A/N: Right, this is becoming more of an addiction now! 3rd chapter in less than 24 hours! I just want to say thankyou to the 89 viewers I've had! It doesn't sound much and you may think I shouldn't be bragging, but beings as I was expecting nothing this is amazing for me! Thankyou so much! :')

Disclaimer: I unfortunately do not own Big Time Rush.

Story time!

James awoke with a crushing guilt upon him. He had told Logan his best kept secret and now he would tell everyone, and go back to Minnesota with no friends, or dream. He sat up and scanned his room. Carlos wasn't in his bed, so James chuckled to himself not realising how long he'd slept. Everyone knew that if Carlos woke up before you, you were definitely late. James returned to his state of depression and got up, and put on his black wife beater. He climbed out of bed and shuffled his way out the door and collapsed down the slide.

When he stood up, he was just in time to say goodbye to Mrs. Knight and Katie before they went back to Minnesota for a couple of weeks.

"Bye boys! Be good! Oh James, I almost forgot you!" Mrs. Knight ran up and hugged James goodbye. James put on his fake smile and saw Kendall and Carlos talking to Katie over Mrs. Knight's shoulder.

"Bye Mama Knight." said James, "Laters Katie!"

"Bye kiddo!" Katie waved in reply.

Mrs. Knight got one more kiss off of Kendall before leaving. Kendall poked his head round the door and watched as the elevator doors closed on his mother and sister. "They're gone!" Shouted Kendall as Carlos dragged him back in and closed the door. James stood watching as Kendall and Carlos practically ripped off their shirts. James solely focused on Kendall. In James's mind, it was in slow-motion. Watching Kendall stretch up, his abs reflecting the sunlight perfectly.

"Er... James?" Carlos asked.

James snapped back into reality.

"Yeah?"

"Are you OK? You seem spaced out?"

"Yeah, how come you just took of your shirts like that?"

"Oh we're going to the pool!" Kendall interjected.

"That makes so much more sense." James said, maintaining his fake joy. "Is Logan up?"

"Yeah, are you going to see him?" asked Carlos.

"Yeah."

"Great! You can bring him up a glass of water. I was supposed to about a half an hour ago..." Carlos chuckled then ran out to the pool. Kendall blushed and gave a half-smile and chased Carlos. James was slightly confused. Why did Kendall blush at him? James shrugged it off and walked upstairs.

Logan was comfortably resting in his bed. His first night with the cast didn't go so bad. Yes he woke up a couple times to either searing pain or Kendall's snoring. But he could manage. Logan was disrupted from his mellow thoughts by a, yet again, teary-eyed James. Logan felt happy James had let out his secret, even if he did blackmail him. Logan didn't show his happiness though, as to him he was happy because James told him he was gay. To everyone else, James walked into his bedroom crying and Logan had a massive grin on his face.

"What's up now?" Logan said, finally realising the seriousness of the matter, straightening out his face.

"I just saw him again. But he took off his shirt right in front of me."

"There's something else isn't there?"

"Logan, how did you? Never mind. Yes, instead of just rushing out, he smiled at me, and blushed! It's not like he's nervous about me seeing him with his shirt off, because that's happened lots of times." James stared off into the distance.

"JAMES!" Logan shouted, bringing James back into the room. "I have no idea what's up with Kendall, but I think you should control this crying business every time you see him! You need to control yourself James. Now, as you're friend, I'm going to talk to Kendall to see-"

"NO LOGAN YOU CAN'T" James cried. "HE CAN'T KNOW! NO ONE ELSE CAN KNOW! THEY'LL HATE ME! THEY'LL SEND ME BACK!"

"James," Logan chuckled, "we won't hate you! He may not like you back but he won't shun you! No one will, WE'RE IN LA! I just want you to be happy. I want to get this over with so you can go back to being normal again."

James walked over to the top of Logan's bed, not breaking eye contact once.

Down at the pool, Kendall and Carlos were sitting on sun beds relaxing. Carlos turned to Kendall.

"Hot damn Kendall!" he said.

"Yes?" Kendall turned with a quizzical look on his face.

"You haven't stopped blushing since we got out of the apartment!"

"Carlos, I'm just sunburnt!"

"Kendall, I'm not stupid. You've put so much sun block on; I swear you've gone through four tubes! You couldn't possibly burn!"

Kendall turned a deep shade of red.

"SEE!" Carlos cried excitedly. "Come on, you can talk to old Carlitos over here!"

"Wait, 'Old Carlitos'? What are you on about?"

"I thought it sounded more mature."

"Well I'm still telling you nothing." With that, Kendall got up.

"Where are you going?" Carlos asked, also rising from his chair.

"I'm going to take a shower. I need to get rid of all this sun block."

"Whatever, I'm gonna chill with Logan."

Both boys walked back up the stairs to 2J.

Logan jumped when he heard the front door of 2J slam shut. James walked over and peered over the balcony.

"Carlos and Kendall are home." James sighed, returning to Logan's side. They heard the shower turn on and waited for a small while. No bangs or crashes were heard, so they could safely assume that it was Kendall in the shower. James bit on his bottom lip at the thought of this. Logan sighed sarcastically and rolled his eyes.

"Logan, can I say thankyou for being here for me. Although you're stuck in bed for the next few days, it's nice to know I could just talk to someone. It's also amazing how calm and open you are with my secret. You're just so thoughtful, and well basically..."

James leaned over and softly kissed Logan. Logan's eyes widened, and before he could react, the door opened.

"Hey Logie, you have the pleasure of- OH MY!"

It was Carlos.

"CARLOS!" Logan cried, "It's not what it looks like!"

A/N: Well, chapter 3 is done! Like I said last time, I don't know when the next chapter will be uploaded, but hopefully it will be soon.

Reviews are welcomed with open arms! And constructive criticism will be tolerated.

I've noticed that these chapters are getting shorter and shorter. I'll lengthen future ones!