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Chapter Three: Screw Love

I was laying motionless on the pavement, fog encircling me, like a blanket. I slowly got up with caution. I turned around in circles the only thing I saw was road, more road, and open fields. I was alone. Until I heard my name being called on my left, I turned quickly. Then I heard it to the right. I kept turning, a laugh echoed around me. My heart was beating against my chest. My breath quickened, I could almost taste the adrenaline building up inside of me.

I called out, "Hello? Is Anyone there?" I saw a faint outline of a person walking towards me, I crouched down in a defensive stance. When the figure came close enough I made out the red ring around his pupils, the dark smile spread across his face, followed by a dark duster draped over the figure's body. Dimitri.

"Roza, I have been waiting for you." He came closer, I was shaking my head in frustration. This couldn't' be happening. It's just a dream.

"You're not real." He came closer and touched my face. I smacked his hand away. "I'm going to wake up any minute and you'll be gone."

He let out a laugh that was so bone chilling I flinched. "Well, while we are both here, I might as well enjoy it. Look around Rose, you have no where to go, no where to hide from me. You are going to die...don't fight it. Besides you'll like how it feels, you're nothing but a filthy blood whore"

I tried to run or move but my feet felt like they were cemented to the ground. He was so close I could feel his icy breath against the skin of my collarbone. I closed my eyes and as soon as I felt his teeth touch me-I knew it was the end. I felt tears running down my face and then he disappeared.

Someone was shaking me, saying my name over and over. I slowly opened my eyes. I didn't care who was saying my name I pulled that person into an embrace and let the tears flow. I was drenched in sweat but I didn't care all I wanted was to be held. For such a strong girl, I never felt so weak. Abe brushed my wet hair back out of my face and shushed me.

"Oh Rose, It was just a dream, мой ангел" I could hear the concern in his voice. Poor old man has never seen me cry. Rose get it together there are three men staring at you! I let go of my father and wiped my face. "Are you okay? You were thrashing around in the back seat and mumbling...it was scary"

I nodded and pulled my hair back in a ponytail. I attempted a smile. "I'm fine, it was just a dream" I looked at Zmey and his two guardian's knelled over me then I glanced over their shoulders and saw Dimitri staring out of the window with his fists clenched. I sighed. He's not a Strogoi but he's still a pain in my ass. Zmey shook his head like he was still unsure of it all.

"Well, we were going to wake you up anyways, We're at an airplane strip. It's in the middle of nowhere and its very secluded. I couldn't risk going to the airport they'll probably know you're not going to stay close. We need to board now. The plan is to touch down in Siberia and drive the rest of the way to the Belikov's village in Baia.

I nodded. We all got out of the SUV and carried our luggage up the rickety stairs and onto the private jet. I shouldn't have expected any less. The interior of the plane was overly luxurious just like any of Zmey's belongings. I found a seat, the farthest from where everyone else was going to sit and plopped down,closing my eyes. I needed to relax. No sooner than I thought about relaxation, I felt someone sit down across the aisle from me and I didn't even bother to look to know who it was. Can't a girl get a break around here. It's not enough to torture me in my nightmares but now I have to hear a long speech on where we stand. I huffed. Like I didn't already know. Might as well get this over with.

I looked over at him, only to find him staring at me anyways. If I could shoot flames out of my eyes now would be an appropriate time, " What do you want." It came out more as a statement then a question.

He looked away then looked back at me and ran his fingers through his hair. "Look, Roza, I only wanted to apologise for vocalizing my opinions on us so harshly but I just wanted to say that my decision on where we stand is for the best and you proved that earlier in the car. I've hurt you enough already and I don't plan on doing it anymore. I also wanted to let you know that I took Tasha's offer...from a while back...to be her guardian. When this is all over, that's what I have planned for my life." I felt my tear ducts prick as he spoke... so much for not hurting me anymore. "I just wanted you to hear it from me instead of someone else. What we had is over and we both need to move on Rose. The only reason I came with you is for the princess, not for you."

Mind over matter. I was fighting back the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes. I can't be weak, not now. Not when my heart was literally ripped from my chest and pounded into the ground like a meaningless piece of trash with every word Dimitri spoke. No one has ever disappointed me or let me down this much in my entire life not even my mother. To say I was upset was an understatement I felt like I might as well shrivel up and die in his presence. He stared at me waiting for some kind of response while my internal fight was in action. I swallowed my pain and my sadness. He finished me off, I had no heart. All I wanted right now was to stand strong in front of the man who constantly has put me in pain the last few months.

I looked straight in his eyes, with no remorse, and let the darkness fuming inside of let him have it, "You are the biggest disappointment in my life. You have no right to tell me what I am suppose to do, whether I am suppose to hurt or feel crushed because the man that I loved with every ounce of my being, enough to sacrifice my own life to save, gave up on me. But you are right about one thing. Love fades. You finally have got what you wanted, you wanted to lose me Dimitri and you. just. did. You should have just died a Strogoi at least I would have still known you loved me. For the sake of your new reborn life, I suggest you get up and stay the fuck away from me, and don't dare call me Roza again. Mr. Belikov, we are done here." My voice was not broken, not pained, as I spoke it was as cold as my heart felt. I knew my expression looked the same.

Dimitri's eyes were wide, like he was not sure who I was. Apparently the change in my demeanor was obvious. If I could have guessed what was going on in his head, he was probably saying; What have I done. He looked deeply in my eyes and my expression didn't falter, my eyes were probably as dark as I felt. He looked terrified but he silently got up and walked away.

I let out a deep breath and two tears fell from my eyes but I did not allow anymore to follow. Those are the last tears I would shed for Dimitri Belikov.

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