2th hour : Resurrected eyes

I am surprised there's a person in front of my room, looking his shadow, I am sure he is oda-san, but something strange; I can't move even just a finger, he walked into my room, I am sure when he open the slide door, it will wake mery up, but he open it without any sounds, i don't really sure what feeling is this, there's no sound, the air is heavy, and fear that I never felt before, I remember a same condition occurred when I played fatal frame 3 and tattooed priestess chased me like crazy, especially when the purifying candle is used up, is this what called miasma?.. I tried to move, but my try are useless, oda-san standing just in front of me now, he touch my eyes using his finger, I feel cold, but I realize that the one make my eyes felt cold isn't his hand, is blood.. Pouring from both of my eyes, hurt and hot at the same time.. I scream.. but not even single voice hear out, with my hurt eyes, I could see oda-san clearly now, I figured out from his emotion at his face, he wasn't
smile, his face showing sadness.. What I know after that is.. I feel nothing.. I had collapsed..
"gold"..

"yes ??"..

"wake up"..

"this voice,.. mother.. Is that you ??"..

PLAAKKK !!!..
Mery slap me hard, so hurt that even my soul is gone I thought.. "you push me to do it" mery impaled me.. "I call u more than ten times but you can't wake, so I used my last stance, and I am not your mother".. I don't fight a girl so I choose to say something that a fool man would done when he being slap hard by someone.. "thank you".. She replied ; you are welcome ^-^..

There's a sun today, although it shine just a little, i meet oda-san at the hotel great hall, in truth not great at all, but the hall is large, he smiled at me, there's no sign that he is a bad guy, but what kind of feeling is this ??.. I just felt strange, mery was right, there's something about him, i don't know what is that, but I am sure its not a good thing. "gold, there you are".. Mery saw me and walked to me.. "I ask one of the servant in hotel, they said there's a nice lake south of here, I want you to join me, lets go there".. The strange dream i had last night still disturbing me, "don't say you never see a lake?".. I spoke stupidly.. "owh.. C'mon, we come here for holiday, i prefer visit this place with you rather than join my parents at singapore, don't make me regret.. She stared at me just like sin chan stared his mother.. I can't resist anymore.. I smiled and said.. "alright"..

The lake is big, the water is so cold and the air really fresh.. I looked at mery and its surprised me that she too.. Already looked at me for a long time.. "what ?".. I started the conversation..

"nothing".. She looked away trying to avoid my eyes.. Me too.. Throw away my face to the lake, silence.. For a long time..
I hope she will talk first.. but she wouldn't.. "what happen with you?.. You looked so lonely just now?".. She still shut in her silence.. Then i continued.." You choose to make your holiday here rather than with your family, do you have problem with them? You can tell me if you want".. This time.. She looked at me.. She smiled, sad though.. " it's a lie if i say nothing happen.. i have problem with my family.. just as you thought".. She threw her face over the lake again then said; "try to guess what my problem is".. I simply answer her..
"your father is a drunken master?"..

"no"..

"Your parents hate each other and want to divorce?"..

"wrong"..

"your parents want you to married?"..

"don't push me to slap you again"..

"At least give me a clue.. So i may answer you".. I asked.., "don't think anything foolish,. There isn't wrong with my family, just like usual family other peoples have, i just.. hate them".. It take a long second before i ask her.. "If there's nothing wrong with your family.. Why you hate them?".. She looked surprised hearing my question,. But before she could answer me.. I see it again.. This time very clearly.. The red thing that fluttering yesterday.. Its really a crimson butterfly. before mery ask me what happen, I run.. Try to pursuit the butterfly.. but mery's voice which called me stop my leg, and when i turn to her.. She is not there anymore.. What i see is..

Oda-san..
Oda-san looked so sad.. He then said; "your eyes are resurrected already, now you don't need "shaeiki" anymore".. I don't know why but i had felt ever hear that words before. He smiled again, for some point, his smile looked scary. "this will help you".. He give me something that i couldn't see clearly, what i know is he had inserted that thing into me.. Once again i feel a cold thing stuck into my body, and what happen after that is really confused me.. I'm alone.. in the forest.. the lake is gone.. Snow was falling.. and it is night already.. But strange, it didn't cold at all.. I just walk ahead of me.. My eyes catch something scary.. A gravestones.. "This place.. A cemeteries?".. I don't know why, but half of me said that i have to check out that thing.. I'm trying to calm myself.. Saying to myself that i have to face the truth.. I don't know what happened to me but what i know is.. Fear never help. I come near to the gravestones, the stones looked so strange, it were covered by snow.. My
heart start to beat.. I decide to dig the snow which covered one of the stones.. And..
It's not a gravestone.. It's a statue..

Twin deity statue..

This is Minakami village..

And i'm trapped here..

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