Sorry for taking so long to update any of my stories. I've just been dealing with a lot, but now I'm pretty sure I've got things sorted, look for lots of updates/new stories from me.
Disclaimer: Once again, Glee and Glee Live! are not mine. The characters to not belong to me. The song is Darren's. Blah blah blah.
Please, enjoy!
To say that he was nervous was an understatement. Guitar in hand, standing at the front of the crowded bus, this was completely different for him. Usually able to but on his performance character, he kept that part of him back, letting his true self show - for Kurt.
I've been alone
Surrounded by darkness
And I've seen how heartless
The world can be
Blaine held back the tears he knew could spring up at any time. Thinking back to the time before he knew Kurt, before he had transferred to Dalton, before he really knew love.
I've seen you crying
You felt like it's hopeless
I'll always do my best
To make you see
Singing the lyrics he wrote, he can picture everything in his head. Everytime he saw Kurt cry and was there to comfort him and all the times he knew his boyfriend needed him and he wasn't there because the fates were cruel.
Baby, you're not alone
Cause you're here with me
And nothing's ever gonna bring us down
Cause nothing can keep me from lovin' you
And you know it's true
It don't matter what'll come to be
Our love is all we need to make it through
The memory of their first i love you's flashed in his mind. The coffee shop, Kurt prattling on about New York and he just couldn't hold it in anymore. They loved each other, and together they could do anything.
Now I know it ain't easy
But it ain't hard trying
Every time I see you smiling
And I feel you so close to me
They had been through so much together already and they had known each other for less than a year. For most of that time, Blaine felt as though he needed to be a mentor to Kurt, to guide him as a friend. But what he failed to realize, he saw now, was that he could have been both for Kurt.
And you tell me
Baby, you're not alone
Cause you're here with me
And nothing's ever gonna bring us down
Cause nothing can keep me from lovin' you
And you know it's true
It don't matter what'll come to be
Our love is all we need to make it through
They got each other out of this. That is what he told Kurt after they lost regionals. They had something special and no one could take that from them.
I still have trouble
I trip and stumble
Trying to make sense of things sometimes
I look for reasons
But I don't need 'em
All I need is to look in your eyes
He knew he pretended a lot, that he knows everything and knows how to handle things, but most of the time, he just fakes it. He really has no clue what he's doing, but Kurt is helping in through it all. He has made some bad decisions, like singing to Jeremiah, but Kurt stood by his side. Kurt was always there for him, even when he didn't know himself.
And I realize
Baby, I'm not alone
Cause you're here with me
And nothing's ever gonna bring us down
Cause nothing can keep me from lovin' you
And you know it's true
It don't matter what'll come to be
Our love is all we need to make it through
He wasn't alone anymore. Kurt had changed so much in his life. Made him realize what was important. What was truly important. Their love.
Cause you're here with me
And nothing's ever gonna bring us down
Cause nothing, nothing, nothing can keep me from lovin' you
And you know it's true
It don't matter what'll come to be
You know our love is all we need
Our love is all we need to make it through
He played a few more notes on his borrowed guitar then silenced that too. The bus was silent and he vaguely wondered if it had been silent the entire time he was playing. Focusing on Kurt and his lyrics, he had basically blocked everything else out.
Kurt's hands were balled together, covering his mouth. Other than that, he wasn't too sure since Kurt was near the back of the group. He felt very self conscious, standing up there still, guitar slung over his shoulders. Without his stage persona, he felt very exposed and his first instinct was to rub his hand across his neck and divert his eyes from everyone.
"That was beautiful" he heard Lauren whisper very loudly to Puck, "why don't you do that for me?" That first comment must have broke the silent spell over them, becuase then Kurt rushed at him, tears gleaming in his eyes.
"Oh, Blaine," they hugged, both with wet eyes. Puck coughed loudly and started up the normal music again. For being such a bad ass, he knew how to help his brotha' out. After a short time, everyone resumed their party party, only once in a while looking at the couple still hugging at the front.
"That was beautiful," Kurt whispered into Blaine's ear. He didn't want to let go of his boyfriend and it probably would have taken a nuclear war to make him do so.
"You inspire me, Kurt."
"Well, Mr. Full of Surprises" he was smiling now, almost a devilish smirk on his face, "do you have any more secret talents?"
"That's for me to know and you to find out," he returned his boyfriend's smirk. He sure was full of surprises and he really couldn't wait until Kurt found out about them.
It was the early hours of the morning before the party broke up. The Warblers, including Blaine, decided to sleep on the bus, wanting the entire "Tour" experience, while New Directions decided to take advantage of the hotel and sleep in actual beds.
Blaine and Kurt really didn't want to part from each other, but knowing that they would see each other in the morning, and every day for the next two months, made it a lot easier. This was going to be the best summer ever.
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