Well hello again I hope you guys like this little story thing I'm writing I guess I should start writing well see you at the end of the story ;D
I watched Katjaa and Duck from the other side of the train,
I knew he was sick but I just thought it was the flu or maybe he was just tired but I don't know anymore there's no way this was the flu.
I looked away from Duck it was too depressing way, way too depressing for me.
"Hey Ben what's up with Duck" I grab his arm and looked up at him,
"He's umm he's sick but I'm sure he'll be fine" I knew he was lying the way he didn't make eye contact and the way he started to rub the back of his neck awkwardly,
"um ok" I mumble as I watch him walk back out, shit am I really that unpleasant to be around that people have to rush just to leave or stop me from asking more questions.
"Lee you need to get Kenny to stop the train it-its time" Katjaa mumbled looking down at her son her only son,
Shit now I know it's not the flu it's a bite or-or I don't even know but he's dead I know that he's dead.
It took a while but the train came to a slow but a steady stop we all pile out and look at Kenny walking out of the cab,
"If you guys haven't guessed the boys bit" Kenny quietly said looking straight at Chuck and I
"Shit I knew it," I stat to myself
I didn't listen to the conversation I just ended up sliding down to the ground, this-this, shit more people are dying but they seem to get younger and younger.
"BANG"
"NOOOO"
"What the- shit was that" why can't I form a full sentence I just look at Lee
"Ben got take Clem inside and make sure she stays there" he sounded serious, dead serious.
"Come on Eva lets go inside" Chuck said gently lightly pushing me into the train.
We all sat in silents as we wait,
I burry my head in my hands, I'm over this I'm over it, first Rosa, now a little boy I mean what in the hell could a little boy do to deserve a painful death.
"Are you ok Eva" Clementine asked looking at me,
"y-yes I'm fine I-I-Its" dam it I still can't speak.
I can feel the water building up behind my eyes, no I can't cry not in front of Clem.
"Are you sure you look like your crying" her voice was quite like she wasn't sure wither or not it was a good thing to say or not.
"I-I-Its fine Clem really" I whisper.
"Lee" Clementine said runni8ng up and hugged him tightly.
"Where's Katjja? Is she in the cab with Kenny" I asked getting up whipping the tears that escaped my eyes.
"She-she died" My mouth dropped,
"Shit, h-h-h oh f-f" I fall to the ground I don't even know these people why am I crying, why am I losing the little sense I had left.
"Eva are you?" Lee started.
"Fine I-I'm I just, shit people are just dropping like flies and I'm just over it that's all" I run my fingers throw my messy blonde hair coursing the little left what was tied up to come out.
"We all are" Lee said looking down at floor of the train sadly.
Well, looks like I somehow I managed to bring down the mood even more then I thought was possible.
We started to move and stayed in silents again for a while, I so desperately wanted to start to talk, brighten up the mood but how? Nothing I could say would cheer us up, wait.
I quickly get up and run up to Chuck,
"Chuck I'm using your guitar again" I say picking it up and sitting back down.
I slowly began to strum the right cords and hum till I remember the lyrics.
"Hey Jude, don't make it bad." I began to sing softly
"Take a sad song and make it better."
"Remember to let her into your heart,"
"Then you can start to make it better."
I look around to see people slowly starting to smile,
"Hey Jude, don't be afraid. My voice is getting louder
"You were made to go out and get her."
"The minute you let her under your skin,"
"Then you begin to make it better."
I look up from the guitar to look at Clem, who was smiling as in a real prober smile,
I continue to sing and strum the guitar as people's moods slowly began to rise as I said the last line and strummed the last cord,
"Hey Jude, don't make it bad."
"Take a sad song and make it better."
"Remember to let her under your skin,"
"Then you'll begin to make it"
"Better oh."
"Na, na, na, na, na, na, hey jude…"
I strum the last cord and take a deep breath maybe just maybe that helped even if it was just for a minute.
I look up to see everyone smiling, even Ben who seemed rather depressed lately.
"Wow your really good at singing Eva" It was Clem a happy, cheerful Clementine.
"Thanks Rosa taught me when we around your age that's also when I learnt to play this" I pat the guitar softly smiling at Clem,
"Cool can you teach me?" Clem looked up at me with big bright eyes,
Shit' no way I can say no to her,
"Sure come over here I'll show you how to hold it" I pat the space beside me as I watch Clem mover her way over to me.
I spent a few minutes teaching Clementine how to hold it and a few basic cords.
"Clem I need to talk to you for a minute" It was Lee how was just walking in.
"I'll show you some more cords later kay?" I smile at her as she hands me the guitar slowly.
"Ok, thanks for teaching me" She said while she was walking towards Lee,
I sit still looking outside and sometimes looking al Lee at Clem who was getting her hair cut, what made since but I reminded me that I should cut mine soon before it gets too long.
"Hey can I use the scissors for a sec" I walk up slowly to Lee and Clem
"Sure" Lee finished Clem's hair then past it to me
"Thanks"
I take the scissors in my right hand and my part of my hair in my left, I mean it can't be too hard to cut your own hair, right.
I slowly cut it on an angle so it's slightly longer in the front.
By the time I'm finished it doesn't too bad, the back is just touching my shoulders and the front is just at my collarbone.
"Not too shabby" I look up to see Chuck smiling
"Thanks, it's short enough so I can't get garbed but yet I don't look like a boy" I flatten out my blonde frizzy hair.
Chuck chuckles as he walks away, that man is a mystery to me.
I sigh looking at train floor, the floor that me and my slept on for weeks if not months.
"Why did you die Rosa I-I thought we were in this together but then you-you escaped but in the worse way possible" I whispered hugging my knees tight.
"Hi Eva, nice hair cut" Ben came up and sat beside me.
Why is he so nice?
"Oh hi Ben" I smile as I release me knees,
"So what are you up to" He looked straight at me what made me go red.
"Umm you know just sitting around and cutting my hair so I look like a he, she." I smile for a minute.
"You don't look anything like a he" Ben nudged me with his elbow lightly
"In fact you look rather cute" shit, if I wasn't blushing already I was now.
"ummmm t-t-thanks" I could tell that my mouth was hanging open slightly.
Cute? He thinks I'm cute? Rosa was the popular one, the one that got all the boys while I stayed in the background.
Ben must of noticed what he said as his face paled before it got red.
"Shit I didn't mean it like that I mean ummm you know your nice and all but ummm" Ben was looking all around the train.
I laugh before I look at him.
"So I'm not cute then? Well that's very nice of you to say, who knows I might just start crying" I smile before trying to look sad in the way kids do to get their parents to buy stuff for them.
"Huh no but I mean ummm I-I-I" Ben stutters
I laugh again I just can't help it.
"Ben, I know what you mean trust me,"
"Umm ok" He tried to laugh but it just turns into an awkward forced one.
I go to get up but I stop for a minute.
"Well if you care what I think what you probably don't your kind of cute to" I lean close a kiss his cheek gently.
I smile and walk away not looking back to see Ben's reaction.
_Well what do ya guys think I added a little Ben Paul X insert name here action but I don't know if ill add more or not well see you guys tomorrow or whenever I stop stalling at write another Chapter.