So, let's see how this chapter is gonna go! Just wondering but did any of you read my other fanfic Just Friends?
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Chapter 2
Nick's POV
Pregnant? Lilly pregnant?
"But we did't do-" I sad still shocked that she just told me shewas pregnant.
"I know." she said quietly. I can't believe I am being so calm after finding out that the love of my life cheated on me. I have so many questions running through my head.
"How?" I asked. And then she said the words that completely tore my heart apart.
"Your brother got me drunk and I slept with him." she said.
My brother?
My brother.
The person that had the same blood as me.
My brother? Those words just kept repeating in my mind. I didn't even say anything else before storming out of my room.
"Joe how could you?" I automatically asumed it was him.
"How could I do what?" Joe asked like he didn't know what he did.
"How could you sleep with Lilly?" I asked him. "And then get her pregnant."
"Ew. Why would I sleep with someone that I don't even get along with." he said. I was so confused at this point. "Wait, Lilly's pregnant?" I completely tuned out that part.
"So you didn't sleep with her?" I asked him again.
"No." he said. I turned to Lilly and she had her head down.
It wasn't Joe.
"It wasn't Joe was it?" I asked her. She shook her head. "Kevin?" I asked. Well aparently it would be him. He was the only other brother I had that was old enough to drink. Unless my parents were hiding something from me, but I doubt that.
"Yeah, but Nick he doesn't kn-" I completely tuned her out running past her into Kevin's room. My brother. The smart one. The one that I would never expect to do this. He slept with my girlfriend.
"Kevin, how could you do this to me?" I yelled pushing through his door. He just looked up at me. He knew exactly what I was talking about.
"Listen Nick. It was one night neither of us knew what we were doing." Kevin said.
"Yeah, but you got her pregnant." I said. Kevin looked at me really confused. Then his expression went completely blank.
"Lilly's pregnant?" he asked swallowing that lump in his throat. Kevin didn't know. Lilly told me before she even told the father.
"Yeah. Thanks to you." I said not showing any sympathy at all. How could my own brother do this to me. Joe and Lilly were now standing in the doorway. Joe just came to see what was going on.
"Look Nick. I really didn't mean to do this." he said. "If I could change anything I would but I can't. I'm sor-" I cut him off.
"Save it." I said. "A real brother would never do this to his brother." I said then I walked out of his room. I couldn't even bare the thought of looking at Lilly. I knew she would be really upset but how did she expect me to act. She cheated on me with my brother. My brother. I still couldn't believe that.
A few minutes later someone came in my room. Go figure, it was Lilly. I just turned my head the other way.
"Nick, can we at least talk about this?" Lilly asked. How could she expect me to talk about this.
"I really don't feel like talking." I said trying to stay as calm as possible.
"Nick, just-" she started to say before I cut her off.
"Lilly! How do you expect me to just talk about this. You just cheated on me with Kevin of all people." I said. "You can't honestly just expect me to talk about this."
"Nick-" she started to say.
"Lilly just go!" I yelled. She didn't say anything else. She just walked out of my room. I just wanted to forget all of this happened and run after her giving her the biggest hug ever. But I can't. This problem wasn't just going to go away by itself.
A few hours later mom came home from the store. She had no idea of what had happened. She made dinner and called us all down there. What really sucked was I had the seat next to Kevin. I just wanted to yell at him so bad. But I didn't because I knew mom would ask questions. She would find out soon enough but I didn't want her to find out like this. I figured I would let Kevin tell her. Considering he was the father. We said grace and started eating. I completely avoided talking to Kevin as much as I could.
"Well the table seems pretty quiet tonight." Dad said. "Why is that?"
"Yeah, why is that?" Joe asked trying to get us to answer some of his questions. I just glared at him. I;m guessing Kevin was saying something to me but I didn't hear him at all.
"Nick, answer your brother." Mom finally said and then I realized Kevin was talking. I slowly turned my head to him.
"What." I said in a low tone.
"Could you pass the salt?" Kevin said. I took a long breath and gently threw the salt at him.
"Nick!" Dad said noticing what I did.
"How many time do I have to say sorry before you actually talk to me?" Kevin asked getting annoyed.
"Well, sorry's not going to make the problem go away." I yelled at him.
"Well nothing is going to make it go away." Joe said.
"What are you talking about? What problem." Mom asked.
"Go ahead Kevin. Be the man and tell mom what you have done." I said. "You sure didn't have a problem being a man that night did you."
"Nick, just shut up about it here." Kevin said pointing to the parentals sitting at the other end of the table.
"Why, they're going to find out soon enough." I said.
"Not now!" Kevin yelled. I just pushed back from the table making it shake.
"Nicholas!" Mom said in a suprised tone. "Sit back down."
"No, you expect me to sit next to that, that person that claims to be my brother but all he does is-" I started to say. "Ugh, I'm so mad I don't even want to say it!" I yelled running up the stairs
"Kevin, what is going on?" I heard dad ask before I slammed my door shut. I could not believe everything that has happened in one night. I go from being the happiest person about three hours ago, to being the person that ruins the family dinner. How could your life change so much in just three short hours.
I'm guessing they finally finished dinner. I had no idea if Kevin told him or not. Quite frankly, I don't care if he did. As far as I'm concerned, those two people (by that I mean Lilly and Kevin) don't even exist to me anymore. Of course I still had feelings for Lilly, but she did something I will never be able to forgive. A few minutes later I heard a knock on my door. Either it was Kevin or one of my family members, which I wanted to talk to neither. And if you couldn't tell I no longer refer to Kevin as part of my family.
"Go away." I said as I laid on my bed looking up at my ceiling. Aparently they didn't know the meanings of those words because my door opened. "What was the point in even knocking if you are going to open the door anyways?" I asked before even looking up to see who was there.
"Well, I had to get in somehow. I knew you weren't gonna let me in so I just came in." Joe said as he closed my door and walked over to my chair.
"Yeah, there is a reason for not opening my door." I said. "For the fact that there could be two people I hate right now standing out there."
"I seriously doubt Kevin would be stupid enough to come in here. And as for Lilly, if she came over I would advise her not to come in either." Joe said.
"I don't know, Kevin has done some pretty stupid moves on his part." I said sitting up.
"You can't completely avoid him for the rest of your life, Nick." Joe said.
"Watch me." I said. "As long as the problem is still here, I will not want to talk to him. And I don't see the problem going away ever."
"He's your broth-" I stopped him before he even finished that.
"He is NOT my brother. My brother would never do this to me." I said.
"Whatever, like you said the problem is never going to go away so you are going to have to eventually deal with it." Joe said.
"Yeah, not gonna happen." I said.
"So whenever that child is older we are going to have to explain to it why his uncle despises him or her?" Joe said.
"If that's what it takes." I said.
"Nick, seriously. I know Kevin made a BIG mistake. And I know it is going to take a lot to forgive him but you are going to have to." Joe said.
"No, how do you expect me to just forgive him after getting my girlfriend pregnant. Now I have to deal with that for the rest of my life." I said.
"Well yeah, I child doesn't just go away." Joe said.
"I wish it could." I said. "I wish all of this could just go away."
"Yeah, that would be nice, but it's not going to." Joe said as he stood up. "Just think about how this could affect your future niece or nephew. It will wonder why his uncle doesn't ever talk to him." And after that he walked out.
What would happen between me and Lilly. I knew that I wanted to forget about all of this and we could go on just like before. But the fact that the thing in her belly is going to be here forever, unless it dies, I can't just forget about this. Plus, the father is my brother so I am going to have to deal with that thing for the rest of my life. And she cheated on me. If she wouldn't have cheated on me we wouldn't be in the predicament. I should have stayed that night. I shouldn't have left.
"Nick, could we-" I cut off that voice before it even continued.
"Kevin go away!" I yelled. "I really don't want to talk to you."
"Nick, just talk to me." Kevin yelled back.
"No, go away!" I yelled at him. He opened my door. Does this boy not understand go away?
"Nick. I'm not going anywhere." Kevin said.
"Kevin, damn it!" I yelled standing up. "Just go!" At this point I heard Joe's door open.
"Nick, all I want to do is talk." Kevin said.
"Kevin, uh, it might be a good idea not to bother Nick right now." Joe said walking up.
"Joe, he is my broth-" I cut him off.
"My brother, like I have said before, would never do this to me." I said.
"It was a mistake." Kevin said.
"Yeah, but you could have prevented it." I yelled walking up to him. I was tempted to shove him but Joe saw my temptation and stood in between us.
"Kevin, I really suggest backing off right now." Joe said.
"No Joe! I'm not going to back off." Kevin yelled.
"Kevin, go bother your baby's momma." I yelled. Mom stepped out in the hallway because she heard yelling.
"What is all the yelling about?" she asked.
"Kevin's 'mistake.' " I said putting air quotes around mistake.
"What mistake?" Mom asked.
"You didn't tell her?" I asked him looking shocked.
"Uh, not exactly." Kevin said.
"Come on Kevin, be the man you were two weeks ago." I said walking into my room and slamming the door shut.
"What is going on?" I heard mom ask.
"Mom, I guess now would be a good time to explain things to you." Kevin said. Ya think.
"That would be a good idea." Mom said. "Nick, come out here."
"No." I said.
Mom opened the door and looked at me like I just told her to drop dead. "You better think twice before you talk back to me. Now get out here and go down to the living room."
"Yes ma'am." I said walking out the door. I was not about to yell at mom. She was the strict parent. She was the one you should be scared of.
"Now all of you boys sit down on the couch." she said.
"Why do I need to b-" Joe started to say.
"Sit down." she said and he sat down quickly. Joe sat in the middle. Good move, Joe.
"Now, someone start explaining." she said standing up in front of us. She had her hands on her hips and she looked frustrated. Nobody spok eup at first.
"Come on Kevin, speak up." I said smarting off. He just turned and glared at me.
"Shut up Nick." Kevin said.
"Why should I?" I asked him.
"Because, smarting off to me isn't going to make things any better." Kevin said.
"Make what things better?" Mom asked getting really frustrated that nobody was answering her. Kevin still hasn't spoke up.
"Kevin, just tell her before Nick makes it sound any worse." Joe said. I elbowed him in the side. "Hey!"
"Stop that." Mom said. And we stopped.
"I got someone pregnant." Kevin said quietly.
"Someone? She is much more than just someone, Kevin!" I yelled.
"Okay, seriously. What are you guys fighting about?" Mom asked. Apparently she didn't take us seriously.
"We are being serious. Do you think I would yell at someone that claims to be my brother for no reason." I said.
"Kevin, you seriously got someone pregnant?" Mom asked still not believing it.
"Yeah mom. I did." Kevin said putting his head down. Yeah, he better put his head down. Now, everyday for the rest of my life, I have to be reminded of the worst day of my life.
"Who?!" She demanded. He didn't say anything so I felt it was nessecary for me to speak up.
"Lilly!" I yelled. Mom didn't say anything.
"Lilly?" she said in sort of a whisper.
"Yes." he said barely loud enough for us to hear.
"Boys, please step out so I can have a word with Kevin privately." Mom said still quiet. We stood up and walked out of the living room. I started to walk up the stairs but I saw Joe on the second stair crouching down to listen in.
"What are you doing?" I whispered so they would hear.
"Oh, I'm going ice skating." he whispered sarcastically. "What do you think I'm doing? Are you gonna listen with me or not?" I just crouched down next to Joe and listened.
"Kevin Jonas!" she yelled. Her voice sounded so frustrated that she could hardly say anything. "For one, how could you be so irresponsible as to get someone pregnant? And for two, how could you be so irresponsible, and disrespectful to your brother as to get his girlfriend pregnant?" That's right. Being disrespectful to me. I snickered quietly at the thought of Kevin getting in trouble.
"I don't know mom. It's what alcohol does to you." Kevin said.
"So you got a minor drunk?" she asked. Haha, your just getting yourself deeper into trouble.
"Yeah, I never really thought about it like that." Kevin said.
"Well you might want to start." Mom said. "You are going to be a father." And my happiness faded. It felt like every five seconds someone was reminding me of this..this...child.
"When you say it like that it sounds bad." Kevin said.
"What did you expect it to be? A good thing that you slept with Lilly, broke your brother's trust, and got her pregnant?" Mom asked. See, every five seconds.
"Well no but-" Kevin got cut off by mom.
"You are definately going to have to mature over the next nine months." Mom said. Oh has it already been five seconds?
"Yeah, I guess so." Kevin said.
"You can't just guess, your going to be a father to a child." Another five seconds already? "Your not going to be able to sleep around with random girls and catch apartments on fire if your going to be a dad." Okay, quit reminding me!
"Okay mom, I get it." Kevin said.
"Do you really get it Kevin?" Mom asked. "You are bringing another human being into this world. Not to mention your work schedule. Who knows whats going to happen to the band."
"What do you mean what is going to happen to the band?" Kevin asked.
"You can't have a child and be on tour at the same time. You can't have interviews and be recording all the time when you have a child." Mom said. "You are going to have to calm your lifestyle down a lot."
"So what are you saying?" Kevin asked. "There is no more Jonas Brothers?"
"Well, maybe it is for the best." Mom said. Joe and I just looked at each other. For the best? How can breaking up the band be for the best. It is our career. What would the fans think?
"For the best?" Joe and I whispered to each other then continued to listen.
"How can that be for the best?" Kevin asked getting more defensive.
"A baby takes a lot of love from it's parents. And most importantly it takes time." Mom said. "Which you won't have if you are in the band."
"Then Nick and Joe will blame me for everything." Kevin said. Well duh. Who else are we going to blame.
"No offense but I think Nick already blames you for a lot. And well Joe, I'm not for sure what he will think." Mom said.
"Nick is just mad that I got his girlfriend pregnant." Kevin said. I was tempted to run in there and start yelling but I didn't. For once, I used my better judgement. And also because if I were to run in there mom would get pissed.
"What do you expect him to be? Happy?" Mom asked.
"Well no, but I expected him to be a little more reasonable." Kevin said.
"You got his girlfriend, the girl he loves, pregnant. Nobody would be reasonable." Mom said.
"What do I do now Mom?" Kevin asked. I think, only for a second, I felt sorry for my brother. But then my anger came back.
"Well, you have to handle this. You are gonna be a dad and that baby needs two parents that love it. You and Lilly, as much as Nick is going to hate it, have to work together and raise that child together." Mom said.
"This should be pretty interesting." Kevin said. "Nick is most likely going to hate me for a very long time." Well duh.
"He doesn't hate you." Mom said. Uh, speak for yourself. "He is just as confused as you. He just lost probably two of the most important people in his life in one day." I'm not confused. I know exactly how I feel thank you very much.
"I doubt I was that important." Kevin said.
"You are is older brother. He looks up to you for advice and to be the one that is always there for him." Mom said. What advice am I going to get from Kevin? How to burn down your entire apartment complex in one night.
"What abo-" Kevin started to say.
"Joe is there too, but Joe is well, Joe so he isn't always as dependable." Mom said. Joe was about to say something but I stopped him.
"Yeah." Kevin said and then there was a silence. "Mom, I'm not ready to be a father."
"I know your not but I believe that when the time comes, you will be ready." Mom said and then we heard someone get up so we ran up the stairs. Yeah, Kevin ready to be a father. I'd like to see that.
Miley came over about an hour later and still had no idea what was going on. When she got upstairs Joe and Miley came and hung out in my room.
"What's wrong with you?" Miley asked as I guess I was looking sad, mad, something along those lines.
"I'm guessing she doesn't know yet?" I asked Joe.
"Know what?" Miley asked.
"Lilly's pregnant." Joe said.
"Well, then why are you sad?" Miley asked. "I mean teen preg-"
"No, you didn't let him finish." I cut her off.
"Okay?" she asked.
"It's not Nick's." Joe said.
"What? How could Lilly do that?" Miley asked.
"No, you still didn't let him finish." I said.
"What could be worse?" She asked.
"You think that Lilly getting pregnant with another guys baby would be bad, but you haven't heard the worse part." I said.
"It's Kevin's." Joe said.
"The baby is Kevin's?" She asked shocked.
"Yep." I said.
"I can't believe they would do something like that." Miley said.
"Yeah, I couldn't believe it at first either." I said.
"When did it happen?" she asked.
"Joe's birthday." I said.
"I guess I was too busy helping Joe that I didn't notice anything different." she said.
"Way to go Joe." I said.
"Hey now, I'm not the one that-" he started to say.
"I was just kidding, relax." I said.
"Okay?" he said.
"What are they going to do now?" she asked.
"I have no idea." I said. A little after that they left my room leaving me all alone with my thoughts. Part of me still wants to get back together with Lilly but then the other part of me thinks I should step aside and let Kevin and her deal with this problem without me having anything to do with them.
Lilly's POV
I have no idea what to do. I know Nick probably hates me right now. Kevin and I had no idea this was going to happen. I wish I could rewind back to that night and stop all of that from happening. This is what alcohol does to you.
It was about five in the morning and I was sleeping when I heard someone knocking on my door. Why was someone at my apartment at five in the morning? I got up to go see who it was. I opened the door and to my suprise found Miley? I'm guessing she left Joe's or something but why was she here?
"Uh, hello?" I said questioning her being here.
"Yeah." she said sounding kinda mad. She walked in without me even letting her in.
"Yes Miley, would you like to come in at five in the morning?" I said sarcastically.
"Cut the crap Lilly." Miley said.
"Someone had a bad make out session with Joe." I said sitting in my rocking chair.
"No, but I did find out something very interesting last night." she said crossing her arms standing in front of me.
"And what would that be, Miley." I said. "What was so important you had to come wake me up and tell me?"
"Um let's see I go over there and find out your pregnant." I sat up. Great, I had a feeling why she was mad and I didn't want to deal with this right now. "At first I was like okay, you and Nick are gonna have a baby but no. To my suprise I find out that it wasn't Nick's. They said that wasn't the worst part. I thought what could be worse. Um maybe that the baby's father is Kevin!"
"Listen Mi-" I started to say.
"How could you do that to Nick?" she asked.
"It's what alcohol does to you." I said sarcastically. I was a very sarcastic person at five in the morning.
"Stop that." she said. "Why would you do something like this. This is so not like you." I was about to explain when I felt something coming up and it wasn't going to be pleasant.
"I would like to explain but I have something I need to do." I said running into the bathroom. After puking for about five minutes, I finally got up and walked back into the living room. I was not looking forward to this morning sickness.
"Miley, I really don't feel like doing this now." I said.
"Too bad Lilly." Miley said. "I'm here and not leaving until I get an answer."
"Well then might as well lay down because I am tired and don't feel good. So until it becomes a reasonamle hour of the morning, I'm not explaining anything." I said getting up and walking to my room.
"Fine then." Miley said. She followed me in there and laid on the bed also. That was the last thing I remember before falling asleep. I woke up about two hours to the sun...and the feeling of having to throw up again. I ran to the bathroom. I finished and went into the kitchen to get a drink of water. Then I went and laid on the couch. About five minutes later Miley came in and actually looked concerned.
"Are you okay?" she asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I said.
"Good." she said. "Now explain."
"Miley." I whined.
"Lilly, I want to know." she said. I guess I at least owed her that much.
"Okay, well on Joe's birthday Kevin and I were talking after Nick left and he would sneak me drinks. After I got drunk enough, which didn't take long, we left. We came back here and well I imagine you can guess the rest." I said.
"Okay, but why did you do it?" she asked.
"I swear if I was sober I would have never done it." I said sitting up.
"Yeah, well that doesn't matter now." Miley said. "You did do it."
"I know, I wish so much that I could change what happened but I can't." I said. "Now Nick hates me. Wouldn't be suprised if everybody else hates me now." To my suprise, she came over and sat next to me. She gave me a hug, which was exactly what I needed at a time like this.
"Lilly, I would never hate you." she said. "No matter what you do, I will never I hate you."
"Thanks Miley." I said hugging her back. I loved how I had a best friend that would always be there for me.
I fell back asleep shortly after that. The rest of the day was pretty calm. Aside from the nauseous feeling I have all the time, my day was calm.
It's been a week and I haven't really talked to anybody. I usually just stay at home. The only time I get out is to get something to eat because I am too lazy to cook for myself. And let me tell you, being pregnant sure changes your appetite a lot. I used to hate eating vegetables but now I love them. And I can't get enough of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches with the ruffles on it. I know, sounds wierd but it is actually really good.
It was lunch time and I was leaving again. I was walking down the hallway towards the exit, which so happens I have to walk by Miley's hallway. I was getting ready to turn the corner when I heard a familular, but not so recent, voice.
"Miley please just give me another chance." I heard this voice beg. I knew I have heard this voice before but I couldn't recognize who it was. I peeked around the corner to find a boy with shaggy brown hair. Who was tha-...Oliver!?
"Oliver, I left my feelings for you behind in Malibu when I moved here." Miley said. "I have moved on. I'm with Joe now."
"Come on Miley. We all know he is just a wanna be rockstar." Oliver said. Wow, I haven't seen him in like 3 years.
"No he's not!" Miley defended. I don't really like Joe so I would have said the same thing. But considering he is in a band with my boyfriend, well not so sure how we stand, and my baby's daddy I can't say anything. Wow, my baby's daddy. I would have always thought that if I were to say that it would be about Nick not Kevin.
"Okay, whatever." Oliver said. "Miley, can we just talk?"
"Oliver I really don't hav-" Miley started to say before Oliver crashed his lips into hers. After a few seconds later Oliver pulled away. I couldn't really read Miley's expression so I couldn't tell if she was mad or if she liked it.
"Uh, why don't we go inside and talk about this." Miley said sounding very confused on what to do.
It was about an hour later when I decided to try and leave to get lunch again. I decided to take a detour and confront Miley about this whole Oliver thing. I walked up to her door and knocked on it. A few seconds later Miley came to the door.
"Lilly. I haven't seen you much lately." she said as she motioned for me to come inside. But I didn't.
"Miley, I can't believe you kissed Oliver." I said getting straight to the point.
"I didn't kiss him he kissed me." Miley defended herself.
"I sure didn't see you stopping him anytime soon." I said. "And you get mad about me being pregnant."
"Come on Lilly. What is worse, a boy kissing you and you not liking him. Or sleeping with your boyfriends brother and getting pregnant when you could have stopped it the whole time." Miley said.
"You know I was drunk and didn't know what I was doing." I defended.
"Well if you wouldn't have let Kevin get you drunk and you would've stopped acting like a whore, you wouldn't be pregnant." Miley said.
"So no I'm a whore." I said and started walking away.
"Lilly, I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to come out like that." Miley said as she came up and hugged me.
"No, you're right. I was acting like a whore. I should have stopped." I cried in my best friends arms as we sat against the wall.
"You're not a whore. You made a mistake. Everybody makes mistakes, Lilly" Miley said.
"Yeah, but not sleeping with your boyfriends brother and getting pregnant." I said.
"Everything will work out somehow." Miley said. Somehow, she always knew the right thing to say.
"I doubt it. Nick hates me and Kevin. I don't blame him though. I'd hate him too if he slept with my sister and got her pregnant." I said.
"Nick doesn't hate you. He just doesn't know what to do right now." Miley said.
"I don't even know what to do right now." I said as I continued to stay hugging with my best friend.
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A/N: I am extremely sorry it took so long to update. I wasn't planning on it taking that long. Please continue to read and I will try to update sooner. I am having a major writers block so let's hope I can get rid of that. Thanks for being so patient!
And remember,
Peace, Love, and Jonas