Chapter Three

Tamzin returned shortly after calling the police and she didn't look happy.

"Sorry Katy but they said they want to charge you and you may face a prison sentence" those words Tamzin said scared me.

What if I was stuck in prison and then the people who would train me to be a paramedic decided they didn't want to waste time on a criminal?

"You will still help me though Tamzin?"

I was praying that she would want to help me through what was going to be a very difficult time in my life, I was sure I wouldn't be able to go through this on my own and that I would need someone who was like my sister to help me through, I kind of though of Tamzin as a sister now considering we both were strippers and we seem to be alike.

She sighed making me worry she was going to say no but she didn't "Ok, I will help you through but if you are put in to prison the chances of you getting on a course are small."

I knew this already but when she said it it seemed to sink in, maybe I had messed my life up and it was too late to change.

"I can change my life, can't I?"

Tamzin nodded but I could tell by her expression she didn't think I would be able to.

I sighed then closed my eyes knowing I had nothing left so why should I be here?

"I need the toilet" I didn't actually need the toilet but I just wanted to be alone for a moment so I could end my life and be happy in heaven.

"Ok but I need to stay with you" Tamzin replied making me worry she would stop me from committing suicide.

"You don't have to watch me pee do you?" I tried to make a joke of the situation to make her think every thing was normal.

"No, I just have to stay outside the cubicle so you can't escape" Tamzin laughed then got a wheel chair and helped me in to it.

"Of we go" Tamzin started to wheel me off then stopped as she talked to Dixie.

I noticed a pair of scissors on the side of reception so I grabbed them and hid them under my jumper. She didn't see me do it, no one did!

Then she wheeled me to the bathroom and I entered a cubicle holding the wall to keep my balance then sat down locking the door.

"I'll be right outside" Tamzin called, I could see her feet under the door.

"Ok" I replied as I pulled the scissors out and help them to my wrist, I slit it and groaned as it stung a little.

"Are you ok Katy?" Tamzin heard me groan, what could I do?

"Fine" I whispered as for some reason it hurt to speak.

My wrist throbbed and so did my head from when I fell, everything went blury then I flopped and had fainted.

I could hear Tamzin even though I was unconscious "Katy are you ok" I the heard her shout for help as she had looked over the top of the toilets wall to see me on the floor.

Everyone came rushing in, a man with a sweet voice knocked the door in and I was rushed to a room where numerous doctors rushed around me.

After a while things settled, I lay in a hospital bed unconscious after a police officer had thrown me in to the back of a van as he did I hit my head leading to me falling and dislocating my arm.

I head Sam and Tamzin talking "she can't be in a coma!"

"Sorry Tamzin, we think she has hit her head and that has caused the coma" Sam replied.

I could hear Tamzin sobbing and Sam comforting her.

What more could happen to me?

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