know if you two were back together and I was kinda curious myself..." She said standing up and moving towrds the door.
"Tell her it's none of her damn buisness."
"O-ok I will..."
I closed the door as Miyuki turned and walked out of my room making sure she shut the door.
"That should keep her away. I think I pissed her off." I said, proud that I could still piss her off just by cussing a little.
"What did she mean by 'Kimiko wants to know if you two are back together'?"
"She thinks that you nad me are a cute couple...I cant say why though."
"Well maybe it's because we were."
"I don't know. WE were pretty cute together..."
"Yea..."
"WHAT?! I thought you said u didn't still have feelings for me anymore!"
"That doesn't mean that I cant say we were a cute couple."
"Yea...I suppose someone like you could never love me, could they?"
"They could too! I did."
"Yea you DID. Noone like you could ever love me for more than a month or two."
"Yes. They could."
"Well prove it! When you find someone like you that loves me for me that will stay around for longer than you did then tell me! untell then, nyyeehhh!"
"How about I prove it to you?" Daishiro said hugging me around my waist, knowing that I couldn't get out of his grip
"What do you mean?" I asked semi-knowing what he meant.
"Why don't I show you?" he said leening down inches from my face. And then, the unbelieveable happened. He kissed me.
My mind was racing. Why would he kiss me? Does he still love me? He cant still love me! Yet...This felt so right!
"You still love me, dont you?" He whispered after he broke the kiss a minute or so later.
"Why do you say that?" I said knowing what he would say next.
"You would have pushed me off you if you didnt."
"Your alot stronger than me."
"I still would have felt you pushing against me."
"Good point."
"I know."
"Your right. I do still love you. And for now im just going to forget all about Kazuki."
"What about when he gets here. You love him more than ou love me."
"You don't know that for sure."
"We should get back down there...yea know before they think we're having sex."
I laughed a long laugh "Yea. So...are you my boyfriend now?"
"Yea...I suppose I am."
"Do we have to keep it a secret?"
"No...I dont want to keep it secret this time."
"Yay!" I jumped up and hugged him around his neck
"I kinda need to tell you something though." he looked at me like he was really nervous.
"Go for it."
"Miyuki and I went our for close to 5 months while you were gone."
"That's GREAT! She REALLY likes you!"
"Yea...she is still kinda obsessed over me..."
"Yea but she won't be after tonight. I can see that much."
"Lets get back down there..."
"Just a few more minutes...I love how beautiful the stars and teh moon look in the sky..." I said, dazed by the beauty of the sky tonight. It wasn't just because I had my love back either. The sky always looked beautiful on this night. The night that I met my best friend.