A/N: I actually like this one. I think it's because it rips on Sheila though... hmm... Yeah. Definately that. It didn't take too long to write. Hasn't been edited. You know.. the norm.
Pairing: None. O zomgwtfbbq?
Disclaimer: I haven't gotten a hold of the multi-million dollar South Park industry yet. And the lyrics are still by Three Days Grace.
Just Like You
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
You've wanted me to be like you all along. You and you're ability to be strict. I come home 30 seconds late and I'm grounded. It's not fair. Everyday it's the same routine. Everything has to be done perfectly. Not just well, or good, but perfect. And if it's not, then… I'm grounded or yelled at.
Heh, you're famous for your temper and screaming matches with people. I guess that's one thing I'll be like you for. But the only person I get angry at is Cartman. Stupid fat bastard. One of these days, I'm gonna kill him before he can kill me, I swear it.
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
Your public persona of being a nice, caring mother is all a lie. You're being fake so then other people won't know what it's like. Not even Stan knows, and we know everything about each other. We're super best friends after all. But you could never understand that, could you mother?
But then again, it's easy to do some of the things I do, because even though you watch me like a hawk, you're rather dense. I've done much more then you know I have. I've snuck around at night, ditched the kosher lifestyle when you're not around, ha, I could easily go on.
You hope I'll turn out "well" like you did. But your hope is in the wrong category. I'm already long gone.
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought everything you did would protect me in some way. You figured that I'd be grateful and a good kid because of everything you've done for me.
Ha-ha, I can't begin to tell you how wrong you are. Everything you've done hasn't been good for me at all. You've only been obstructing the path I want to lead. I know well enough on my own, you don't need to tell me what's right or wrong.
And after everything I've been through, I won't ever want to be like you. It's not worth it.
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You were never fair to me in that regard. Jeez, Ike is regarded as a genius, and the sad thing is, he doesn't have the same expectations as I do. He basically gets to do whatever, whenever. It sucks so much ass.
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
If I didn't do something right, you'd scream at me. But you've never hit me once. I've had shitty curfews and so many limitations throughout my life. Despite everything I'd never willingly go against you if there was a chance of you finding out. You've never hit me, but I have a feeling you would if you were pushed to it.
I once almost killed Cartman in a fight. Did you know that? He pushed me with his bullshit, so I hit him. We fought. It was normal until my hands found themselves around his pudgy throat. Heh, and you wanna know the scary part? I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it so fucking much. They kept going tighter until Kenny got the bright idea to kick me in the side. I stopped.
Needless to say, Cartman was scared of me for a while. And to be honest…
So was I.
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
During the bad times, you become weak. Like when I end up in the hospital for things. Like that one time when I had to get a kidney transplant. And that other time when I almost died from sugar overdose. Worst way to die, ever. You seemed like you actually cared. I was rather surprised, actually.
When you want something done your way, you let nothing stand in your way, and you no longer listen to any rational thought other then what you think. Again, let me stress the Canadian-American war a few years back.
You know I could be like you, but I won't be. I don't want to be, and I'll try my very hardest to make it not happen.
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
Everything you did, you said you did for me, or Ike, or the town. But you never once mentioned that that was all a lie. You just want to mother me so I need to depend on you and stay with you for a great deal of my life.
Believe me when I say, "It's not gonna happen".
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
"It's good for you to learn these things. Like how to take care of yourself, and how to take care of your schooling, your work, your family, your home…"
I never really listened to your rants; I don't honestly care what you have to say. Besides, I know most of, if not all of it anyways. It's not as though the family part pertains to me anyways…
On my own, cause I can't take liven with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like you
Want me to
I left today. Just picked up everything I owned and moved in with Kenny in his new apartment. I help pay rent and everything. It's so much better then living in that hellhole you call 'home'.
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You were crying when I left. "Why are you leaving me?" you questioned hysterically. It was a rather pathetic display if I do say so myself. I just smiled and said "because I can" before turning on my heel and putting my stuff in Stan's car.
I never liked you. I've personally always agreed with anyone who bad mouthed you, I just couldn't admit it.
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You blamed everything and everyone but yourself and I. We were the innocent victims in your mind. You thought you were a good mother (ha!) and I was just under bad influences. You wanted me to live the life you did.
And a life like that involves no "bad" friends like Kenny, Cartman, Craig and Damien. Ha, like I'd give them up as friends. You have to learn. I have a breaking point too.
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I told you everything down to the littlest minute detail. I just sat you down and just said it ALL. I've never seen you so angry or upset in your entire life. I don't think you've ever felt that way either.
However, the breaking point was when I told you I was gay.
It was the first time you ever hit me.
And the last time I ever spoke to you.
Because I don't want to travel the road you put me on. I want to live my own life.
Yeah, this one is definately better. So, tell me what you think! See the little purple button?
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