I was feeling so shit it was unreal.
The Pond's, The Doctor and Matt and Lexi were all still in The TARDIS whilst Me, Jack, Martha and Ianto were in the hub. Martha was sitting at her desk with Jack, Ianto was sweeping and I was laying on the sofa.
"Fucking hell I feel crap." I complained.
"Stop moaning!" Jack smirked at me, as I stuck my tounge out at him. "Not that bad are you then? What's wrong with you again?"
"Feel really sicky and bleurgh." I replied, Martha shooting me a eye wide shot from behind Jack. "I'll be ok though." I replied quickly.
I had lost the pregnancy test. It had fell out of my sleeve and onto the floor, but I didnt know where it went. I had never thought of getting another one, I guess I just thought it would be one of those things that you can just forget about, and it'll go away. But if I was, it wouldnt be going anywhere quickly would it? I needed to find out, quickly.
I still hadn't spoken to Lexi about what had happened, and I didnt exactly want to, but I knew I had to. Jack smiled at me and walked off somewhere, while I walked to my desk.
Instant messaging
Doctor Martha Jones: I'll get them all to go out somewhere, and I will find out once and for all if you are or not. xx
Gwen Harkness: Ok xx
"Erm, Yan, Jack?" Martha called out.
"Yeah?" Jack called back.
"Can you two go ask The Doctor if he has any of those patches from when we were at new earth? He'll know what I mean."
They both came walking out into the hub again. "Does it need two of us?" Jack laughed.
"I need to go upstairs anyway, nobody's on the desk." Ianto said, quickly kissing Martha and walking out the door and heading upstairs, Jack following.
We raced to our feet and into the autopsy bay, as I jumped onto the table, lifting up my top while Martha set up the equipment.
"What if I am Martha? Shit shit shit!" I bit my lip, freaking out. "Oh my god, how can this even be happening?"
"Gwen, working for Torchwood, the pill aint gonna work, radiation and being in The TARDIS and everything. Swear to god once this is all over and sorted and Owen is back, we are gonna develop a new, stronger contraceptive pill, it will save us so much hassle." She squirted the gel onto my stoumach and began the scan. The lights started to flicker and the screen starting going fuzzy. "NO NO NO!" Martha grumbled.
"HEY GUYS!"
"Shit." We both said.
"There's been a power cut and oh-"
Matt was frozen to the spot, the torchlight on us, the scan stick on my stoumach, we were frozen, looking at each other.
"Matt what's wrong? Oh here you-" Everyone else came up behind him, everyone still, looking at me.
"Well this is officially awkward..." The Doctor mumbled.
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"HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU NOT TELL ME YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE PREGNANT!"
"I DIDNT EVEN KNOW MYSELF, I TOOK A TEST THEN ITS ALL 'OOH PLANET OF THE COFFEE SHOPS' AND THE TEST FELL OUT OF MY SLEEVE, SO MARTHA SAID SHE WOULD DO THE SCAN! WHEN WAS I SUPPOSED TO TELL YOU?"
"SO MARTHA KNEW BEFORE ME?"
"SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND, SHE WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN YOU WAS SWANNING OFF EVERYWHERE!"
"WE WERE RUNNING FROM THE WHOLE WORLD GWEN! SORRY IF I WAS TRYING TO STOP US BEING KILLED!"
"I WASN'T TALKING ABOUT THAT AND YOU KNOW IT."
Jack was pacing quickly up and down his office, whilst I sat on his desk, watching him, tears streaming down my face, my throat hoarse from the shouting, whilst the others sat awkwardly in the hub. He stopped and took my hands.
"Do you think you are?"
"I dont know, everytime I get near to finding out, something gets in the way."
He kissed me lightly, as I wrapped my arms around him.
"Jack. Do you think its too soon?"
"She never existed Gwen."
"But she was still part of us, we all remember her. We ran and ducked and dived from the whole world for months, it still happened. How am I meant to forget all that?"
"We soldier on."
"Keep doing what we do." I finished. "But if its another baby, what if-"
"She wont come back."
"How can you be sure of that though?"
"I cant." He sighed, brushing my cheek. "But I- we, will do everything to make sure it doesnt happen."
"Guess we better find out then..." He grabbed my hand and we walked to the autopsy bay, where Martha and everyone was ready and had the results.
"You ready?"
We nodded, Jack squeezing my hand as I sat on the table.
"Well... Gwen. Your pregnant."
My whole world came crashing down around me. I wasnt happy, but wasnt upset. I didnt feel like I did when I found out I was pregnant with Rivaella, but it was similar.
"I'm not ready for this." I blurted out. Shit, did I just say that out loud? I wasnt even aware I was saying it, let alone thinking it. Lexi got up and walked out, as I watched her every move. She knew something, I could tell, she was such a sweet girl, her reason for being upset about the baby was out of pure vain, and that wasnt her. I bounded up and chased after her, as she approached the cog door, everyone following me behind.
"LEXI!" I shouted, she turned and looked at me, bashing on the door for it to hurry. "DONT TRY AND RUN!"
Matt tried to run forward to me, being pulled back by River. "LEAVE HER ALONE GWEN!" He shouted to me.
I turned back round to him, stroking his hair. "Oh Matty I'm sorry." I said before turning back round to her. "Lexi, I'm not gonna hurt you, but I think we both know now, your hiding more than you actually know, your not spitefull, I know that. Now please, you know something. I can help."
"YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHATSOEVER!" She screamed at me. "I WAS LEFT ON MY OWN, MY PARENTS HAVE NO CLUE THAT I'M AROUND!"
"Yes I know!" I said, starting to cry. "And I'm sorry about that, but please tell me what's going on."
"The Risen." She said. So now we were gonna finally find out what this 'Risen' was. "Rise means rose." My heart started to speed up. "Rose, flowers. They rise from the ground to show their beauty, and look better than any other flower, but if anybody tries to stop their happiness, tries to pick them, they have thorns. Rose's may look amazing and beautiful, but inside they are twisted and warped." She sighed looking at us all. "It may look like I'm trying to hurt you all, but once this is all over with, you'll understand why I had to do this. Toshiko and Owen will already be there, they've been warned. I'm so sorry."
A bright light flashed and we appeared in a massive room, like a warehouse. On the walls in blood it read: TORCHWOOD 4. But it was lost?
"Tosh! Owen!" They ran over to me, pulling them into hugs.
"CANT EVEN ENJOY MY BLOODY HONEYMOON!" Owen shouted.
I span back round to the others, looking at The Doctor and River, Matt holding Lexi as she sobbed into his shoulder. "When this is over, you go, properly. Not like last time, you take them and you get out of here, never come back ok?"
"Oh Torchwood, this is gonna be our greatest battle yet."
I span round and saw her, Rose. I was bloody fed up of seeing her to be honest. "What the fuck do you want now?" I spat at her.
Before she could reply, Lexi stepped forward, looking her in the eye.
"Well Rose." She said bravely. "It's been a while hasn't it?"
"You could say that."
"Lexi!" Matt shouted, being kept back by The Doctor. "What are you doing?"
"It's ok sweetie, it'll be all over soon." She looked back at Rose. "What is it now?" She growled at her
"Time to tell."
"No." She spat out at her. "There have been... changes. I dont have to reveal it now."
"WHAT IS GOING ON?" We all shouted, I ran over to Jack, squeezing my hand.
"Oh Gwenny, Gwenny, Gwenny! Little Alexabelle has been hiding a secret from you all, something that will change each and everyone one of your lives." Rose smirked at us. "When she thought you were pregnant, she didnt get upset about it incase she lost her place in The TARDIS!"
"It doesnt matter about the baby!" I shouted at her.
"Oh yes it does, because your not really pregnant."
"Sorry what?" I spat out.
"I just planted a false image, I needed her to think you were pregnant so she would finish of the plan."
"And what is this 'plan'?" Jack asked.
"Oh of course Jack, this'll break you heart just as much as Gwen's! There's a little rhyme about this, a puzzle, riddle if you will."
"I swear to god Rose, if this is just some stupid piss take-"
"Alexabelle, Belle Belle, your true loves mother is River, Belle Belle, Alexabelle, your family are all killers, Belle Belle, Alexabelle, they had you and they lost you, Belle Belle, Alexabelle they watched over and cooed to you..."
"Yeah she was abandoned by her family bu-"
"Belle Belle Alexabelle, your ending, the risen comes nearer, belle belle Alexabelle, your eyes are getting tearier..." She smirked. Lexi took a step backwards, shaking. "Belle Belle, Alexabelle, Gwen will now see it clearer, Belle Belle, Alexabelle, its now time that you tell her."
She leant forward slightly to Lexi, grinning evilly at her.
"Belle Belle, Alexabelle, you are really Rivaella."
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