Here is the last chapter of this fic, it's going to be sad! I don't own glee, please let me know if you like angsty/tragic fics, or should I stick to fluff?
'Blaine.' Kurt couldn't think of any words. Blaine and he were in the ambulance, but after being told that Blaine won't make it, he has lost all ability to speak. 'Blaine...why?' he spluttered out between the tears trickling down his solemn face. He couldn't see a world without Blaine. Strong, happy, crazy, talented, adorable Blaine. The Blaine before him, he wasn't real. This was a nightmare, this was a dream. Any minute now he would wake up. He and his boyfriend, the only person he truly ever related to, would snuggle up and watch Moulin Rouge or RENT, singing along to the songs, maybe ending up in the make out session.
'You...' Blaine whispered weak. ' You couldn't love me any more. When I was that way. I was never going to change. The Blaine you saw everyday... he was a mask, a secret identity. I got tired of being cheerful all the time. I felt like I was cheating myself.' Kurt whimpered, fighting back a cry. 'But you Kurt...' Blaine took hold of Kurt's hand. 'You don't deserve me. You need to wait. You need to wait and find someone as confident and as beautiful and as kind and as loved as you are. Not someone who is going to be a burden, someone who isn't as good a person as you.'
Kurt was sobbing now. 'Blaine, if only you had told me, we could have got through this. I would help you, I would never leave your side.'
Blaine noticed the language Kurt used. Could have, would. He knew he was going. He was losing too much blood. Blaine was getting dizzy.
' I thought Kurt. I tried. I won't change. My life...my life was not worth living without you.' Kurt felt his heart wrench, did he cause this? His sobs became louder. 'Kurt listen to me. It's my idea, I chose this. I saved everybody any trouble I had caused. This way I stop upsetting people, I stop getting upset by people. Now I am free. Now I have no worries.' Blaine's voice started to trail off, as his eyes started to roll back. Kurt gripped his arm, shouting at him in distress, anything to keep the best person he had ever met on this planet.
'Blaine, please don't do this to me! To us! You are wonderful and beautiful and the best person I have ever met!' Blaines eyes started to close, the beautiful amber eyes that Kurt fell in love with, they were closing forever, the last evidence of life was leaving his face.
'Blaine please!' Kurt cried in desparation. 'Remember? Courage Blaine, courage!' Blaine's heart stopped.
Blaine was dead.
Blaine. Blaine who gave him a friend. Blaine who gave him someone to relate to. Blaine who was his real first kiss. Blaine who was his first boyfriend. Blaine who was his first love. Blaine who gave him courage.
Courage. That is what Kurt needed.
He wiped the tears from his cheek and leaned over Blaine's body. He kissed his stone cold cheek. Then bent to his ear and whispered.
'You are perfect to me.'
Fin. Please let me know how much or little this affected you, I need some feedback. Any suggestions for a new fic will be awesome. Sorry if you hated it Please review.