again, sorry for ooc xanxus / n \

"Hey, Akiyama. Are you like half Japanese or something?"

"No, I'm full. Please leave me alone." A gang of guys surrounded me in hallway outside the dinner hall. I had just been finishing up the cleaning and it seemed like everyone else had left me behind without bothering to help. "I have work to do so if you could move." I gritted my teeth as one of them pushed me back.

"Hey, hey. Don't speak to us in that tone. You're just a lowly servant." The couple of guys laughed at the statement as if it was some really funny joke.

"Just leave me alone!" I stepped up the guy in front of me. Glaring daggers at him I tried to push my way through. But they wouldn't let me. What the heck is wrong with them? Don't they have better things to do?

"Akiyama, you're pretty cute. You wanna hang out with us? We'll be really nice."

"If you want to fuck then get a prostitute."

"But you're more beautiful than any of the prostitutes we've hung out with."

"That's disgusting. Leave me alone." I scowled and turned away from them. I don't think I can get out of this sticky situation any time soon. My guess was right. As soon as I took a step back a hand grabbed my arm and held it in a strong grip.

"Oi, it's rude to ignore a rank higher than yours."

"Then act like you're my superiors and not some desperate shit heads wanting some action."

It's not like I wasn't the expecting the punch. It just came way faster than I thought. The pain was incredible. I nurtured my cheek as I sat on the ground with the group of guys surrounding me. "What the fuck did you say?"

I spit out the blood in my mouth. "Are you deaf now too?" I was kicked back a few feet. Clutching my throbbing stomach I struggled to even get up. I let out a low groan as I felt pain spring up from my side. Ugh, this is why I didn't want to work under the mafia. This is exactly why. These prideful animals were spiteful and arrogant. One blow to their ego and they crash your world in the next second.

"Akiyama, are you gonna talk to us like that again?" The leader, the guy with spiky blond hair and a bunch of earrings made his way towards me. My eyes slightly widened and I visibly cringed as he leaned down, leering at me with a dangerous look. "Aren't you cute when you're scared? I'll let you off if you give me a blow."

"Fuck off." I managed to whisper. Another punch was thrown. Like last time my face wasn't so lucky. I let out a small shriek as I felt sharp pains resonating from my nose. I was totally losing it now. Along with my nose hurting like shit, my head, throbbing with pain, wasn't helping me think straight.

"What the fuck are you pieces of trash doing?"

The voice came from the other end of the hallway. Even though I could barely register he voice It sounded annoyed. Apparently the owner of the voice had some kind of authority because the guys in front of me straightened up immediately and started to apologize profusely. "Boss, we were just playing around."

My eyes widened slightly when I heard the words boss. Clicks and clacks from the shoes that were making their way down the hall echoed off the wall. This was just my luck. One thing right after another. I don't think I have the will to handle or even be in the presence of Xanxus.

My head was craned downward so I only saw black leather shoes in front of me. With the little strength I had in my body I lifted my face up, though I couldn't meet his gaze. "B-Boss, I—"

"Get the hell up, scum. I want some fucking food in my room right now." You've got to be joking right. I wasn't expecting the least bit of help from Xanxus. I mean, honestly, why would he even bother to look at me…I was nothing. He was the leader of this freaking amazing group of immature brats who liked to call themselves the Varia. But, this was too much. I couldn't move without being in pain and he wanted to bring him food. In the end whatever may the case I couldn't say no to him. He is my boss. Plus, who knows what act of violence he'd commit if I follow his order.

"Alright, boss. I-I'll bring some food to your room."

Honestly, I have no idea how I made my way to the kitchen. Head Servant looked as surprised as any other employee. There was blood on my white shirt from my nose, which thank fully after being examined by the Head Servant wasn't broken. There was a bruise on the right side of my stomach and a cut on my lips. The people I worked with commented how I was lucky that I got away with minimum damage.

As the food was being prepared the HS escorted me to the nurse where I was quickly treated. With a fresh pair of clothes and a tray of food I stood outside of Xanxus' room. I struggled to the hold the tray with one arm as I knocked on the door. After given the permission to enter I opened the door and walked into the room. Looks like nothing had changed from the last time I had been in here.

"Boss, your food." I spoke quietly as I stood by the door. I hadn't budged from my place at all even though I was itching to get the hell out.

"Leave it on the desk. And get over here." He growled deeply from where he was sitting on the huge arm chair again, his velvety deep voice ringing in my ears. His lion sleeping soundly by his feet. Ah, how much more intimidating could these guys get? I placed the food tray on the mahogany desk and awkwardly made my way to where Xanxus was sitting. "Sit." Was the only word he uttered when I reached him. What…? Where do I sit? On the floor? Oh, no. Please don't make this any more awkward than it already is. I got ready to sit on the floor when I felt a death grip on my arm. With a yank I was on Xanxus' lap.

Well, shit. "Boss!" I exclaimed loudly. Even I couldn't take this much. I tried to get off the lap but Xanxus had one of his arms around my stomach. With the slightest movement I made to get out, his arm would make contact with my bruise. "Boss…" I stopped moving seeing that every time I did, it only hurt me.

Xanxus wasn't bothered at all. He was just sitting still behind me with God knows what expression. Was he enjoying this? It was so embarrassing though. I was about to ask Xanxus to let me go when I felt his hand move upward from where it was resting. His fingers easily undoing the buttons on my shirt. Wait, wait. What are you doing? I panicked and unconsciously leaned backwards to get away from the hand. "Xan—Boss! What are you doing?" He didn't answer. He only continued what he was doing. Within the next seconds the top half of my uniform was off and I was bare chest. I felt my face heat up from the embarrassment and once again tried to get away.

"Stop fucking moving, trash."

He spoke in such a threatening way that I stopped moving that second. His hand was so warm. Abnormally warm. It was like heat was radiating off of it. "Boss…what are you doing?" I asked again in a small whisper.

"Marking you."

Unexpected teeth dug into my neck and I screamed. It hurt. It hurt so badly. How could he do that? More importantly why would he do that? "B-B-bos…s. Ahh…hh" Please stop it. It hurts. I struggled to get out of his death grip. I could feel a small trickle of blood roll down my chest. Was it blood or was it saliva? I don't know. I don't care. I just want the pain to stop. Pain was something i couldn't stand.

It seemed like ages before Xanxus pulled away. I was exhausted from the pain. I never knew that biting a person would be this hurtful. Though, it felt more like Xanxus had bit and chewed me out. Like meat...I could feel my eyelids shutting on their own but I tried my hardest to keep awake. This was possibly the worst place to fall asleep. I mean, holy shit, I was still on Xanxus' lap. But after today's event there wasn't even a single hint of willpower left inside me. I was thoroughly done. So, as I fell into my slumber my body relaxed and fell into Xanxus' chest; my head nestling perfectly in his neck. I'd deal with the consequences tomorrow. All I want to do right now is just sleep and forget.

omg nothing makes sense...