Kendall was so hurt he couldn't believe james lied to him. Kendall got out of the car and ran to his apartment and in his room ignoring logan questioning look. He slammed his door shut and cried in his arms. Jamey or james ran after him to his apartment knowing exactly which one to go to since he has been to this place a lot. He knocked on the door and logan answered the door. logan looked at Jamey and asked what happened because kendall came in here crying and jamey was crying also. James looked at logan and knew by the questions that kendall didn't tell logan that he was really james. He asked logan if he can go to see kendall. Logan didn't think it was a good idea but he moved aside to let Jamey in. As soon as logan moved james ran to kendall's room. Not stopping until he got there. When he finally reached the door he knocked on it a couple times. Hoping that kendall opens it. But to james dismay kendall didn't open the door. He turned his back towards the door and lid down until his butt hit the ground. He knocked again but no response. James was crying in his hands. This was what he was trying to avoid kendall being hurt and ruining their friendship. james just wanted kendall to love not hate him. james heard that kendall was crying softly in his room. He felt so bad that he did this to him. james knocked again and this time kendall opened the door. Kendall saw james sitting on his butt crying. He looked away and went back to his bed waiting for james o speak. Kendall waited a few minutes so james could think of something to say but he wasn't saying anything. This made kendall aggravated. If your going sit there and say nothing then get out kendall yelled. James flinched out the outburst but he heard the pain in his voice when he screamed. James finally spoke not knowing what to say so he started out by apologizing for what he did that he never meant to hurt him but he couldn't control himself so he tried to ignore kendall every possible way but kendall found him a lot of the times. Then the manager gave him an apartment on the same floor as kendall he tried pleading with the man to give him a different one but h said no. kendall turned around and asked james why he didn't just tell who he was instead of lying to him they still would have been friends still. James felt bad for lying now but he didn't know this before. He told kendall that he liked him or a while. That he was too scared to tell him. Kendall told him that they were friends for life and that wouldn't have changed. James had hope in his heart that they were still friends but he wasn't sure so he asked kendall if they were still friends. Kendall said yes but he is very upset and needed time to cool down and process this. James got up and told kendall to have a goodnight and that he was really sorry. At that he walked out of the room and out to his home. Kendall was still upset about the whole thing he couldn't think straight his mind was on james and how much fun they had together. But now he was thinking about what he just learned from his best friend. He actually went on a date with him and touched and kissed his best friend. he couldn't get that kiss out of his mind. It lingered there like it was the only thought their which it probably was because. He decided to go get something to eat so he can think clearly. He walked in the kitchen and grabbed a bowl and some milk. He poured some honey nut cheerios into a bowl then the milk and grabbed a spoon. He didn't care that he was getting cereal at 11 at night he wanted it and nothing was stopping him so he got it. As he was walking back to his room logan stopped him and asked him to come here. Kendall asked what's up while scooping a big bite in his mouth. Logan asked why he came back crying and why Jamey ran to the door crying after you. Kendal didn't feel like discussing it but he knew logan would keep bugging him if he doesn't say anything. He told logan that Jamey is really james and when they went on date he kissed and touched him and now he can't get james out his head. Logan mouth was in the shape of an O. kendall was surprised that he laughed but logan expression was too funny. Kendall had to reach over and closed his mouth. Logan shook his head like that was going to clear his thoughts which it had worked because he asked kendall if he liked james. Kendall just shrugged his shoulders which logan didn't like that response so he asked again but a little tone in his voice. Kendall was taken aback by his tone and screamed no yes I don't know I'm really confused right now. I always thought I was straight but that kiss me and james shared is making me believe differently. Kendall then started to cry again and logan just grabbed kendall and giving him a comforting hug. Kendall leaned back from the hug and told logan that he was tired and is going to bed. Logan nodded his head in agreement and they walked to their rooms. Kendall laid down still thinking about james. He had a feeling that he was going to only getting a like two hours of sleep tops. He tried to lie down and force himself to sleep. After about two hours he gave up on trying to go to sleep. Kendall got up and thought more about james and all the things he they did. How he would feel when james touched him and when he seen him come over his house. Kendall's eyes got really wide like they were going pop out. He got up as fast as he could and ran to james apartment. He stumbled along the way but didn't care he had to get to james. When he finally reached his destination he seen that james door was ajar. He saw through the part of the door that was open that james was lying on the floor with a big pile of blood around him. kendall pushed the door open only to find this man standing by james. He looked like a typical burglar. He was dressed in black pants and shirt a black hat and black running shoes. He tried to hit kendall but kendall missed and kendall grabbed a bat and swung at the man but missed then he swung again and he hit him this time. He fell to the floor unconscious. Kendall then ran to james and felt his neck to see if he had a pulse. Kendall was happy to know that he did but it was faint so he had to get him to a hospital he felt in his pockets for his phone but he forgot he left it in his room. So he got james phone out of his jacket pocket. He dialed 911 and told the lady that he needed help at the palm woods. He dropped the phone to the floor when he heard the lady say they are on their way. He went next to james and hugged him on the floor. He tried speaking to him but there was no response as he suspected but he could only wish. The ambulance finally arrived and put james on a stretcher he brought him to the ambulance and kendall went to get in but was stopped by a man he said that only family was allowed kendall felt bad for a minute but he just thought of a lie and said that he was the girl's wife. The man moved aside not really believing him but they needed to get there. He got in and held on to james hand. They got to the hospital and brought james to a room to get him awake. Kendall was watching from outside the room. Kendall was tearing he watched as they worked on james. He bent down into is knees and hugged them tight praying for james to make it. He stopped what he was doing when he heart monitor go flat line. He got up and was now crying hysterically. He couldn't loose james now. He didn't want him to die now not like this. He wanted him to grow old and grey and die of old age. Kendall was crying so hard h blacked out.