A/N: There will be updated warnings for this story! Here is chapter 3!

Title: Love Me

Summary: Everything was normal between Lelouch and Suzaku. Lelouch loves Suzaku, and once he finds out...things don't go well.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Code Geass. I only own Nowaki and this fic.

WARNINGS: This story will contain drug use in later chapters! (And a Suzaku you might want to punch in the face for what he's done to Lelouch).

NOTE: Lelouch's thoughts unless something is being emphasized.

Lelouch went right into his room and threw himself onto his bed. He laid down for awhile and then looked up when someone suddenly started to rub his back.

"How did it go?" Nowaki asked. "This won't get better anytime soon." Lelouch replied, sighing. "Lelouch..." Nowaki said. "I'm fine." That was a lie. A major one at that. "I just need some time." Lelouch said.

"But, this is getting out of hand. I can't focus. Everything is Suzaku." Lelouch stressed the 'Everything' part. "Lelouch, are you seriously fine?" Nowaki asked. "Yes." Lelouch replied. "I am trusting you, Lelouch. Don't do anything stupid." Nowaki said. "I won't. I'll tell him soon."

He needed to.

Lelouch and Suzaku walked to Lelouch's room after the Student Council meeting. Lelouch was going to tell him. He knew he'd find it hard to not kiss him senseless with just the two of them. Alone. In Lelouch's room.

As they got into the room, Lelouch shut the door and sat by Suzaku on the bed. "Hey, Lelouch. How are you?" Suzaku asked. "I'm fine, really." Lelouch replied, putting a fake smile on. He was good at that. Masking the pain...

"That's good." Suzaku said. "Oh, Lelouch?" Suzaku asked. "Yes?" Lelouch replied. "I forgot to tell you something! Want to hear it?" Suzaku asked. "Yeah, sure." Lelouch replied. Suzaku suddenly got a little serious.

"Well, I wanted you to be the first one I tell." Suzaku said. Is he going to tell me he's gay? I have a chance with him?! "I'm not ready for anyone else to know, and I think you'll be happy!" Suzaku said.

"I'm dating Shirley!" Suzaku exclaimed. Yes! Wait, what?! No! I didn't want to hear that at all! Get a grip of yourself! Just wait awhile longer! Yeah, maybe I have a chance! Maybe he's bisexual! I'll wait for awhile. But how long is awhile...

How long is awhile, indeed? He cannot wait longer. Lelouch was totally out of it, and his thoughts were a mess. "Lelouch?" Suzaku asked. "I'm fine..." Lelouch said. "So, are you excited?" Suzaku asked. He's so oblivious and naive... "Suzaku...can you leave?" Lelouch asked, not answering his question.

"Why? Did I do something wrong?" Suzaku asked. You did something wrong, alright! "No, it's just..." Lelouch began, looking for an excuse. "I feel like I'm coming down with a cold! That's all!" Lelouch said. "I can take care of you!" Suzaku interjected. "No, you'll get a cold." Lelouch said. I cannot do this anymore... "Please leave, Suzaku. I'll see you later." Lelouch said, and with that, Suzaku did as Lelouch wished.

And for the first time in years, Lelouch Vi Britannia began to cry.

A/N: POOR LULU. Yeah, Suzaku is just getting started. He will become a total jerk soon. So, feel free to punch him in the face. Yes, future chapters will have drug use. I will type up chapter 4!