Disclaimer: Hetalia is not mine

It wasn't some one night stand, high school experiment, or drunken act. Maybe if it had been one of those things it wouldn't have hurt as much. If it were one of those things it wouldn't make him want to cry.

It was this summer, the last two weeks before school ended and summer began. Kiku was entering the resturant after having one final meeting at the manga club and Hercules was there sitting at a table, eating vegetable samosa and flipping trough his textbook.

"Hey." Kiku said sliding into the booth in front of him.

"Hey. How was the last meeting of the manga club?"

"Good." Kiku took a vegetable samosa from the plate and took a small bite from it.

"Good? The manga club took some serious time that you could have been studying." Hercules said.

Kiku gave a small hidden smile. "I study hard enough at home. And what about? Since when do you need to study? You're Greek you invented everything and more."

"That doesn't stop me from being scared of English finals. You ready for sophomore year?" Hercules closed his textbook.

"I guess. You should be the one nervous. Junior year is very important. Have to get ready for college and everything."

"I'm think prepared enough. Freshman year wasn't too hard."

"Only you would think freshman year was easy." Hercules chuckled and Kiku blushed. It was so easy to blush around Hercules. The guy gave off the aura of sex. Not the same kind of aura that Francis gave out, the whole 'I'm going to rape you now' aura but one that you knew going to bed with that guy would be the highlight of your life.

"It was easy. If you concentrated enough." Kiku took another bite of his samosa. Nothing would be more lasting memory of freshman year than eating vegetable samosas with Hercules. "Where is everyone? The place seems empty."

"Feliks and Mei are out shopping with a couple of the cheerleaders, Toris is either tagging along to carry Feliks' bags or attending one of the Eastern European club meeting-" Hercules was cut off when a loud bang could be heard from the kitchen.

"Watch where you're going!" Tamanna said.

"I was aru! Who put the wok pan there?"

"I did. Now hush! Do you want them to hear us?"

Kiku was pretty sure he died. "I'm so sorry about that my parents are-" He shook his head, these were the times when he was ashamed to be related to them.

"It's OK. Your mom is cool. She makes the best samosas I ever had."

"I"m cool?" Tamanna gasped. "I knew the kids liked me."

Kiku died once again. "My mom makes the only samosas you ever had."

"That doesn't stop them from being the best!" Tamanna shouted before gasping and realizing her mistake.

"Now who's being too loud aru?"

"Shut it Yao."

How many times was it possible for one person to die within a three minute time span?

"And your dad has a lot of that Hello Kitty stuff. I don't think any other dad in the Northeast has as much Hello Kitty as he does."

"I just don't have more than other dads. I have more than anyone in Northeast." Yao boasted.

"And you say that with so much pride. The Hello Kitty crib set was pretty damn cute." Tamanna said. It sounded like she was eating. Probably naan bread.

"Have I apologized enough yet? My parents need help. Majorly. Or be deported. Yeah, deportation is always pretty good." Kiku muttered to himself. Stupid visas enabling his parents to stay here. Entering illegally is a very noble thing to do. There had to be some students in the school that entered illegally.

"Why don't we study back at your house?"

"Wah?"Kiku said breaking away from his thoughts. Only Hercules could stay that with such a pure voice.

"Look, I know how parents can be. I have my mom and we all know how she gets about artifacts and the way technology is nowadays and I usually flee or take a nap to block things out. I need to study, you need to study, and your house is closer than mine."

"I guess we could." Kiku said putting his samosa down. He hadn't heard his parents in a while. Did they hear and were in shock or were they occupied with other things? Hercules and Kiku packed up their things and hailed a cab to the Singh-Wang residence. Kiku didn't like taking in cabs much. The driver could hear everything aru! Aru? Dear Kami, he was starting to sound like his father. Not good. Hercules didn't seem to notice or care about the silence. He was off in his own world, probably being that sexy secretly intelligent guy that he was. Now he was starting to sound like Mei. He needed to get a new crush or a new family. Preferably the latter.

Another part of him wondered what the fuck was he doing. He was in a car with the guy that made him change his whole entire sexual orientation for Kami's sake! He went from heterosexual to bisexual within three minutes of meeting Hercules. Now they were going to be alone at home together! What the fuck is that? He knew what teenagers did when they were home alone! Could it be that Hercules liked him the same way? They did share an umbrella together back in April and Hercules always called him first with updates on his cats. Hercules helped him get adjusted to high school and was always there for him. At Homecoming they were technically dates with one another and Hercules kissed him on the cheek but wasn't that just a European thing?

He knew Hercules was bisexual but that didn't necessary mean that Hercules wanted to do him. Kami, he should stop being so over analyzing. Or stop hanging out with Germans. Preferably the first.

"I'll pay." Kiku said when they got home.

"No, I will. My idea, you shouldn't have to pay for it." Hercules took out his wallet and handed the cab driver the money.

They left the cab and went up the stairs to the main entrance of the Singh-Wang house. Kiku checked to see if there was any mail and opened the door. He remember when Hercules first came over, Hercules went there the girl door. If Haha didn't border on sexual harassment trying to see how could a girl look so much like a guy or if Hercules was a "special case" like Feliks then the world didn't make any more sense.

He led Hercules up to his room hearing Haha's voice all the way. "Yao! We went wrong somewhere! Our son is turning against traditions! Do you know how much this is killing me Kiku! You get all of this from your father!"He could see her now, crying, handkerchief in hand while Chichi wrapped his arms around her and told her everything would be OK. While, aruing about how this is not the correct way to do things.

It wasn't the first time Hercules had been in his room. There had been other times although they were never completely alone when it happened. Now they were very much alone. Kiku couldn't remember who gave the first kiss. He just knew that in a short span of time he was kissing Hercules or Hercules was kissing him. That kiss lead to a make out session on Kiku's bed which led to...

Then ended up falling asleep and Kiku awoke an hour later, looked to his side and yelled at himself "It was a just a dream!" and a dozen angry messages on the house phone from his neighbors asking what was all that noise coming from. Kiku was too ashamed to admit that it was his.

He sat up in bed and stared at the ceiling as he waited for Hercules to wake up. Kami, this wasn't suppose to happen, sure he had been curious as what it would be like with Hercules of all people but who wouldn't? He was Greek, didn't know what a condom was even after who knows how many health classes, and sex personified. Even Greeks couldn't get enough of other Greeks with the sex rate over there being out of the charts.

"Karpusi-san, I think its best if you leave. Now, as soon as possible." Kiku said when Hercules woke up. Hercules knew enough of the Japanese honorifics to realize what had happened. He got dressed, picked up his things, and left without a word. Kiku laid back down in bed and cried. Nothing had happened. Nothing.

What a liar.

Author's Note/Apology Note: (Warning! Long!)

That was it. That is what happened between Hercules and Kiku. The last line is actually what was my reaction the comic of Kiku and Hercules "non existent" sex scene. I believe that Kiku would have kicked Hercules out of bed as soon as Hercules woke up and Hercules is a nice guy so he would do just that. I also believe that Kiku is an idiot for kicking Hercules out of bed. Its Greece for gods sake! Greece!

Now onto the apology.

Guess who's back. Back again. Youtubegirl's back. Tell a friend.

My computer suffered a major crash and only now to get it somehow fixed by getting anew laptop but the laptop I got isn't the sexy HP that I want but which I will one day have. Most likely Christmas. But I'm officially back in the world of fanfiction. I will also be updating this fanfic once a week from now on. I might change it to twice a week but I think once a week is a good schedule for this fanfiction.