I JUST REALIZED NOW! I can't pace shit Y^Y like seriously I'm just bad at it. *cries in the corner* WHY! WHY CAN'T I WRITE! JK well not really.. I really can't pace things right... I feel like I just jumped into the romance stuff too early and maybe should've done a bit of character development and a bit more Shizuo angst before throwing Namie in there like maybe making Shizuo go through some angst or denying his love for Izaya then deciding to confess when Namie comes and "marks her territory" the thing is I get these ideas AFTER I write the chapter or don't have them WHEN I'M ACTUALLY WRITING I should stop ranting now so you guys can actually read the chapter...


"Why must we attend this stupid class?" Namie whispered to her black haired self proclaimed "master".

"For looks." He simply replied kicking back in his chair lazily. A amused smirk playing on his lips. She frowned at him irritably and humphed.

"I know much more about science then he does. By all rights I should be the one teaching the class." She whispered pridefully. She tilted her head up and looked down on the man at the front. Reading out loud from the textbook.

"It doesn't matter does it? This is the most advanced class they have anyway so be happy I put you in here without making you take the tests which I know you'd hate." Izaya said yawning.

"I suppose you were the one to speed up my admission as well?" She questioned already knowing the answer.

"You know I did. You think I didn't notice you following me?" He asked raising an eyebrow. She kept her face stoic though even though her heart was beating faster.

"Well I had to make sure you didn't do anything stupid that involved me." She glared narrowing her eyes at him.

"Suit yourself." He simply said too tired and bored to even care.

"So can anyone tell me how many are in the first ring? It's been a bit since you've last touched on this subject probably but does anyone remember?" The teacher asked. Namie sighed and took pity on the stupid fool. She raised her hand. "Ah Seiji-San do you know the answer?"

No duh idiot. She thought in her head.

"It's 2." She answered plainly.

"Correct. Now can anyone tell me the second ring?" The teacher asked.

Namie inwardly facepalmed at the sheer stupidity of the teacher. While he could be actually teaching they were just touching up on subjects that wouldn't actually show up on any tests any time soon. She groaned silently and laid her head down in her arms on the desk. She already knew everything in science at least so she didn't have to take notes or really pay attention at all.

Izaya simply smirked and enjoyed watching his classmates squirm since they didn't expect to be reviewing something from that long ago. It'd get boring soon but for now he was content with this. Maybe he shouldn't wait for Friday to drop Lily the hint her boyfriend is cheating and do it today instead. That's only a last resort though if he gets that bored.

The rest of the period passed with nothing notable.


After Science And The Next Class After That~ Still No One's POV

"Ahh~ it's finally time for lunch." Izaya said stretching his arms up. In doing so his shirt lifted up a bit and Namie was treated to the sight of his toned stomach.

"Why must we go to the roof to eat?" She asked trying to seem indifferent by the sight.

"So you can meet Shizu-Chan of course." He said pouting childishly.

"Why must I meet this 'Shizu-Chan' then?" She asked rolling her eyes.

"Because he's the funnest toy and I don't mind sharing with you." He said in a matter of fact voice.

"Che." She outwardly scoffed at this but inside she was quite pleased and the sliver of hope inside her grew. Izaya was a selfish person and not one to share so the fact he wouldn't mind sharing something with her made her happy. Sides who else could love this monster by her? No one can love Izaya. No one but her. This is what she thought before she went to sleep to rest the thoughts that continued to attack at her heart. To keep at bay her doubts. This is what she whispered to herself every day and night.

"Coming?" Izaya asked impatiently.

"Fine." She said and got up to follow him to the roof.


On The Roof Shizuo's POV

I was sitting with Shinra and Kadota. The only one missing was Izaya. Course this was not unusual that dang flea sometimes used lunch time to fuck with more people. Always ruining the lives of others that bastard... then why him? I took another bite of my sandwhich.

"I wonder what's keeping Izaya today." Shinra said.

"Tch that bastard's probably ruining someone else's life right now." I said frowning.

"If it bothers you why don't you just tell him to stop?" Shinra asked.

"You never know he might just listen." Kadota chimed in.

"As if that flea would ever listen to me." I scoffed at the mere thought of it. He hates me why would he listen to anything I have to say.

"Whether he does or not is for Izaya to say but you might want to at least give it a chance." Shinra said still trying to push me.

"As if." I simply said brushing the thought aside.

"He's right you know. Shizuo it's not good to keep all your feelings bottled up like this." Kadota said softly looking at me with concern. Don't look at me like that, Izaya's the one who needs help right now. Look at me just going over my unrequited feelings. Pathetic.

"Hello~" His voice sang out as he kicked open the door to the roof. I turned around and scowled at him before noticing her. She was kinda pretty with long straight black hair a standard Raira girl's uniform. She was thin and tall with dark brown eyes (not sure if this is accurate they look dark brown to me but then again I don't have the best eyesight...).

"Hello again Yagiri-San. Are you joining us today?" Kadota asked.

"She is of course~" The stupid flea sang out plopping down next to Shinra. He had a while smile on his face I looked away so he wouldn't see me blushing. From the corner of my eye I saw him wave the girl over.

"Che." Was all she said before sitting primly next to him.

"Ah it's nice to see you again Yagiri-San." Shinra greeted.

"Pleasure to see you as well Kishitani-San." She said in a bored and disinterested tone. I could feel her gaze on me. I bit into my sandwhich again and then stared back at her.

"Can I help you with something?" I asked rudely scowling at her. I usually try my best to be polite to girls but for some reason this one pissed me off.

"Is this the 'Shizu-Chan' you're so very obsessed with Izaya?" She asked boldly, examining me closely. The girl... really pissed me off. I crushed my sandwhich in my head and mayo was all over it.

"I'm not obsessed at all. As if I could be obsessed with a monster like him. Sides I wouldn't call any of this a obsession. It's a hobby, a very important hobby." Was all the flea said before I snapped.

"IZAAYAAAAA!" I yelled before swinging my fist at him. He jumped up and landed on my arm before kicking me in the face and jumping off to the right. I stepped back to regain my balance before starting to rush at him. I barely felt it until I realized there was a scalpel in my arm. I stared at it blankly till I looked to my right and there that girl was with her hand extended and another scalpel in her other hand.

"My my Namie-Chan are you sure you don't care about me?" The flea said teasingly purring over the sure. I scowled and ripped the scalpel out before tossing it to the ground.

"I'm 110% sure but I won't get paid if you die now." She simply stated coldly. She stared uncaring at Izaya before walking over to him. He smirked but it was different from his usual ones. Maybe it was just me but it was slightly more gentle.

"Keep telling yourself that Namie." He said before taking her hand and sitting down with her where they sat before leaving me standing here with a blooming red stain on my arm and a shocked expression.

"Shizuo let me take you to the nurse's office." Shinra offered looking concerned.

"No it's alright I can go myself." I said starting to move towards the door before he walked in front of me.

"And who's going to bandage it?" He questioned raising an eyebrow. He got me there... I was terrible at anything medical. I sighed and he took that as a yes I guess because when I walked around him and inside he followed.


Izaya's POV

I watched at Shizu-Chan and Shinra left.

"Eat." Namie ordered holding a bento out to me. I took it and opened it.

"Ah~ ootoro!" I sang picking up my chopsticks and popping one into my mouth. Fatty tuna really is one of life's greatest pleasures! Aside from watching my dear humans of course.

"I don't understand your obsession with it." She said.

"Of course you don't. Cold hearted Namie-Chan doesn't understand love!" I said dramatically. I then grinned at her in which she face palmed to.

"I wonder who's really the cold hearted one here." She challenged.

"It can't be me I'm the one in love." I said teasingly. I smirked at her.

"In love!? You?!" Dotachin spluttered out his mouth agape.

"My my Dotachin. You should know this by now of course I'm in love! I'm in love with humanity! All humans are the objects of my affection!" I proclaimed putting a hand over my heart and extended my arm. Dotachin groaned and sighed.

"Should've expected that from you." He said.

"Indeed you should have but you didn't." I noted. He stiffened and sighed again.

"What is your interest in him again?" Namie asked staring straight into my arms.

"Interest in who?" I asked raising an eyebrow. I had a good idea but it's best to be 100% sure~

"Shizuo-San." She said. Dotachin wasn't fooling anyone I saw that sparkle of interest in his eyes and saw him lean ever so little closer to hear my response.

"A monster who's trying to be a human. How is that not interesting to a human lover such as myself? Honestly I think I hate him for it. A monster should just stay a monster. What's the use of trying to become something you're not?" I explained smiling at her coldly, daring her to challenge it.

"A dream maybe. A fantasy that someone wants so badly to be true." She suggested.

"It's pathetic." Was all I said.

"Maybe not Izaya. Evolution is the very basis of human nature. Humans always want to be something more and that's why they try." Dotachin said obviously disturbed by my words.

"But then they won't be themselves. It's sad the little facades my humans put on. I like it when humans act like how they truly are. Little bugs only worried about themselves." I said smirking cruelly. I let a little malice into my eyes and saw Dotachin lean away a little and Namie shiver just slightly.

Ahh today was interesting it was a good call to make her transfer~


:3 Review please! I'm not sure if I'm doing this right honestly and any suggestions or criticism or any mistakes you see I made please point them out! I don't check over my work so I don't actually catch any grammar mistakes I make I know I should but it frustrates me so much to check over my work that I end up rage quitting ehehehe... I know it's sad... I am looking for a beta reader though! So if anyone would consider proofreading my stories please pm me!