A/N: THIS WAS ORIGINALLY INTENDED AS A ONE-SHOT, BUT MORE COMES TO ME. SO I GUESS I'LL JUST KEEP ADDING AS I NEED TO. IT'LL STILL BE LABLED AS COMPLETE THOUGH. THIS STORY HAS GOT MORE HITS AND REVIEWS THAN ANY OTHER ONE I HAVE. THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE PUT ME ON ALERT, OR FAVORITE'D THIS STORY. YOU GUYS MAKE ME HAPPY. SO ENJOY THE LEMONS.

Bella pov

I just left my dad's in search of Jake. I'm not totally for sure where he is right now. He's not on patrol, so I know he's around his house. Somewhere. It has only been a couple of days since I seen Edward. He's been the star of my nightmares every night since. Its his eyes. They haunt me, even when I know logically its not my fault. I can't help but think what if. Edward was once my life, the love I wanted for eternity. Since seeing him, I've thought a lot about that. Did I know him as well as I thought? I cant be sure anymore. In a way I long for his golden eyes, and cold arms holding me. The way I felt when he was near. But then I see Jacob, and I know why I was with Edward to begin with. It led me to Jacob.

As soon as we'd got home after seeing Edward, Jacob had literally ravished me. I can think of no other word for it. He was very possessive. I'm not sure if he was trying to prove it to me or himself. I happily complied to his wishes.

Getting out of the truck, I walked into Billy's in search of my werewolf. Billy informed me he was dealing with some trouble at Leah's.

"What trouble?" Leah and I are closer than before. She doesn't hate me now. We talk a lot, but she's been weird lately.

"Leah's pregnant. But that's not the problem. She refuses to name the father." Whoa! What the hell? Leah's not dating anyone.

"When did this happen?" Billy looked a little troubled by something.

"She told her mom this morning. Seth informed the pack. It's got everything messed up. Sam's having a fit. No one can get close to him right now. Emily is concerned. And Jake's with Sam trying to sort some of it out."

Jake Pov

"You did What? Okay, you need to tell me what happened from the beginning." Leah-Emily. Sam. Oh shit.

"Leah and I have been stuck together on parole for a long time now. Several months. You've been with Bella and Embry has been tied up with that girl from Port Angles. We were stuck together. And Then we figured out why she hasn't imprinted yet. Since logically she's the Alpha Female, but only cause she's the only female, in the eyes of the wolf, it's her duty to 'reproduce' for the pack."

Somehow this wasn't sounding right. " Explain that to me. I'm not getting it."

"In the wild wolf packs, there are a Alpha Male and Female. It's the Female's job to see to the having of pups. I don't know why we never noticed before. Leah went into HEAT."

"I'm with you so far. But how does this have anything to do with her problem now?" Then it hit me. "You've got to be kidding me. You two. So that's why you two stopped running with us. How did it happen Sam?"

"See that's just it. It's the Wolf. Not necessarily us. Or not just us. It's the Alpha Male job to produce the offspring. And Leah went into heat, I wanted to take her. Jake, I wanted her more than anything else. It was like nothing I've ever experienced. It was primal, we phased back into our human form, and I took her. When I slid into her, it wasn't like before. Leah and I have been together many times before. This wasn't like that. And Emily has been so off lately. I think she's seeing someone else. We haven't had sex in over three months. Then Leah and I just couldn't stop."

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I found Bella asleep in my bed, mumbling. I got in bed next to her and just listened. I can be very entertained.

"No, no,no. not my fault…" She was restless. She talked more when she was upset, or worried about something.

"I'm sorry…" I pulled her close, hoping it would somehow ease her dreams away. Her body shaking, but not from the cold.

"Edward…" I froze. My heart stopped, then went into overdrive. I tightened my grip instinctively, willing away the undead that haunted her.

"ummm…. No…don't… stop…" She was sobbing, clinging to the bed.

"Bella, wake up baby. Its okay, I'm here." The son of a bitch just cant go away for good. Just when I think he's gone, he comes back.

"Bella…" She turned around, looked at me, and the floodgates opened.

"He said it was my fault. I tried to tell him. But then he changed, into the angel again. He just held me and wouldn't let go. I tried to get away but I couldn't. He tried to….Oh god Jacob.. he tried to take me."

I held her close, hopping to ease away the fear he inspired. "Its okay baby, it wasn't real. He's gone. " She looked at me, tears staining her cheeks. Wanting something.

"Jacob, make it go away, I don't want to feel so cold now. Please." She was clinging to me, asking for a lifeline.

I shushed her crying with a kiss. I tried to take it slow and easy. To reassure her. But she would have none of it. Fierce, was what came to mind. She clawed my back, thrusting her hips to mine. I used my fingers to calm her, ready her. Hoping to erase his memory. Again.

"Jake, now. I want you to be rough. Take me like he never can. Please…"

Her words shook me. Nothing else seemed to exist, just her. I was more wolf, it was my job to protect her from our enemy's. If this was the only way I could then I would. I ripped her clothes from her body, took mine off and positioned myself.

Bella Pov

I could feel him, just the tip, at my opening. He looked at me, his eyes nearly black now, from the power of it. He leaned down, kissed my lips briefly, then bit my neck at the same time he slammed into me. Pain, pleasure. He held my hips off the bed, and didn't stop pounding into me. Heat poured from my body. I could feel the muscles shift and move under my fingers.

I tried to keep up with him, but couldn't. My body was beyond orgasm, I didn't know that was possible. He was giving me what I wanted, he was rough. He'd been rough before, but this was different somehow. It was like he was more than before. His body surrounding mine, inside mine, all I could think about was Jake.

I could feel my body pulsing, convulsing around him. He didn't stop, even when I was weak, and barely clinging to him. He gave no mercy. If I could have thought, I would say he was trying to fuck Edward away from me. He succeeded.

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I lay limp and unmoving beside him. Breathless and sweating I felt save again. Complete. "I'm sorry Jake." I hate that once again, Edward came between us.

"You can't help what you dream. And I was sort of worked up when I came in anyway. You just gave me a happy distraction" he said with a cocky little smile.

I removed myself from the bed, dressed and prepared myself to be stunned.