Missing you always

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Sorry for the long wait, life just seemed to keep getting in the way of me updating. And I know its short im hoping to get the next part of this chapter up later tonight. Anyway here it is finally the 3rd chapter in "Missing you always"

Chapter 3 – I need you, I want you.

"So are you going to come inside?" Lady Heather asked, aware that they had now been sitting outside for an hour just chatting small talk.

"I don't know. I should get back home, Lindsey will be waiting and…." He stopped. In the back of his mind he something clicked, Lindsey needed him, just like Catherine did, but he was unable to give that help to her so why should he be able to give it to Lindsey, he'd already let her down so many times like not picking her up from school or not been there when she needed to vent off anger.

"and what Gil?"

"Gil?"

"Gil?" Heather asked for the third time realising that she had lost him to her own thoughts again. He did this so often but she didn't care, it was one of the things that made him, him and she loved him and everything about him, the way his face would change depending on what he was thinking, if it was a case the would be a light in his eyes and in those eyes she could see the world reflecting back at her in only a way that Gil Grissom could see it. But then there was the look when his whole face would just be scrunched up and in those eyes that she loved so much, all she could see was pain reflecting out of them. Lady Heather knew that pain would always be there as long as Catherine was in his heart and she knew that that would be forever, she would expect anything less, Heather just wanted him to open up to her and share some of the pain he was feeling.

"I'm sorry. I will come in, if that's ok?" asked Gil slightly aware that the reason he could not face going home, was because of a face that reminded him so much of his lost soul mate.

"Of course, come on. I'll fix us a screwdriver." And with that they both exited the car and went through the doors of Heathers domain.