Chapter 3: What Have I done?

Kiba's P.O.V

"Ugh...Well." I stuttered. "I think I-"

I was cut off by Naruto pulling me down to his height level and putting his lips on mine. My eyes widened in shock and Naruto closed his and leaned into the kiss. I didn't know what to do. My best friend was kissing me. Naruto was FUCKING kissing me!

My reflexes were shot and I couldn't move, not even an inch. All I could do was stand there paralyzed while Naruto mouth raped me. I then felt something wet on my lips. It took me a while to figure out it was Naruto's tongue and my eyes widened to the point I thought they would pop out. I then felt it slip into my mouth licking everything like it was searching for something. Naruto kept advancing and licked my tongue with his and moaned into the kiss. That's when I recollected myself and put my hands on his shoulders and tried to push him off, but he only grabbed my jacket and held onto me. His grip was getting tighter the more I tried to push him off, but I was stronger and managed to push him off me disconnecting our lips.

He opened his eyes and the blue orbs scanned every inch of the forest before they finally fell on me. We were both panting staring at each other until I finally caught my breath and said, "Naruto...what the hell are you doing?" I asked, my hands still on his shoulders.

"Wha-what?" He said like he was shocked at my reaction. "But...but I thought..." Naruto began.

"You thought what?" I asked commandingly, wanting a reason for why he just kissed me.

He looked down, anywhere but at me, and I think I saw him blushing. Then it hit me like a load of bricks. Naruto...short time best friend, long time rival, liked me. I didn't know what to say or do. I wasn't gay...or at least I didn't think I was. I was still struggling with that. I didn't have anything against gay people, or Naruto being gay for that matter, but I had to let him down gently. At least until I get my head and hormones straightened out. I mean, what's the worst that could happen? He just losses on of his crushes right? So that's why I decided to say;

"Oh...Naruto...I'm so sorry. I like you and all a lot, but as a friend." Naruto just continued to stare at the ground. It pained me to have to break my friend's heart, but I had to tell him. "I don't think I'm gay and I don't have anything against you being gay. Don't worry I won't let this ruin our friendship and I won't think of you any differently.

"..."

"Are you okay Naruto?" I asked worried because Naruto was just standing there staring at the ground not saying anything. I took my hands off his shoulders waiting for him to respond.

Naruto's P.O.V

Kiba took his hands off my shoulders and waited for me to say something. I just stood there motionless with my head down, thinking of how STUPID I was for thinking my dream would become reality. It was just a dream and nothing more.

I remembered Kiba was waiting for me to say something. I looked up at him with a weak smile.

"I-I'm alright." I said trying to give Kiba the impression that I was alright with what he just said and practically breaking my heart, but it was all given away by my eyes, smile, and voice that all screamed; heartbroken, frustration, and depression.

"W-well I think I-I'm gonna head home now. I'm not really in the mood for training right now." With that said I turned and ran back to my apartment not giving Kiba a chance to say anything else that would get me to be more depressed then I already was. I ran home faster then I thought possible trying to fight back tears that were threatening to come.

I made it to my apartment door which thankfully I forgot to lock. I burst through the door and slammed it closed and let my back hit it. I let the streams of tears fall out along with a sob. I slid down until I was sitting with my knees to my chest my back still door and continued to cry.

"How can I be so stupid!" I screamed at myself through sobs, my voice cracking. "How could I really believe my dream was coming to life! What am I fucking 5? Of course Kiba's straight! How could I actually think someone as hot and accepted as Kiba could actually like someone as ugly and rejected as me? No one would ever love a hideous demon like me! I wish I could have just been born normal like everyone else so I won't have to deal with this crap!"

I ended up crying for 10 minutes straight until I fell asleep on the floor. Kiba's words playing over and over again.

'Naruto what the hell? I'm not fucking gay and I will never be! Even if I was I wouldn't fall for you!'

The least he could have done is at least let me down gently!

About 20 minutes later I found myself in water up to my ankles and in front of a huge cage. I was in the Kyubi's den.

"What do you want fox?" I asked dryly just wanting to be alone.

I'm gonna beat the crap out of you until you get some sense in that thick skull of yours! She said aggravation clearly in her voice.

"What are you talking about?"

You and that Inuzuka boy.

I looked down when she said this. I felt a great deal of sadness and depression take over me. It was too soon to be reminded about what happened with Kiba, especially the fact that it happened only half an hour ago. I didn't feel like listening to the Kyubi making fun of me saying how I won't be able to attract a mate.

"Kyubi I really don't feel like talking about this right no-" I was cut off by her loud growling.

You know Kit you are really becoming a pain in my ass. If you hadn't been focusing on him rejecting you, you would've heard that he never said any of those things.

"What are you talking about?"

Well for starters he said he didn't THINK he was-

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

I was brought back to reality by loud knocks on the door. I opened my eyes and slowly got off the floor. I stood up and stretched until I heard the satisfying 'crack.' I felt an aching pain in my back from sleeping on the floor. It took a while for me to collect my nerves and put a fake smile on my face to make it seem like nothing happened. I slowly reached for the door knob and opened it revealing...

Kiba's P.O.V

"I-im alright..." Naruto said with a small smile. You don't even have to know him well enough to know it was a fake smile. I could hear the hurt in his voice and if you looked in his eyes you could see the total opposite emotions from his usual giddy mood.

"W-well I think I-I'm gonna head home now. I'm not really in the mood for training right now." With that said, Naruto turned and ran in the direction of the village.

I stared at his retreating back and I could swear I saw a few tears fall from his face as he ran.

"What the hell just happened?" I mentally asked myself, shocked by how fast Naruto had run off. "I let him down as gently as possible and he still ended up running home crying. Maybe he just over reacted...but I can't really blame him. I just broke his heart for god's sake.

I was at a loss of what to do. If I go after him I might say the wrong thing and make things worse. If I stay here then Naruto might do something drastic before I get a chance to talk to him. My whole body shivered at the thought of what Naruto might do.

"I didn't even know Naruto had these feelings for me. Dammit! This is just going to make it harder to explain to him what I have to do. I just really hope that Naruto's alright. I don't know what I might do without him. Maybe I am gay and like Naruto because of how much I'm worrying about him. I don't know. There's just too much shit going on right now I can't think straight!" I let out a deep sigh. I had to tell Naruto as soon as possible.

With that thought, I was thinking of a way to explain to him about my situation. The sooner I told him, the better. After I told him it would be up to him to decide if he wants to date me or not. I mean...he does deserve chance right? If only I was thinking this clearly before the this probably wouldn't have happened. But how could anyone think straight after someone just mouth raped you?

I slowly started to make my way back to the village and over to Naruto's house. Hopefully by the time I get there he would have calmed down a bit. More importantly hopefully he'll be at his apartment.

By the time I got to the village it was already pretty late, 5:00pm. I started to make my way to Naruto's apartment and it was 7:00pm by the time I got there. I knocked on his door waiting for Naruto to open up. It took a while for the door to open and when it did, what I saw tore my heart. Naruto had dry tear tracks down his cheeks and his eyes were red from his crying.

I didn't know I hurt him this much.

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