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Sorry it had taken awhile for this to update fanfiction would not

allow me to update. i apologize if there are any spelling/grammer

mistakes, I dont have a Beta to go through my story,

anyways here is chap 3 hope you all enjoy.

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**JASPER**

As I finished the last page of the first chapter I couldn't help but think that it is Bella who wrote this. I went back to the first page of the book to see when it was published; it was only published not even a year ago. So how could this be Bella? She died 49 years ago. Maybe she didn't die? Maybe she ran away and just let everyone think she was dead. I cant see Bella doing though, she wouldn't do that to her father or her mother she would never do something that she knows would hurt the ones she loved so much.

Even with my vampire brain I couldn't seem to think about all that could have happened.

I pulled open my laptop deciding that I needed to do some research. I typed in Isabella Swam in to the search engine and all that came up was things that who knew before. She went missing 40 years ago and her father searched for over 5 months for her but found no leads. She was pronounced dead shortly after that. I than typed in Mary Whitlock and some articles came up about her book how it was on the New York best sellers list, that Mary had never appeared in public that she liked her private life. I clicked a few more articles and I found a PO BOX address it was in Chicago. There was no information about Mary herself though not where she had grown up or her age there was just nothing.

Frustrated with the search I shut down the laptop and sat there thinking for a while. Why would someone not even have a picture of himself or herself taken that just seem so odd to me? Could Bella have been turned into a vampire that's why she is keeping her identity a secret? But than that would not make sense why would she not try and find us? I just don't any answers to anything. God this is so frustrating.

If this really was Bella what this could mean for my family was unthinkable. Alice would be back to her old self-knowing that her best friend her sister was sill alive. And Edward what this would even mean for him. I can't even think about that right now.

I have to think about what I am going to do. Should I tell the others about this yet? Or should I wait until I know for sure? I wouldn't want to get all there hopes up for only everything to come crashing back down on them.

I think that I should at least tell Alice she would know what to do about everything. But if it is Bella why has Alice never seen her in her visions?

Right when we had heard that Bella went missing Alice would try and look into her future but she says all she would she was darkness. We had even gone back to forks to try and see if we could follow Bella's sent but everything was to old to follow.

After that we had lost all hope in ever finding Bella again. I couldn't imagine putting the family through that again. To put Edward through that again I really don't think that he would survive it this time.

With my mind made up to tell Alice I set out to find her. I went up to our room and there she was curled up into a tiny little ball on our bed. I could feel all of the despair coming off of her.

I went and sat down on the bed beside her and brushed her hair from her face. She opened her eyes and looked at me. I would do anything in my power to get the life back into her eyes. Her eyes were jet-black like she hasn't feed in awhile.

"Alice sweetie how about we go for a hunt? I also need to speak to you about something as well." I looked into her eyes and willed her to listen to me.

She got up wordlessly and went to the bedroom window and hoped out. I followed her out and ran up beside her. We were pretty far away from the house when we caught the sent of a herd of deer. We had both let our senses take over and each of us caught two deer each.

Alice looked over at me and her eyes were now the beautiful butterscotch that I was so used to on her. I could easily see the questions behind her eyes.

I motioned her to take a seat on a new by fallen log, she complied of course. I sat down beside her trying to think of a way to say what I had to say. There was no way of putting what I was about to say into words. I guess I should start from the beginning.

I took her small little hands in mine and looked at her once again. I took a deep relaxing breath even though it was not needed.

"Alice hunny I am about to tell you something but I don't want you to get ahead of yourself and jump to conclusions until I am finished and we talk about it alright?" I said, as I looked her square in the eyes.

She simply nodded her head to show me she understood what I was saying to her.

Well here goes nothing I thought to myself. " Okay well yesterday when I needed to get out of the house for awhile I ended up at a book store. I went to find some new things for myself to read, I had found what I was looking for and I had decided to see if I could find you a book to read as well to help get your mind off of things. Well I was looking for a book for you I had come across a book and the title caught my attention but not as much as the author's name that had wrote the book. The title of the book was called Guarding Angel or Fallen Angel and it was wrote my Mary Whitlock."

I had stopped there to see her reaction. It took a moment for it to set in and then I seen recognition in her face.

" Jasper I don't get it, I have not heard anyone with the same last name as you ever since I had met you." She truly looked adorable when she was confused.

" I know I thought it was strange as well and well Mary is your first name too, so I started to read the book and what I have read so far has been very confusing to me and I had thought that I should get you to read the first chapter and than we can continue reading the rest together and we can figure out what to do after"

" What do you mean figure it out after? Figure what out? You're not making any sense Jazz" She was beyond irritated with me now.

" I know Alice I don't know what I am talking about I'm so confused by this all that's why I needed you," I told her as I reached inside my pocket and handed her the book.

" Just read the first chapter than we will talk" I kissed her once gently on the lips and nodded my head towards the book in her hands. I watched as she opened the first page and began to read the book.

Every now and than I would hear her gasp or sob, I just kept rubbing her back and trying to keep her emotions as calm as I could. I didn't know if this was such a good idea anymore I could feel a lot of hope and excitement coming off of her and I really hoped that she wouldn't jump to conclusions just yet.

After she had read the first chapter she sat the book down and turned her head to look at me. She started to bounce her little body on the log and it was plain as anything that she thought that this was Bella Swan as well.

"JASPER DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS!!! SHES ALIVE SHES ALIVE SHE NEVER DID DIE OMG WE HAVE TO GO AND FIND THE OTHER AND TELL THEM OH MY EDWARD IS GOING TO BE SO HAPPY WE HAVE TO FIND HER JAZZ WE HAVE TOO!" she said in all of one breath. Her face so happy and hopeful it hurt to see because we would not be able to tell them until we knew more.

" Ali sweetie calm down. We don't know if it is her I know that it sounds a lot like her but we should find out more before we go and get every ones hopes up." I said gently. I could see the hurt in her eyes. I felt horrible for including her in this until I knew for sure that it is Bella.

" But Jazz it has to be her it just has to be. I have always had a feeling that she was still out there Jazz even though I could never see her."

"Okay Ali baby how about we read another chapter together and than we can figure out what to do after?" I was trying to keep her calm I know what this would mean to us if it was Bella but its just to hard to get my own hopes up.

She nodded her head and re opened the book to the next chapter, she looked at me and I nodded my head for her to continue reading.

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