A/N: I'M SO EXCITED AND I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT!!!!!!!!

SO MUCH LOVE TO REVIEWERS

Oh btw, Hailey is based loosely off of me and my cousin, so I'm trying not to make her a Mary Sue. Please tell me if she gets to plain-jane!!! oh and my school starts tomorrow, grade eight(!!!!!) So I'll still try and do updates everyday if I can!!!!

Oh and edwards POV is in this ch. So bold means what edward wants to think and italics is what he would have thought if kim were still here.

Ok onward into the abis!!!!!

Ch. 3

*That night Edward cried.*

I walked, more like ran, home felling very giddy and slightly afraid. When I reached my orange house I snuck around the exterior of my home then found my brothers room. I looked through the window and saw my brother playing guitar, I tapped on the window, he jumped, I silently laughed. For 14 he still is rather jumpy.

He walked ver to the window once he saw it was me and opened it for me to get in.

"Thanks, Toby" I breathed, slightly breathless.

"you're late" he said trying to sound athoriative but really only sounding worried.

"yes, I am"I agreed, not wanting to explain why I was late. 'Oh dear brother of mine, I am late because I met a very sexy young man with scissors for hands' That would just go over lovely, I thought sarcasticly to myself.

"Goodnight" he said. I've alwaly loved how nieve he could be.

I really should be the one to have windows in my room, I don't have any.

I nodded and made my way out of his room and into mine. Once my door was closed and locked, I undressed and put on an old shirt that's went down to my knees.

Once I was in bed and covered up I rolled over and screamed into my pillow. I don't sceam into my pillow when I'm sad or angry, I do it when I'm happy. I'm weird, I know.

Once I was through with my little 'episode' I sighed contently.

"Edward, Edward, Edward"

I repeated steadily over and over again untill I fell asleep.

The last thing I thought before I fell asleep is what Edward was doing.

******EDWARDS POV******

I watched Hailey as she went to her home.

She was beautiful.

Almost as beautiful as………her…….as Kim.

No, stupid kim loves you.

But Kim is gone.

What if she comes back? What will you do then?

She isn't coming back.

How do you know?

I just………."I don't know" I mumbled helplessly.

Would you betray her? betray Kim?

No.

Would you throw her love away?

No.

Then what is the problem?

I want to love again.

Then do it. Love again.

I don't know if I can……..

A/N: MWAHAHAHA HAAAAA

So dear eddy has some inner conflict, hmm?

Yes, hailey's brother's name is toby!!!!!

Its an addoriable name.

I think I'll keep switching POVs too, its fun!!!!

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