Dear Edward: It's been two months since I brought Levi home, and Edward our baby after the first two weeks slept like an angel. Sometime I walk into his room at night, and would just watch him sleep. It reminds me of all the time we would fall asleep in each other's arms. I would wake up, and watch you sleep just because, of how beautiful you looked. I didn't know there was a look that was so peaceful, but you showed me. I would run my fingers through your hair, and over your wonderful, soft face.
That's just one way our young son reminds me of you. Your smile, when you never came for me that was one the things I missed more than anything, but wouldn't you know I don't go one day without seeing it now. -Bella
Dear Edward: Levi is six months old today. He is taking his nap. He has changed in ways you would not believe. I took some classes on line, and now I have a job as a teen mother therapist. I don't have enough schooling, but the person I have watching Levi, is the mother of my boss. She told her what I have been through and gave me the job on the spot. Now I get free classes so I can finish school.
I have made great friends, I met this girl named Rose, and she is as pretty as her name. She is engaged to a bear of a guy, Emmett. I love Emmett; he is like a big brother.
So it may seem like I have gotten off pretty easy, but really I haven't. I have had a baby at the age of 18 and had to give up everything. I had to give up the one thing that hurt me the most. You, my true love, but I would do it again for Levi.
It breaks my heart that Levi is growing up and has never seen you. Like I said, I show him your picture and I tell him who you are. No one else knows you are the father, Rose and Emmett know what happened, but I won't tell them your name. You can thank me later, because I would be scared for you if Emmett ever got ahold of you. –Bella
Edward: I wonder what you're doing, because I know what you aren't doing. You're not celebrating your son's first birthday.
It's been a year and almost 9 months, and I have heard nothing from you. Yet, I still miss you ever day. Every time I look in your sons big green eyes, I think of you. I guess you might be happy to know that if I hold a picture of you up he says daddy. I am happy he knows who you are, but I don't think you deserve to be called daddy. Anyway this isn't a day of bad feelings; it's about being happy for Levi.
He might only be one, but he is so smart, and loving. He gives me a big hug every day. I am teaching him to be a gentleman, and to respect everyone.
Rose and Emmett have him while I get his party ready. My mom got remarry and moved to Illinois with her new husband, she left the house to me. I finished school and still have my teen mother therapist job. I help girl go though there pregnancy without the babies dads. I have brought Levi in, the girl just eat him up. I tell you, your boy is going to be just like you, a little heart breaker. –Bella
(AN I will not be writing all of his birthday, and stuff. You guys get the idea.)