Words I've Never Said

Alright here we go! Derek is in this chapter, finally! I apologize if anyone is a little OOC, I'm working on it :) also this story is un-beta, so if there are any spelling or grammar errors please PM me! Thank you much!

Note: I do NOT own Teen Wolf, sadly :(, do not make any money from this. Just for fun and for the love of writing.

Warnings: story does contain language, gore and sex. Please read at your own risk.

Enjoy!

The morning sun broke through the slit between black curtains. The thin strip of light hitting Lily's face, resulting in a low moan of annoyance as she tried digging her face deeper into her dark navy pillow cases. Fully intending on going back to sleep. However…Splitz had other ideas.

A sharp cry echoed in her bedroom as a cold nose pressed against her bare foot before a wet tongue started its attack.

"Splitz! Stop ok! OK! I'm up!" Rolling away from the deadly tickling machine Lily forced her protesting body to get up and out of bed.

It was Friday.

Grocery day.

Noooo!

Huffing out air Lily threw her sheets in a neat pile, and I mean pile, on her bed. What did she care? No one would ever be in her room. Or in her apartment for that matter.

Her small apartment was just what she needed, away from her over protective mother. Not that she could really blame her for being so, having your daughter stolen and beaten? Yeah any parent would react so.

Her eyes roamed over the deep ocean blue walls of her room, the color calming her down. She loved dark blue. She owned a simple one bedroom apartment for that was all she needed. Walking over to her walk-in closet she pulled out her flats from the bottom of the area before reaching up to take down a pair of jeans on the shelf while unhooking a tank top from the hangers. There. Her outfit of the day was picked. Now…shower time.

Yeah she didn't get one when she arrived back the night before, in her defense though it had been really late and she was just exhausted. Walking down her hallway and towards the only bathroom she began stripping while her mind wondered.

'Why would a wolf attack a human? And what was one doing in California?' Lily really had no clue what a wolf even smelled like, but the scent smelled of canine…but really different. More wild…feral…dangerous. So in her mind she could only come up with a wolf.

Twisting the knobs to the right temperature Lily instantly felt her body relax to the heat of the water, she loved her hot water! A quick yet thorough wash and rinse of her hair and then a scrub down of her body in her favorite scent, Jasmine and Vanilla, (Thank you Bath and BodyWorks) she was ready for the day as she jumped out to brush her teeth.

She was just finishing drying off when a nose suddenly shoved the door open. Snapping her head up she locked onto light brown as she narrowed her eyes at Splitz, "Get out you pervert, I'm hurrying along." When all she received was a loud bark and a series of tail wagging she couldn't help but smile and shake her head as she headed back to her room to change.

Pulling on black lace panties and matching bra before slipping on her jeans and black tank top while slipping on her jeans she turned to see Splitz who was sitting patiently by the door, "Alright bud, I'm ready!" Placing his leash on his the two made their way out of the room after locking the door before rushing down the stairs and out the building, heading straight into the welcoming sunlight. Thank goodness she was wearing a tank top! It was hot out as the two made their way to the parking garage where her Lexus LFA was waiting. Another gift from her mother and sister…only this one she really didn't care for. The graphite grey sports car was too flashy for her and she really had been happy with her old beat up Beatle but apparently to them it was hideous and not good at all for her. And so she had to watch with sad eyes as her bug was crushed and had no choice but to take the new car keys to the Lexus.

Opening her door she waited until Splitz hopped in the back before climbing in herself and started the car, smiling slightly at the purr of the engine. Honestly one would expect a growl or roar to come from her car but thankfully that was the case.

Rolling down her windows Lily and Splitz enjoyed the wind as they pulled out of the garage and out of their complex and into the street. The drive down the road was no busy, thankfully, as Lily came to a four way stop at the same time as a flashy black Camaro.

And that ladies and gentlemen, is one of the most awkward moments while driving.

The not knowing who goes first.

Just as she was about to wave them on, a pale hand appeared over the top of the hood and started waving for her to go. Well alrighty then! Pulling from the sign Lily threw a slight wave at the car as she continued on her way.

At least there were still decent people out there.

Flicking her turn signal on Lily pulled into the super markets parking lot and while making sure to park away from other cars, no way was she going to risk some asshole hitting her car with their door, parked the car. Turning back to look at Splitz she said, "I'll be right back," yeah she talked to him like he was human, but he was her closest and most likely only friend. A bark was her answer as she kept the windows half-way rolled down so he would escaped, not that he would but still, though he still had fresh air coming through. With a press of a button her car was locked as she made her way into the store.

The faster she got what she needed, the faster she could get home.

The cool air chilled her just a bit as she left the hot air, her hair was still wet after all and was hanging down, as she entered the store. Grabbing a cart Lily began her horrid once-a-week shopping trip. Within five minutes she had almost everything she needed on her mental list. Yeah she was fast but she didn't like being around so many people.

Grabbing some tampons and then moving down for some razors and shaving cream she was officially done!

Pushing her cart to the check-out she patiently waited in line, her body tensing as she felt someone moving up behind her. Her heart rate slowly rose just a bit in anxiety as she was placing her items in the belt and waited for her total. She tried paying no attention to the person behind her, wouldn't even look, even if they smelled…different. Familiar almost.

"Dude this store sucks, let's go."

Blinking over at the sound of the voice Lily watched as three men…no…teenagers, exit the store with scowls on their faces. Just judging by how they walked and how they were dressed she knew they were one of the rich family's boys. 'Spoiled rich brats, shouldn't they be in school?' Narrowing her eyes on their retreating backs she missed what the cashier said until she heard a, "Ma'am?" Only louder.

Offering a small apology Lily paid her total and took her one…two…five plastic bags and two paper bags and left. To others they may be heavy but to her they were nothing.

Freak remember?

Taking her leave of the store she relaxed slightly as soon as the sun was once more hitting her, glancing down as she shifted her loads in a more comfortable position before walking on.

"Need any help?"

The deep voice behind her had her heart racing as she whipped around and the first thing she saw were stunning green eyes. But then everything else about the male before her had her tensing as she took in his height, gender and physic all in a blink of an eye.

Everything about him screamed 'danger' and 'predator' and she couldn't help but back away from his seemingly friendly smile, "No thanks." Her voice was soft as she pulled her bags closer to her body.

Like that would protect her.

Looking down at the woman before him Derek kept his fake smile on even if she had told him no, "You sure? That's a lot to carry." He knew just what she was and he needed to speak with her, had to make sure she wasn't going to fuck around. He didn't need Hunters knowing he was back. Derek could hear her heart racing and though he didn't know what the true reason behind it was, he did nothing to calm her fear.

He smelled like spice and woods...something a bit burnt…and positively male as she took in his scent. But there was something underneath his scent that had something in her shifting about. It was…intoxicating and it was making her react in a way she never thought possible. And that terrified her. She had no idea he could smell what she was feeling.

Backing away from the green eyed stranger Lily threw out, "I'm stronger then I look…it's fine," as calmly as possible.

Smirking at that Derek muttered, "Oh I have no doubt about that."

Looking at him in confusion she didn't get to ask him what he meant as a series of barks had Lily swirling around with wide eyes. Those were Splitz's barks.

What she saw made her fear and unease turn to anger at the sight of the three teenagers from before messing with her windows, and from where she was she could clearly hear the insults they were throwing at her dog.

"Hey!" Within moments she was rushing towards them with fury in her eyes as they heard her yell and turned towards her, "Get the hell away from my dog and car." The dark stranger all but forgotten at the moment as she faced down the three men.

It was the tallest of the three that stepped closer to her, his light green-blue eyes roaming over her body had her flinching back in disgust, "This lovely car belongs to you? Hey…you're from that new family that moved in right?" Jackson let his smirk grace his lips as he took in the sight of the stunning woman before him. He and Lydia were on one of her many breaks...so he could flirt and do whatever he wanted.

Narrowing her light blue eyes on him she hissed out, "Obviously, now get away from my car." Splitz barks still hadn't let up, seeming to only increase as he watched his mistress be surrounded by the two from the tall man's side.

As the barks increased so did Jackson's annoyance as he turned back to the car and slapped the hood, "Shut the fuck up you mutt!"

Oh no he did not!

Lily wasn't even aware of dropping her groceries as she grabbed a hold of the teen large arm and jerked him away from her car and Splitz, not noticing the shocked looks at her strength, "I told you to get the fuck away you asshole! Hey-!"

A strong hand was instantly on her upper arm, yanking her away and forcing her to release the tall, tanned man. By that point her anger rose as the forceful hold and with the knowledge of the full moon.

She hated being touched!

She was not aware of the growl that came from her lips as she twirled around and thrust her fist out, feeling happy when the bone beneath it crushed with a sickening sound followed by the teens shout of pain.

At least he released her.

"You crazy bitch!"

Turning over at the shout Lily barely had enough time to prepare herself for the punch aimed for her before warm, large hands grabbed a hold of her waist and pulled her back and behind someone.

Not just someone…but Mr. Green-eyed-black-leather-stranger-danger.

"You think it's cool to gang up on a girl? Get lost," his voice was no longer friendly, it was low and rough.

For a moment the three just stood there until the one she punched cried out as a new wave of pain washed over him, to which the other teen glanced over, "Come on Jackson we need to get him to the hospital."

Cold green-blue eyes glared at Derek before shifting to the woman behind him, "Watch your back bitch, you messed with the wrong guy."

Oh God…she could feel it starting.

As the three left, Lily immediately went about gathering her bags and started rushing to her car only to double over in pain, a loud gasp breaking from her as she clenched both eyes and jaws. 'Oh no…deep breaths…deep breaths…control it!' Thankfully her hair fell in a curtain around her so no one could see her face; but that didn't matter to Derek.

Scowling at her hunched back he moved quickly, taking her arms in his hold he forced her around her car and crouched down so he was eye level with her, "Get a hold of yourself, damn it!" Gripping her chin he made her look up just as she cracked open an eye, light amber met his dark gaze, "If you shift in day light you risk exposure for you and me, do you hear?"

Taking deep breaths Lily shook her head, or at least tried to as her teeth began to ache, "L-let g-g-go of me!" Sweat began to drip down her forehead as she growled at the dangerous yet handsome man, who in turned growled right back at her, only his was much deeper and much more scarier as his green eyes locked onto her sharp canines.

Shit.

Taking a quick look around while smelling to make sure no one was around Derek closed his eyes for a moment before opening them again. They were glowing blue.

A low, powerful snarl ripped through his chest as he took a hold her neck and moved closer, watching her amber eyes widen with fear instead of anger, good.

"Calm. The. Fuck. Down. Now!" Everything about him screamed 'dominate' and she reacted in the way he knew she would. She was subconsciously submitting to him, her heart race calming down, her fangs disappearing and her eyes changing back to light blue. Light blue that looked into his with pure terror and confusion. What the hell was he?!

"G-get away! What the f-fuck are y-you!?"

Blinking back to green eyes he stared at her with confusion and annoyance, what was she playing at? "Don't play stupid, you know exactly what we are."

But she just shook her head as tear filled her eyes and Derek knew right then and there by her reaction and scent that she truly was confused and terrified. This…this was not something he knew how to deal with.

She had no idea what she was.

Opening his mouth to just lay it out on her she suddenly was shoving him away with her powerful strength, completely ignoring his warning growl as she climbed into her car in record time after unlocking it.

She needed to get away.

Fuck her groceries on the ground.

She wanted to go home.

Now!

Locking her doors and starting the engine she yelled out, "Stay away from me!" and tore off out of the parking lot, leaving Derek there to glare at her retreating car.

Running a hand through his black hair he just shook his head, "Shit." He was going to have to find her, whether she liked it or not. Picking up her bags, he could have just left them but decided against it, he walked back to his Camaro, ignoring the odd looks coming his way. She had no idea she was a werewolf. Shit…what a fun conversation he was going to have with her when he tracked her down.

Not.

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