A/N: what a weird day... sitting at home... sick … reading my own stories, because there are not enough Jesse/Shelby stories out there... trying to find out where I want to go with this story... hm... i'll just start.
Throughout the song, they often looked at each other, focusing less on the others eyes, but more on the lips. Neither of them could describe it, but there was a little spark or something, that made them feel weird. It was almost like they had fallen in love, or something.
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JelbyJelbyJelbyJelby
Sitting on that piano bench, looking at each others lips from time to time as they sang the last lines of their song, they couldn't help but notice that they were not only sitting a little closer than the other times, but they were leaning in almost enough to kiss.
They knew it wasn't a good idea, but they couldn't help it.
Feeling his breath on her skin just lightly above her mouth, seeing his eyes look right into hers for a moment, her heart started racing. She almost forgot that he was a student and that she was supposed to be the adult. It meant she would have to stop him from kissing her, tell him how wrong this was and make him leave. But she didn't want to. She wanted him to feel good, to be happy and relaxed. Her stopping him would only make him feel unwanted and sad, she imagined.
For a second they stopped leaning in. He needed to know if she was okay with this, if she wanted this to happen. She saw the questioning look in his eyes. Should I stop? And she leaned in the last few millimeters, answering his question with a kiss.
JelbyJelbyJelbyJelby
The truth was, she didn't want him to stop. She wanted this as much as he did, although her thinking this was totally inappropriate while him thinking this could count as a crush.
He honestly didn't have a crush on her, he just felt like she knew him better than anyone else did and he knew she liked spending time with him, so he wanted to to be as close to her as possible. She was the only female human being he had ever really bothered listening to all the time. Even the girlfriends he had had weren't worth it, he thought. He needed Shelby in his life and he would do anything to keep her there. In that moment he felt like showing her how much she meant to him, how much he needed her and how good she made him feel. He tried putting all this into one kiss, thinking there may not be a second one.
JelbyJelbyJelbyJelby
The kiss ended as soft as it had begun. Sure it had been passionate in some places, while he needed her to understand how good she made him feel, but it was mostly soft and intimate, showing her how much she really meant to him and how much he needed her.
When they broke the contact, he looked her straight in the eyes and smiled sweetly.
She couldn't help but shiver slightly, as she realized that this was real and he was really with her.
All these dreams she had had about him, were finally coming true, or at least they were about to, she thought. She had always pushed these thoughts aside, remembering he was a student and she might go to jail for this. But right in that moment she couldn't stop herself from being happy for a second and god knows she hadn't been happy in a very long time.
She held his gaze for about two minutes, then she finally realized that it was midnight and they should both be heading home. "Jesse, your... your parents are waiting for you." Talking was still a little hard.
"Sure, … I'll see you tomorrow, Ms. Corcoran!"
With that he was gone, walking out of the auditorium, looking back before closing the door behind him. She still sat there, trying to think, not really succeeding. She needed to find a solution for the problem she had just gotten into, although it didn't really feel like a problem yet.
She had just kissed her student, showing him she felt that connection too, finding out how strong that connection really was. It was totally inappropriate, but somewhat inevitable. He was her star and she should have known better than to kiss him. It could effect him more than it should. Maybe he would try to establish a relationship with her, or he might never want to see her again in order to not wanting to get hurt. Any way, she would have made a fault. She just hoped he would understand that this was how far they would get. One kiss was enough, it had to be. She didn't want him to lose his reputation or anything, so they had to keep it professional. If he wanted her to, she would still be there for him and have these private meetings with him, but without kissing and without any touching.
She hoped he would be okay with this, because she would never forgive herself, for hurting her star.
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TBC
A/N: Wow, This chapter was really hard to write, at first I didn't even know if I didn't even want to let the kiss happen, but I decided I would let them kiss, while I was already writing.
My mom just came home and she promised me she would watch glee with me. She's not very good at understanding English, but she gets used to it. We'll watch Hell-O and Dream On … my favorite episodes! ^^ so I'm gonna upload this now and write more to it later.
One last thing: I want reviews! They make me happy and if I'm happy I write more! So it's win-win !^^ AND I still need a BETA ! because I'm German and I know my English isn't perfect!
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