So this is my Cook story continued it is only in little bits at a time but I don't have much time anyway because of school and coursework and stuff so please bare with me on this one, as it is my first story that I have continued and wish to carry on continuing...please review love to hear what you think cheer enjoy...=]
Effy and me arrived back at Freddie's shed and just sat there thinking again about what I had just shown Eff,
"What am I going to do without him Cook, I don't think I can move on from Freddie, it was him I spent all summer thinking about, it was him I came back for; I went mad because I couldn't handle what I felt for him as it was too strong," Effy said with a tear in her eyes, as much as it pained me to hear her confess her love for Freddie to me, but I had to be supportive to her,
"Eff I said it already, Freddie knew you loved him when he died, I know you cant forget him but you gotta get on with your life, babes, it will be hard for us all to move on but first stop we tell Karen about her brother, yeah," I replied and she nodded her head in agreement.
As I opened the door of the shed Karen was standing there glancing at me,
"What do you have to tell Karen about her brother Cook, what has happened to Freddie Cook?" Karen asked in a serious tone,
"Karen I found Freedie as you asked princess, but there was a little hiccup, I might have got there a bit to late," I said with a worried face wondering what the reply was going to be,
"What the fuck are you talking about? Cook what has happened Freddie, he is my fucking brother Cook, you stupid idiot, what do you mean you got there to late…I bet it is because of you, isn't it?" she said pointing her finger at Effy,
"Karen right you cannot just blame Eff like that, Foster was a mental bucket and that isn't Eff's fault," I said defending Effy,
"If he never got involved with her then 'Foster' wouldn't have known who Freddie was, he was my brother, still I don't know what has happened to him, and I deserve to know, cause he is my brother and I love him more than any of you ever will," she said bursting into tears,
"Karen, Effy feels bad already but don't blame her, look Karen your right you do deserve to know what happened, Freddie is dead and Foster is to, so he cant get to anybody else, alright!"
"No Cook that isn't alright you just told me that my brother is fucking dead, how the fuck do you expect me to be alright, you twat!" shouting in response to my horrible choice of words still crying.
Karen collapsed to the ground and Effy joint her and comforted her, I just watched in despair that all this hurt was caused by a man who wanted something that he couldn't have. Lately that seems to be the theme in causes of hurt and death. That girl that nearly split Noam's and Em's up for good, the girl who topped herself because she wanted someone that was taken and that she couldn't get. It just pisses me off that one person could do that, then that one problem leads to another then it leads to an uncontrollable spiral of pain and angst. Now there is a hole in everybody's lives that can never be replaced or forgotten.
With all the thinking, fucking messing with my mind, I lighted a spliff and gave one to Eff and Karen, it calmed the mood a bit more and made it less tense between us all. After I while I tried to lighten the mood even more
"Where is Kylie when you need her, ay? " it worked and we all laughed awkwardly,
"Yeah you proper put your heart into that dance and your ass, you can really wiggle that bum of your Cook, I'm impressed," Karen said in a lighter tone than I expected,
"Well I can do a lot of things you don't know about Karen," I said in a flirtatious manner and winked at her,
"Cook what are we going to do now we can't just keep this information to ourselves, Freddie deserves a proper sent off with everybody there, he deserves a nice funeral followed by the best piss up known to Bristol," Effy said with passion in her voice,
"Hold up Effy, I have to tell my dad first and then the police because people out there need to know that people like Foster who will do anything to get the thing they want if they try hard enough, and tackle anything and anyone in their way and don't stop to consider anybody's feelings in the process, just like he did to my brother we have to tell the police Cook, you have to come forward."
So is Cook going to risk coming forward to the police with the information and risk going back in jail at the same time and loosing Effy and everyone he loves or is he just going to be stubborn and keep running??? have to find out next time...again please bare with me I will continue and dont forget review aswell...very important...=]