Once I get there Alli is already outside waiting on me, "Hey Clare—"she paused and I look at her. "What is it Alli?" She looks at me curious mixed with confusion "Uh Clare, where is your ring?" I look down at my hand "I must have left it in the bathroom, since I had to quickly shower so you could have me walk all the way to your house to talk." She nods and walks us inside her house and leads us to her room. What drama is it going to be about today? I just want to have time to myself. I take a seat on the end of her bed and she sits next to me, but not making eye contact. "Look, I'm sorry Clare. You're not like Jenna. I know you would never take someone's boyfriend and I know you wouldn't have sex with Eli or even give a blow job. You're better than that and I'm sorry for accusing you." Jesus fuck, stay calm Clare, don't let her suspect anything. I smile slightly at her, "Its fine Alli, I know you were just looking out for me and you didn't want me to do anything stupid. Apology accepted." She goes on to talk about some guy, I'm so zoned out I can't tell if it is about Dave or some other guy. "Clare, am I right?" I look at her blankly, just as I go to confess I didn't hear her, my phone goes off. So farewell, somebodies going to miss you…I don't even have to look to see who it is, I already know it's Eli. I unlock my phone to see his text Clare; do you think you can come by? We need to talk. Oh fuck me; this is not going to be good. I look up from my phone to see Alli looking at me with her eye brow arched brow wanting to know who it was, so I look her and the eyes and lie "Alli, that's my mom. I have to go home; I'll talk to you later alright?" I get off her bed and quickly leave her room, hurrying down the stairs and headed out the door.
Once I get out of the sight of Alli's house, I text Eli back telling him I am on my way from Alli's and that it might take me a while because I am walking. As I walk I let myself think of what happened last night. Now that the adrenalin of trying to cover it up from my mom and Alli has died down, I realize that I am even more sore then I thought. I know that there is no way that last night can repeat itself. He has a girlfriend, which is just wrong. But I know that the feelings I have tried to deny and not let get in the way of our friendship are real. I still love Eli and no matter what I can't deny that. I continue to walk to his house and not paying attention to much else but my thoughts. I soon realize that I am at his house and see that his car is parked out front. My heart sinks, as I was hoping he wouldn't be home and I could just avoid this conversation. I walk up to the front door and go to knock as Bullfrog opens the front door, startled he just looks at me for a second "Oh, Clare…nice to see you here, Eli is in his room" He moves out of the way to let me in, but he is still has a look on his face like he is trying to figure out why all of a sudden I am over here. "Eli asked me to come over; I think to look over his assignment; since I am his partner." He must have believed it because then he and Cece were walking out the front door; so I walked to Eli's room and knocked on his door. Eli opens the door and allows me to enter, shutting the door behind me. I try to look at him to see if I can tell if this is going to be a good talk or if it's going to be a bad talk. "Have a seat Clare" I look at him and his face is unreadable, Damn why does he have to be so good at hiding shit! I shake my head "No thanks, I would rather stand." He smirks and then sits on the end of his bed, my heart is racing and it's like I can't hold anything in any more. He opens his mouth to speak and I cut him off "Eli, we can't do that again. What happened last night, well I can't say it was a mistake because to me it wasn't. But you have a girlfriend as it's not right to do that to her. I-"Before I can finish he cuts me off by kissing me softly.
He is my weakness, I know how wrong this is but I can't help it. I kiss him back just as softly and it's like a spark was added to flame. He kisses me deeply and passionately, why did we ever break up in the first place? I continue kissing him as I run my hands down the front of his shirt and I play with the bottom of his shirt and he rests his hands on my waist. There is this want, this need, growing inside me. I have to feel him, be closer to him. Have that feeling of one again, so I raise up his shirt and take it off, tossing it on the floor. He smirks and kisses on my neck sliding his hands up my shirt, I bite my lower lip. What the fuck Clare, this can't happen. Did you forget he has a girlfriend? He takes my shirt off slowly and tosses it over by his and goes back to kissing on my neck. I run my hands down his bare chest and unfasten his jeans, slowly pulling them down until they drop to his ankles. He steps out of them and starts unbuttoning my jeans and pulls them down along with my panties until they drop to my ankles. I step out of them and walk him closer to the bed. Once his legs are up against the bed, I pull down his boxers until those too drop to his ankles. He gently bites my neck and I slide my hand to his exposed cock, I hear his gasp as if he wasn't expecting me to grab hold of it. I move my hands up and down his cock, stroking it slowly at first as he lightly licks my neck. "Mmm Clare" he mumbles into my neck, not being able to wait much long, the need of having him in me is just too strong. I gently push him onto the bed, not waiting for a response I climb on top of him and slide his hard cock inside me. I move my hips back and forth quickly, I'm still sore from last night but I figure if I start out fast the pain will stop. I move my hips faster, making all of him go inside me as he runs his hands from waist traveling up my stomach and creases my breast. I can feel myself getting wet and I can see the pleasure on his face "Uuunnnfff Clare" I move my hips thrusting harder and faster, placing my hands onto his chest for support, when I hear I'll take you to the candy shop, I'll let you lick the lollipop. I try to ignore it and focus on moving my hips, when it goes off again. I look at Eli and he seems to have not even noticed it, so I go faster. If it goes off again, I'm answering it and telling him to turn it off. As if reading my mind, the damn phone goes off again, I see it's on his stand table so I reach over and grab it. It's a text "Eli, I need you now ;) come over" You're fucking kidding me? I stop what I am doing and look down at him, "Why did you stop?" I look at him like really are you seriously asking me that question, I get off of him and go over and grab my clothes. "Clare what's wrong, why did you stop?" Realizing I still have his phone in my hand I toss it over to him "Who the fuck is Elena?"