A/N- I'm back! Sorry this is kind of short... Please review. :)

Jace's p.o.v.

my dad was gone. He was dead and gone, I couldn't handle it. I tried I stay strong for my mother and my little sister but I couldn't. I ran into my bathroom and slammed the door shut nit caring who heard.

"Jace? Is that you? "I heard my mother yell.

I ignored it. I pulled out my secret little friend. My razor blade. I slid my long black sleeves up, I Was a lot like my dad, and I was proud I wanted to be just like him when I was older. I thought about all those times , had told me he'd always be here , all those soccer games , all those talks , rides , laughs , moments . For everyone I slipped the blade across my wrist going higher and higher each time, there were old scars from when he had first died, some from weeks and days ago and now, now I watched the blood pool up and flood down my arm. I sighed a smile finding my lips. Dad had hurt much more Han this he had died and it wasn't fair my dad was the best man on the world but ad he used to day only the good die young , it sure as hell was true .I cleaned up my mess and pulled my sleeve back down , I walked out of the bathroom and laid back on my bed Grabbing my noise cancelation headphones , I dint care if anyone called for me , there were only two people I would answer my mom and my sister they were my world and I owed it to dad I had to keep them safe it's what dad would want .

I remember the day he had told me. He would always want me to be there for mom and Alex and I swore to him I would be no matter what.

Flashback

"you guys. Mean the world to me." my dad said tears about to fall from his eyes.

"and when to see your mother like this , you Alex , I wish I knew what to do , what to say , I will always be here for you guys ." he said .

"I hope so dad." I said to him.

"Promise me if anything happens to me, your mom and Alex you have to look out for them and always be there ... For me please?" he asked.

I didn't have a second thought. "Always dad, forever and always.

"I love you kid." he said patting me on the shoulder.

I grinned. "love you too dad."

end of flashback

the tears were pouring freely now I couldn't stop them I hated to cry it made me feel weak , a loser , there was only way I could make the tiara go away .

I walked back into the bathroom closing the door softly behind me going to see my little friend again