Sephy~3

Callum's home, alive.I was so happy, I thought my life would be perfect, but it isn't.

Callum hates me. Why? I don't know. Meggie to me that he probably blames us for Jude's death, but we had nothing to do with it. Meggie seems kind of relaxed about it but I'm not. I love him and Callie so much, I would do anything for them. Their all I have. But he just won't talk to me. Why? I didn't do anything.

"Callum, we need to talk" I banged on his door. "We need too talk" I repeated.

"Go away!" Callum shouted with so much venom in his voice, that i was scared. Meggie was out, so here was my chance to talk to him without her interrupting us and saying "It's OK, he'll get over it".

"Callum, come on" I was so desperate.

"No!"

I barged into the room.

"Get out" he said, resisting to look at my face.

"I'm staying. We need to sort this out"

"What's to sort out,you are so happy I'm alive, I'm not. You're so happy my brothers dead, I'm not. You're going to move out and spoil Rose because your a Cross. I'm not. Now leave." A tear dropped from his face, he quickly wiped it away.

"Callum, how could you see it like that, I wouldn't care if you were...a Marsion from Mars" he instantly stared at me.

"Go." he said turning around.

I spun him round and kissed him. I wrapped my arms around him, and he pushed me away.

"Sephy, I don't want to talk to you, or be with you right now because I'll harm you. I'm full of anger and hatred for the world, I wish my brother were alive-"

I couldn't resist. I loved him too much to stop. My lips were back on his. Our tongues were dancing, and I was feeling every part of his body. I was feeling the part of him he didn't was me to feel, so he stepped back and slapped my face, hard, and boy did it hurt. Why was Callum so hard to connect with now. He was so soft,and kind before he missed me when I went to Chivers' boarding school. That's were I'd lost him and I had found him the night we made love and it was the best, most wonderful night of my life. Could he remember that he loved me that much to connect his body with mine? I love him, but now he hates me.

I was wailing on the floor, my cheek was red hot., I rubbed my cheek. It hurt me so much, from the inside, out. I cried out loud for the world to hear. I was frightened now. I was crawling away from the boy I loved.

Callum...

"S-Sephy, I'm sorry." he moved towards me and I immediately moved away from him."I don't know you... I never did. G-Go, leave my life. I don't need you" I whispered. I was so lost, so hurt. All I wanted was his love. "I don't need you! I'm packing my bags, and leaving you!"I was suddenly infuriated. How dare he take my heart. He's already ruined it. I couldn't stay here.

But I loved him

I can't stay with a person like this. He could find someone else to r-rape. " That's all that night was to you, wasn't it. You Raped me! You didn't care about me, That was just your cover so that people will feel sympathy for you, us. I...I hate you Callum, you son of bitch! Didn't you ever care for me!?" he shook his head. Gosh, what fool did he take me for.

Why was I saying this, I don't even believe this. I love him.

No I don't.

Once he saw that I was finished, he started to talk.

" S-Sephy, don't be like this. I love you. what's the matter with you. Why the hell did you think I made love with you? It wasn't rape I love you. I love you, do ya here me? Please ... Sephy, I love you Sephy, I love you Sephy, I love you S-"

"Shut up! I'm taking Callie with me, and you will never see me or her, ever again."

"I love you Sephy" he repeated "I do, I do..." he started to cry, hard. He sat on the bed, and cried.

Callum

"I don't expect your sympathy. I know you don't think I'm any better than a blanker! I know now that you hate me, so I'll leave. You stay. I love you though, that will never change. You've changed I know that now". He continued to cry, however he got up and kissed my cheek. I hugged him, as tight as I could. " I get over the top sometimes, Callum. I know you probably won't forgive me or yourself, but I have."

"I have forgiven you for everything that you do already. I'm so sorry I've been acting like this, I love you."

"I can't believe that straight away, after you slapped me." I just couldn't.

"You loved me, it seems that all I bring to people I love, pain and misery." he wouldn't stop crying. I hugged him softly, to comfort him.

Suddenly, I heard the front door open. I flinched. Who was it. Was Meggie home? I couldn't hear any footsteps. I think Callum heard it too. He looked so frightened, he held me tight and whispered to me. "Sephy, someone's here to kill us." I gasped, I was so scared, that I fainted.

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