Omg. I'm back...

Is there anybody out there like me?

My father has told me stories of a great Pokemon Master who is just like me, but has the blood of a Legendary Pokemon flowing through her. I want to meet her... I have so many questions that I hope she can answer.

My body twitches when I get close to Ghost type Pokemon and some say my eyes resemble that of a Gengar. Over time, my hair has become purple and I have found that I can see in complete darkness.

I can hear the voices of Ghost Pokemon, speaking to me. But, they aren't just Ghost type Pokemon that have come to me.

I fear that actual spirits of dead Pokemon have been trying to communicate with me... My mind is telling me to stay here, safe at home and never leave the confindes of my town.

But, my heart is telling me to search for this woman, the woman of Kyogre's blood.

Supposedly she is the first person to ever have this condition. To be experimented on when she was young, for who knows why.

I have felt that same pain. I know what she has gone through.

Maybe under different circumstances, but it's still the same.

But who am I kidding? My father could be lying to me after all. He has lied before. Everybody has lied before.

Or maybe she wanted this Kyogre blood to be famous? To gain an advantage over the rest?

She may not even be the victim in this sick world. She may be the insigator; the one who created all of this torment.

She may be just a myth. A legend. A fairy tale that I needed to help me sleep over the years.

After all, if this same thing has happened to her... Wouldn't she be trying to find others? Like I so badly want to do.

I'm sick of being some side show attraction. Some kid who can talk with ghosts, some boy who can see through walls.

And sometimes I even get mad at people who say I'm a Psychic type. Now I know that this whole "Poke-Altered Human" crap is real. I'm becoming a true Pokemon...

Will I turn into a Gengar? Or will I stay like this forever?

If I cut myself and bleed enough... Will its blood drain from me and return me back to my normal self?

Will I have to die in order for me to become Gerard again?

...

I feel so lost and confused. People ridicule me for what I look like and others bug me to find out how I've become this way... But I can never answer them.

Because my father turned me into this and it's supposed to be a secret...

The process of this transformation that is. After all, he does gloat on and on about how his son is so amazing.

It makes me feel like I wasn't amazing before. Like it's not amazing to be a human with a Pokemon companion.

But, in all this complaining, I guess I should be happy in some aspect.

I am mad that he used my first Pokemon, MY COMPANION as the Pokemon for my body. And yes, my Gengar is still alive and well. But he went through as much pain as I did.

But I am glad that at least I can be more in tune with him. I love my Gengar and I do feel so much more closer to him than ever.

I guess there is some silver lining to every storm...

I guess that settles it.

I'm going to have Gengar teach me Shadow Pulse.

I am going to leave my town...

And find the girl with the Kyogre emblem on her cheek.

Well, I guess this could do it for now.