I am SO sorry this took so long! I hope I made it well worth the wait ^^;
Judai's Womanhood Diary: Entry 1
Day 3 of Womanhood
Ever since I've been turned into a female in the first place, Yubel suggested that I keep a diary of my experiences as a woman. I never really found the time to start one in the past two days; there had been WAY too much going on to even think about it, but I feel like now's a good time.
Ever since I'd returned to Duel Academy, I had been ordered to transfer to the Obelisk Blue Dorm, as all girls are assigned there. At first, I had objected; I felt that my... changes were meaningless, and that I should just go about life as I always had. But the past day I had spent with Asuka had taught me that it wouldn't be that simple. I can't just pretend being a girl isn't a drastic change, and I can't pretend that I don't still need Asuka to guide me when there's still so much about my new self I don't know.
I'm writing my very first entry very early in the morning; I normally wouldn't dare think of being up at six in the morning, when everyone else, even Asuka, is still asleep, but I had been woken up by a really scary dream, and can't get back to sleep, so I can't think of a better time to write this diary.
The dream started off as something I would have enjoyed; I had woken up in my bed in the Osiris Red dorm to find all this craziness had been a dream. Yeah, I was a man again, but I somehow felt incredibly... empty. Soon, everything was disappearing around me; my room, my friends, everything. Even Yubel. I was a man again, but I was alone in an empty void of nothingness. I was scared, I called out for the ones I cared about, but I knew there was no point to it. I was all alone. No Yubel, no Asuka, no place to call home, nothing.
I awoke with tears in my eyes, but with Asuka by my side, holding me just as she had when we went to sleep. I missed her so much in that dream. And while Yubel is sitting by my side to comfort me, I still can't stop crying. And I can't believe that I'm even crying right now. I'd never cried once in all my time at Duel Academy. And here I am now, sobbing over a dumb dream.
But now, I've made my decision; to return to Osiris would serve no further purpose, not when I still need someone by my side. Not when I still need her...
"Who is it that you need?" Judai flinched as she turned to see Asuka looking over her shoulder. "I didn't know you kept a diary?"
"Yubel convinced me to keep one." Judai explained. "And I can see why; I feel better now that I got that down..."
"Is it Yubel that you still need?" Asuka prompted. "Is that who you were referring to at the end?"
"No, it wasn't Yubel..." Judai blushed, trying as hard as she could not to make eye contact with Asuka. "It was... you..."
"Now then, Judai," Chancellor Samejima spoke as he and Ms. Ayukawa sat down for his meeting with the now female Judai. "If you still wish to be in the Osiris Red dorm, then it may be arranged for you..."
"No sir." Judai spoke up. "I've made up my mind; I would like to stay in the Obelisk Blue dorm."
"What brought about this change of heart?" Samejima inquired.
"I'm... not sure." Judai lied, his thoughts still on Asuka, who'd helped him this far. "But I would like to request that I continue to reside in the same room as Asuka Tenjouin."
"That can easily be arranged." Samejima nodded. "Well then, I guess there's no reason to pursue this meeting any further. "Ms. Ayukawa, could you get Judai fitted for a new uniform? We can't have her attending all of her classes in her pajamas now." He chuckled.
"Of course." Ayukawa nodded. "Right this way, Judai." She led the new member of her dorm down several hallways that Judai had never ventured in the three years he spent at the Academy. Finally, she brought Judai to a line of fitting rooms, leading her inside one of them.
"Alright now, Judai; please take off your clothes." Ayukawa instructed.
"Uh?!" Judai blushed. "But... but I'm not wearing anything underneath..." She muttered, tugging slightly at the hem of her nightdress.
"I know, but you would have to remove them even if you were." Ayukawa stated. "Now go ahead and take your clothes off." Judai blushed, removing the jacket she borrowed from Ayukawa, before lifting up her nightdress over her face.
"Oh, there you are, Asuka." Ayukawa greeted Judai's roommate, Asuka blushing as she got a very good look at Judai's body. Judai herself turned red, throwing the gown back down over herself.
"A-Asuka?! What are you doing here?" She blurted.
"A few of my bras were getting fairly tight, so I asked Ms. Ayukawa if I could get fitted for some new ones." Asuka explained.
"And we need her to help fit you for some too, so it's only fitting that we measure the two of you together." Ayukawa added. "Let's start with you now, Judai. Take off your clothes, and raise your hands."
Judai complied, taking her nightdress off, and as she raised her arms, Asuka grabbed her boobs, lifting them up slightly.
"Wh-what are you doing?!" Judai blurted.
"This is how you measure someone for their bra size," Ayukawa answered simply, unrolling a long measuring tape. "One person has to lift the breasts to the position they would be in with the bra worn, while another is needed to measure." She wrapped the tape very loosely around Judai's chest. "A little higher please, Asuka."
"Yes." Asuka replied, feeling incredibly perverted as she held more of Judai's boobs, pushing them up to the level Ayukawa requested. "They're so incredibly soft, yet so firm and well built." She thought to herself. "It's like... she was born a perfect woman..."
"Um, Asuka? You can take your hands off her breasts now..." Ayukawa spoke up, having finished with Judai's measurements.
"Uh? Oh, sorry." Asuka retracted, turning away awkwardly.
"34D. quite impressive." Ayukawa mused. "Your turn now, Asuka."
Asuka took off her uniform jacket and shirt, lifting her arms just as Judai did a moment ago.
"Judai, you're supposed to lift up Asuka's breasts now." Ayukawa spoke up, after waiting several seconds.
"I'm not really supposed to do that, though, am I?" Judai asked, his male instincts still fighting against him.
"It's alright, Judai." Asuka told her. "Just go ahead." Judai, though still somewhat reluctant, lifted Asuka's large breasts slightly, fighting back the thought that told her how great it felt to be feeling a woman's chest like this.
"They're so soft..." She thought, despite herself. "I might have ones like them, but I was just... given them. Asuka must have done quite a lot to get them to be this... this perfect..."
"That's enough now, Judai. I know they must feel nice, but it's time to let go now." Ayukawa teased.
"Sorry..." Judai blushed, taking her hands away from Asuka's boobs.
Ayukawa then proceeded to measure Judai's chest, arms, waist, hips, legs, feet, and for some reason, even measured her breasts individually.
"And there we have it." Ayukawa concluded. "Here are your new clothes, and I hope you enjoy the rest of your year in Obelisk Blue, Judai."
"Wait, Ayukawa-sensei." Judai spoke up, handing the white and blue jacket back women's dorm head. "Here you go, ma'am."
"You can keep it." Ayukawa smiled. "I think it would be a perfect addition to your new uniform."
"Oh. Um... thank you." Judai blinked.
After Ayukawa left them, Judai pulled on a new pair of black panties, which she found to be a lot softer and more comfortable than she had anticipated, before putting on her bra, which proved to be very difficult to work with; she could hardly reach the hooks in the back, much less fasten them, and even after fastening them, found it quite tight and less than form-fitting.
"Sorry, Judai. I forgot." Asuka turned to assist Judai with her bra after fitting herself with her new one. "Let me help you. Lean forward a little," Judai did as she was told. "Now, you maneuver the breast from the sides like this," Once more, Asuka felt a perverted sensation as she touched Judai's boobs again. "And push them inwardly like this, so that they fit inside the cups." Judai gave out a few soft moans as Asuka handled her breasts, her new female body still much more sensitive than most others.
"A-Asuka..." She sighed with arousal. And despite herself, Asuka was still manipulating Judai's breasts, no longer helping her with the bra, but with her own selfish desires. "What are you...?"
"Sorry... Judai..." Asuka whispered.
"Asuka? Wha...?" But as Judai turned to face Asuka, fighting back slightly against her grip, she fell, pushing Asuka down with her. Their lips locked as they lay on the floor, their large boobs pressed against each other's, Judai feeling an incredible sensation as her bare skin made contact with Asuka's.
"Wh-what's happening?!" Asuka thought, her heart beating rampantly. "Did we just... did we kiss?!" Judai sat up, a thin rope of saliva connecting her mouth to Asuka's. "W-we did! I can't believe... that was my first kiss!"
"Asuka's lips were so soft." Judai thought, tracing her own with her finger. "That felt... it felt somehow really good to do that, but..."
"Ah! I'm sorry, Asuka, I..." She blushed feverishly.
"N-no, it's no problem at all..." Asuka replied very quickly. She stood very quickly, dressing herself, and hurried out of the changing room.
"What just happened?" Judai asked herself as she put on her new clothes, wearing Ayukawa's jacket in place of the uniform jacket provided.
"I wonder how Asuka and Judai are doing right now." Emi Ayukawa mused interestedly. "I'm sure they must be finished changing into their new clothes by now, probably even back in their..." Her thoughts were disrupted by a knock on her office door. "Come in!" She responded.
"Um, hi, Ayukawa-sensei." said Judai as she stepped inside.
"I was just thinking about you, Judai." Ayukawa grinned. "Is there something on your mind?"
"Quite a bit actually." Judai muttered. "But there's something I specifically want to ask you about."
"Ask away, Judai. I'm here to help all the girls in Duel Academy."
"It's about Asuka." Judai started. "Ever since we started living together, I've felt incredibly... strange around her. And just a little while ago in the changing room..." She proceeded to recount the events that led the newly turned girl up to this point.
"I see..." Ayukawa said thoughtfully upon hearing Judai's entire story.
"Is that a bad thing? That she just... ran away like that?" Judai asked worriedly. "Because I really hope I didn't do anything to scare her away or something. I really need her."
"I wouldn't worry about it one bit." Ayukawa assured her. "The whole thing must have just been a little startling for her."
"Oh. Okay." Judai blinked, obliviously not understanding what she meant. "There was one last thing I wanted to ask. See, I'm not sure I'm ready to let anyone know who I really am, or what's happened to me. So, Asuka and I wanted to know if you could have me called 'Juri' on the class roster."
"Easily done." Ayukawa nodded. "I understand this is a big adjustment for you, 'Juri.'" She giggled at the use of this pseudonym.
"Thanks, Ayukawa-sensei."
Asuka sat at her desk, looking herself in the mirror, her mind ringing with questions, overwhelmed as she tried to think of the answers, the events in the changing room embarrassing and confusing to her.
"That was just an accident! So... why do I feel this way?" She thought, her face reddening, her heart aflutter, yet also pounding madly, hurting her chest. Already dressed only in her underwear, Asuka took off her new bra, letting her breasts hang freely, hoping it would relieve some of the aching, but to no avail.
"For a long time now, I've felt something for him... but I still feel something for him... her... even now. No... Even more than so than before! What's wrong with me!? I've been meaning to tell Judai about my feelings if he ever returned, but now that he's a woman, I don't even..." She gasped, snapping out of her stupor as someone knocked on her door. "Who is it?"
"Jud... er, Juri." Judai's voice sounded outside.
"You can come in, J-Juri; this is your room too." Asuka replied, hastening to get her bra back on, but her roommate had already come in before she could even pick it up.
"Is this a bad time?" Judai asked, turning away, male instinct still lingering in her feminine form.
"No, no, not at all." Asuka blurted, fumbling to refasten her bra. "Ah, did you ask Ayukawa-sensei about what we had talked about?"
"Yeah. My name's Juri now." Judai confirmed.
"I'm glad. Um... There's one more thing I wanted to talk to you about; it's about what happened in the changing room..." Asuka blushed, placing her hands on Judai's shoulders. "Judai, I..."
"Congratulations, Juri!" Both girls' hearts leapt as the door to their room burst open, Junko, Momoe, and Rei, all in their pajamas, shouting their congratulations and letting off party poppers, spraying confetti everywhere.
"What are you doing?!" Asuka demanded, shouting more out of shock than anger.
"We heard Juri was officially inducted into Obelisk Blue today," Rei explained. "So we decided we'd come over and congratulate her."
"We're having a party tonight! Girls only!" Junko cheered enthusiastically.
"Um, Asuka?" Momoe blinked, everyone going silent as Momoe stared at Asuka, who was still in nothing but her underwear. "I know you're not very good at strip poker, but are you really have that little confidence in yourself?"
"We were having a private moment until you three barged in!" Asuka snapped defensively, but slapped a hand to her forehead as she realized how wrong her defenses sounded out loud.
"Private moment?" Rei repeated, her head turning form Asuka to Judai, her expression becoming progressively naughtier. "With Juri?"
"Ah..." Asuka blushed. "I meant that...!"
"Let's save that for when we play Truth or Dare!" Junko cut her off, plopping onto the bed. "Tonight, we're playing Queen's Rule."
"What's that?" Judai asked as she sat on the bed with everyone else.
"Ever play King's Game? It's pretty much the same deal." Rei clarified, to which Judai shook her head. "Well, first we shuffle up these chop sticks here," She rummaged them around, shuffling them. "Then, we each draw, and whoever gets the stick with 'queen' written on it gets to get to make the others do whatever she wants." She held out the sticks, which the others drew, Judai following suit. "Alright, I'm queen." Rei showed the others her stick with the kanji for 'queen' written in red at its tip. Judai took a look at her own, which had a number 4 on it.
"So!" Rei spoke up. "I want... Number 1 to tickle Number 3's boobs for ten seconds!" The other girls looked at their numbers, and Asuka sighed as she shifted over to Momoe, and groped her breasts, Momoe giggling as she did so.
"Stop it! Stop it!" She screamed as Rei counted down the time.
Judai wasn't entirely sure why, but she felt a pang of jealousy as she watched Momoe writhe around the bed laughing her head off as Asuka fondled her. Did it really feel good to have that done to her?
"And... time!" Rei declared, Momoe panting as she was released from Asuka's tickling grasp. "Now, we shuffle them and draw again." Rei continued, scrambling the five sticks and redistributing them. "Who gets to give the orders this time?"
"Me!" Junko spoke up. "Okay... Number 2, for the next two rounds, I want you to take off your panties, and wear them on top of your head!"
"Who's number 2...?" Rei wondered under her breath, amused by this order. Judai blushed as she reached under her skirt and slid her underwear off. "It's Juri?!" Rei laughed uproariously. Even Asuka couldn't help but laugh behind her hand as Judai stuck her undies on top of her head.
"She looks like such a pervert!" Junko giggled under her breath. "Okay, next round."
"How many rounds do we play?" Judai asked.
"As long as we feel like." Junko teased, handing out the sticks again.
"I'm queen this time." Asuka showed her winning ticket. "Number 4, trade pants with Number 3." A moment of silence followed. "Who's 3 and 4?"
"I'm three," Momoe spoke up. "But... how can I trade pants with whoever 4 is? I don't have pants." Sure enough, Momoe wore a pink nightdress, creating some confusion.
"Then uh, trade all your clothes with Number 4 until one of you becomes queen." Asuka revised.
Judai turned bright red, feeling dirty for watching as Momoe stripped off her nightdress, bra, and panties, as Rei took off her pajama shirt, pants, and lingerie, the two redressing in the clothes of the other. Momoe, however, being several sizes larger than Rei, had some difficulty squeezing into her clothes. Rei, on the other hand, found herself too small for Momoe's clothes, the dress slipping down her shoulders, barely covering her cleavage, her panties falling down to her knees as she sat back down to accept her next stick, hoping it was the queen one. Unfortunately,
"It's me." Judai said awkwardly. "Um..." she thought for a moment about what to do. "I um... Want Asuka to..."
"You can't choose someone by name; that ruins the fun of the game." Momoe laughed, tugging at the front of her undersized pants to hide her camel toe.
"Okay then, I want... Number 1 to... um... give me a hug?" Unfortunately, instead of getting Asuka, it was Junko who who ended up pulling Judai into a hug, pulling her head into her chest.
It was Asuka's turn to feel jealously, wishing it were her in place of Junko, at the same time wishing she could shake off those feelings.
"Asuka? Asuka, it's time for the next round!" Judai spoke up, taking her panties off of her head at last.
"Oh?! Sorry." Asuka snapped out of her stupor and handed Judai her stick, which was once again shuffled in with the others.
"Yes! Me again!" Rei cheered, thrusting the queen-marked stick into the air, letting Momoe's clothes fall off and gladly accepting her own back. "Aw, I really liked this bra!" She pouted, one of the straps damaged.
"Sorry..." said Momoe sheepishly.
"Okay then! As your newly reinstated queen..." Rei continued, forgetting that she was still naked. "I want numbers 3 and 2 to kiss on the lips!"
"That's me." said Judai.
"Aw. Who gets to give our little angel Juri a kiss?" Momoe cooed, after pulling her nightdress back on.
"Me." Asuka answered, showing her number 3 stick.
"A-Asuka?" Judai blushed. Her heart started beating very fast as Asuka held her by the shoulders, just like before, and locked lips with her new roommate. For a few blissful seconds, nothing around her mattered. She was in heaven! And the only thing in the world that she cared for was the woman whose lips were locked to her own.
Even though they had already kissed before in the changing room, that was nothing more than an accident, one that surprised both of them. This, on the other hand, was something they both wanted, even though it was someone else who made them do it in the first place.
"Aw, that's so cute." Momoe gushed. "Rei, you're like a little cupid!" It was then that Rei remembered that she forgot to dress herself, covering herself with embarrassment as she fumbled to get her clothes back on, Junko and Momoe giggling at her, as Asuka's and Judai's kiss pressed on.
"Wow. They really seem to have a thing for each other." Rei commented, after finally dressing fully once more.
"Mm." Junko nodded. "Why don't we give them some privacy?" The others agreed, backing out of the room just before Asuka broke the connection between their lips.
"Ah! I'm... sorry, Ju-Juri." Asuka flustered.
"N-no I should be apologizing, I... er..." Judai muttered, her voice fading out, before slipping off the bed to change into her pajamas. Before pulling on her nightgown, though, her eyes fell on her diary, and, losing her attention on her state of dress, she sat down to fill in her second ever entry.
Asuka meanwhile, sat up on her bed against the wall, stuck between watching Judai and looking away from her. She reflected on the long kiss they shared just moments ago, unsure of what to feel, or how. Were Judai still a boy, she would think nothing of it, but it almost felt like questioning her own existence to think that it was another girl that she had kissed not just once, but twice in the same day!
"Judai?" She spoke up. "What do you think of me?" She knew the answer before the words even escaped her mouth, but she just wanted to hear the words from Judai.
"What do I think of you?" Judai repeated, turning away from the diary for a moment. "Well, I think you're a very smart person, a great duelist, and the best friend I could ask for."
"I don't mean like that," said Asuka, amused. "I meant... Never mind. I was just thinking about what happened earlier..."
"In the changing room?" Judai clarified. "I'm really sorry about that. I hope I didn't hurt you or anything."
"No, I..." But, tired and confused, Asuka simply sighed, deciding to close the matter... for now. "Never mind. Are you ready for bed?"
"Sure. I'm just finishing up..." Judai replied, scribbling a few more words into her diary before joining Asuka. She flinched upon remembering that both she and Asuka were only in their underwear, but Asuka didn't care; she simply invited Judai to sleep next to her, letting her experience once again the warmth of their bodies together.
"You know, Asuka? I like this feeling." Judai smiled childishly.
"What feeling is that?" Asuka asked.
"The feeling I get when I'm with you like this." Judai answered, huddling closer to her roommate. "The warm feeling when we huddle up together under the blanket like this. It's..." She yawned. "...It's so cozy..."
"I love this feeling too, Judai." Asuka smiled. "More than you know..." She added under her breath.
Judai's Womanhood Diary: Entry 2
Day 3 of Womanhood
Today was a lot more fun than I thought it would. I was uncertain when I told Chancellor Samejima that I agreed to stay in Obelisk Blue, but with Asuka by my side, I understood that I should never second guess what I feel is right.
A lot of crazy stuff happened today; First, I got my girl's uniform. Girl's clothing really doesn't feel nearly as bad as I thought it would. In fact, tight though it might feel, Asuka was right about a bra making my breasts feel less uncomfortable... it still feels strange to be talking about things like breasts and things ^^; I still sometimes get the feeling that Asuka might hurt me if she sees words like 'breasts' or 'bra' written in here, but I guess that's one of the things I gotta adjust to as a woman.
Just after that, I tripped and fell on top of Asuka, and we accidently kissed! I was scared that I might have turned Asuka away, but she says that she doesn't mind all that much... though, I can't help but feel that I did something to bother her in some way; she seems a little off-put around me or something.
Then we played this game with Junko, Momoe, and Rei called "Queen's Order," or something like that. It was crazy! Momoe was tickled by Asuka, then she was wearing Rei's clothes, Rei wearing Momoe's,and I got a hug from Junko when I got to play queen.
It felt a little odd to be around Rei without her trying to fawn over me once. Normally, when I'm around, she can't resist for a second, but since she thinks I'm 'Juri,' it really is just like I'm a whole different person.
And then at the end, Asuka and I kissed again! It felt like... It felt like... I can't even think of how I could possibly describe what it was like. I felt like we were the only ones in the room, in the world, and I couldn't let go of Asuka, and there was this warm, fuzzy feeling inside of me, and my heart was beating like crazy...
I guess I should ask Ayukawa-sensei about this some time. She might understand it a lot more than I could.
All I know is... It feels really good to be around Asuka.