A/N - in reply to the person who said they love rachel and lindsay fanfics, that is why i made this, i loved the storyline. I hope that someone makes more :) Please Review, any critiscm is welcome.

(On the way home, Emily and Lindsay)

"Lindsay, you haven't spoken all day.. are you okay?" Emily asked warily.

"Yeah course, i'm fine why?" Lindsay said

" Miss Mason kept you behind.. when they told us about dad.. Lindsay you didn't say anything.."

" She just wanted to talk about Michaela that's all. Anyway are you okay?" Lindsay asked

"I'm fine, i miss mum loads, and i hope dad is okay.." Emily said. Lindsay felt a hole in her heart. How could Emily say that.. Lindsay had to remind herself that Emily wasn't hurt that was good.

"How about you go and invite Denzil over? I'm going out tonight." Lindsay stated

"Thanks Lindsay! But where are you going?" Emily said, as she grabbed her phone out to call Denzil.

"I'm only going for a walk, and Emily, mum will come home. Promise."

"But what about Dad?" Emily asked.. why hadn't Lindsay mentioned him?

"I- i dont know. Anyway, you can make your own way back from here. I'm not going in, our aunt isn't exactly a fan of me anyway." Lindsay turned to walk the opposite way, then watched Emily skip inside.

LINDSAY POV

I hate this, sometimes i just wanna tell Emily, that dad is useless. That he is a bitch. I wanna get Mum out of there, its Dad who deserves to be banged up. Wouldnt mind throwing that Michaela White in there either.
Tommorow is gonna be tough, The hearing for Mum is gonna be in the paper tommorow, and Miss Mason says she can take us to see dad. Well by 'us' she means Emily. I'm gonna wait in the car. I don't wanna see his face again.

LINDSAY POV

I walked through the gates with Emily, only to hear the chorus of other brats.

" So, your mum couldn't even kill your dad. Your family are hopeless"
"Your mum is a murderer. Almost. Why don't you go and finish it off for your mum Lindsay?"

Emily went straight in. I however went straight to the toilets again. I felt sick.

In english i had Mr budgen going on about 'mice and men' or some shit like that, i really didn't care. But once again, i had Miss Mason take me out of lesson.

"You okay Lindsay?" she asked.

"What do you think?" i answered sarcastically. I was not in the mood to go through all this again. Why was i being taken to see dad. him of all people. I should be able to see mum. I NEED to see her.

The car journey was long. Emily kept talking about what she was gonna say to dad. Miss Mason kept checking if i was okay. I didnt answer. I found the view outside the window a lot more interesting. I was lost in my own thoughts. I didn't wanna talk to her. But i didnt want my mind to take me where it was.

FLASHBACK

"Lindsay,e are gonna play a little game. You cannot tell mum. She will be jealous, because i have a secret. I love you much more than her. You are good to me, your mum however. She is bad. "

FLASHBACK OVER

These words kept rushing round my head, i couldn't make it stop. I hated it. Why was it that when i got lost in thoughts i couldn't get out of them. Like i was trapped.

A/N - the hospital is the next chapter. PLEASE REVIEW :) any advice is welcome :D