Chapter 3: Could I...ever love you?
Disclaimer: How much times I got to say it I don't own Victorious, I wish I did but I don't.
I wake up with Tori's arm around my waist and her head on my shoulder. "Tori, Tori" I shake her a little bit. "Huh...oh, sorry, Jade" she says quickly moving away. I turn to face her and ask "what is there to be sorry for?" I don't even know what I am saying, well I do, I just don't know why. She just chuckles and closes her eyes again. "Hey!" I shout "wake up!" she just laughs and opens her eyes again. "I wasn't going back to sleep, silly" she shouts back. I just laugh along with her while I get up, off the bed. She follows behind me as we walk downstairs. "Are you hungry?" I ask her since she is at my house and she is my guest I have to at least feed her.
"Yeah sure whip something up, Chef Jade" she says while laughing. "Ha well your funny, how about you whip something up" I say back, jokingly. "But, but I'm the guest" she says innocently almost, almost like Cat. I just shake that thought out of my head. "Well what do want then?" I ask she just shrugs her shoulders and sits on the couch, to turn on the tv. "Um surprise me" she says I walk myself into the kitchen and begin cooking pancakes, eggs, and bacon. But I drop a egg, it's been a long time since the last time I cooked. I hear her laughing in the distance, shouting "need help in there?" "Yes" I shout back. "Ok, here I am" she shouts, even though she is in the same room as me.
She helps me clean up the mess I made before helping me cook. I begin stirring the eggs until I feel her come behind me, her breathe on the back of my neck. And I shiver, "your not stirring it right" she whispers, while grabbing my hand. She lays her head on my shoulder and begins using my hand to stir. She uses my other free hand to grab the pancake mix, and pours it into the eggs. We make breakfast like that the whole rest of the time. And I don't push her away the whole time. When the breakfast is done she finally lets go of me. "Well now you know how to make breakfast the right way" she says. We just both laugh and make our plates.
"Thanks" I whisper but loud enough so she can hear me. "Your welcome, Jade" she whispers back I just smile, she is making me happy. Finally I am feeling happiness again, and it's all because Tori. "Mm... this is good" we both shout at the same time. We both look at each other and laugh, watching tv, well spongebob. I always used to watch spongebob with Cat, in the mornings. When she spent a night, which was everyday, she basically lived here. "I will wash the dishes" Tori says "are you sure?" I ask. She nods, grabs my plate and starts walking to the kitchen sink. I watch her, I don't know why, but I watch her. Wash the dishes in the kitchen, she looks up at me every few seconds. And everytime she does we both smile at each other.
Once she is done she comes right back to me and sits back down on the couch. "Than..." she puts her finger on my lips to shush me up. "You don't have to say thank you, alright" she says then smiles. I nod and smile back, she removes her fingers from my lips. But she doesn't look away from me. "So, you like watching me, wash dishes?" she asks, not looking away. I blush, why do I blush? I know I am because I can feel my cheeks light up. So I quickly nod and turn away, she just laughs and says "too cute." I turn back to look at her and shout "I'm not cute!" while still blushing. She smiles, putting her hand on my cheek and whispers "yes you are, to me."
I smile back and she kisses me, on my cheek when she pulls away I can see her blushing. "Ha well look at you, your cute too" I say and we just both laugh. Why am I acting this way? Tori isn't my lover and I'm not a lovey dovey person. I don't know what's happening.