Empathy
My third chapt.! Woot!
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Ugh, i think I'm having writers block again.
I have so many ideas, but can't put them down.
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() Author speaking--Me!
My body reacted by impulse. At that instant, I lost myself over vampire instincts. It was like watching a movie screen, I just watch myself leap up, gaining strength that came out of nowhere. Before I know it, I rushed toward Jacob, by the look of his face, I moved so fast I caught him off guard. He lost his balance and fell on the ground with me pinning him down. He dropped the rock as it shattered into pieces. Jacob continued to stare at me blankly, but I could tell he was vexed by the way his heart was throbbing.
My body refused to listen to my mind, as my hands clawed into his shoulders. Jacob's right eye winced a bit, while my fingernails went deeper into his skin. I lowered my head, leaving only a few centimeters away from his wounded neck, smelling his blood. It was completely different scent, from the awful wolf smell. This proved that even if Jacob was a werewolf, he was still human. He was just a sheep in wolf's clothing.
Jacob's voice made me shiver for a moment; then disintegrated away as soon as I sank my teeth in his neck. He hissed in pain, gently clutched my hair with one hand and held on to my waist with the other. The warm liquid seeped through into my mouth. Words couldn't describe exactly how luscious the taste was. The closest thing, I could think of was wine. Very sweet, yet a calm stern flavor. A very delicious red colored wine.
"Okay Bella, that's enough." He muttered weakly.
But I couldn't stop, I didn't know how. A small voice came to my head, small but demanding kept saying:
The rest of my mind suddenly obeyed to the tiny voice, refusing to let go of Jacob.
"I said, let go Bella!" Jacob shouted, using all his strength to push me off of him-using way to much. Having me fly off of him and slamming against a tree. The tree swayed its leaves down on me.
"Damn it Jacob, you didn't have to throw me off!" I yelled, wiping off the left over blood that was smeared around my mouth. His body laid still, I could barely tell he was breathing.
"Jacob…?" My voice sounded more like a whisper; I slowly started to crawl toward him.
I shook his shoulder, "Come on get up" I screeched, feeling like I was going to cry and probably was.
Jacob took a deep breath, still with his eyes closed, and skin slightly pale. "Bella…Kiss me."
Eyes widened in shock, "What?!" Does he know what he is saying?
"Kiss me or I'll lay here and die."
"Wait-No. Don't be playing games now Jake." Rain continued to fall harder.
He sighed, "Fine, I'll die here."
I was willing to do anything for Jacob, he's my best friend…and even though my heart had stopped, I continued to ache for him. I was still in love with him. Never in my life would just I leave him to die here. Hesitating, I lowered myself toward him, leaving only three inches away from each other.
Suddenly, Jacob opened his eyes putting his hand on my left cheek and pushed my lips against his. I could feel the warmth of his lips as ours molded into different shapes. It was as if time had stood still around us--for the moment. Even the rain ended for us or it seemed to.
'Thu-Thump'
What the...? I quickly pushed away, raising my hand to my chest. Did my heart just beat? It must have been my imagination or something. I'm a vampire! My heart was supposed to have stopped when Edward bit into my neck...There's no reverse to that.
"What's wrong?" Jacob sat up beside me, looking healthy almost as if he wasn't bitten at all. The only thing you could tell was the dried blood stain around his neck.
"Nothing, just my mind playing tricks on me..." I gave him a scowled look. "Your not even close to death!"
He chuckled while standing up and rubbing his healed neck, "Come on Bella, it takes more than one bite to take me down."
"What about the venom? Don't you feel anything?"
He shrugged, "Was I suppose to? You didn't take too much blood, if that is what your asking."
How is that possible? Was he immune to it? I wonder if any of the Cullen's know about this or even the werewolves. If they did knew, why didn't Edward tell me? Questions continued to swirl in my head. So many questions, and none didn't really have a good explanation to them. Before I realized, I was not on the ground anymore. In fact, I was in the arms of a half naked boy.
"Jake, put me down." I groaned. Hasn't he realized yet that I can run the same speed as him now?
"Nah, I like carrying you this way. Makes me think that your still fragile." He snorted with a soft smile on his face.
"Jake-"
"Just let me carry you."
"Fine." I sighed letting him be his "manly" self and carry me away.
I didn't know exactly where we were heading but Jacob seemed to know the way. The moonlight guided us to see a two story cottaged which seemed to have been barely made not to long ago. By the way the cottage was angled against the hill it was standing on, it seemed to have stilts holding it in place and oddly enough there were no trees to hide the cottage. All around it was bare with dead fallen leaves, but not trees for it to fall from for the next fifty-feet.
"Here we are" He said almost in a joyful tone.
I glanced at the up coming house, then looked up at Jacob. "Jake, what if theres people living there?!"
"Nah, the people who live there only come over in the winter." He snorted.
I winced at the fact that we were going to break into a stranger's house, but we needed shelter or at least Jacob does since he's not cold blooded. Thoughts raced through my head about it:
What if there was an alarm to the house? Or the neighbors see two figures enter the house and called the police?
Jacob kicked the wooden emerald green, door open proving that my alarm theory wrong and by the surroundings the closest neighbors were miles away. As we entered the vacant house, inside was furniture drenched with ghastly white sheets that seem to glow amongst the pitch black house. The only noise in the house was Jacob's feet tapping on the wooden floor. Since we were already in the house, i took my chance to break loose from his grasp, but sadly Jacob notice my struggle and held me tighter.
"Come on Jacob, we're already in the house..I can walk." I tried to reason with him, even though in the end my efforts were in vain. The half naked boy continued to ignore my plea as he closed the door with just a small push of his foot. Walking toward the red carpeted stairs that was in front of the front door; followed by the living room at the right of it.
"Where are we going?"
He didn't answer, just kept walking up the stairs silently. As soon as we reached to the top, what caught my eye was that there was no hallway that had pictures on the walls. no extra rooms that lead to else where. Just a queen sized bed with a couple of folded sheets laying on top and a room where the bathroom was.
"Jake?" I said in a low voice, close to a whisper.
His eyes finally met mine, but in his dark brown eyes there was something there. It seemed that I was hypnotized into his eyes, because I didn't even notice that we were already by the queen sized bed. Jacob carefully layed me on the mattress, as he himself crawled on top, continuing to stare me down with such intensity. Somehow my body couldn't react what was going on, it just layed there, waiting to see what would happen next.
"Bella..." He said so softly; gently caressing my cheek with the side of his fingers moving to my lips. I continue to lay still, smelling his sweet blood through the Wolfy stench that marked inside his skin.
"Okay, you can take a shower first." Jacob pushed himself off me with a smirk on his face.
Huh?
"W-what?" I was so confused of what just happened that I layed on the bed for a few seconds before sitting up.
He chuckled crossing his arms, "What? I was just check for blood left on your face."
"Well, you should've just told me. I would have cleaned it myself." I said sounding disgusted and extremely embarrassed at the same time.
"Did you think I was going to do something? Jeez, Bella, you have such a dirty mind." He rolled his eyes.
I tried to control my anger, but I easily let it out by throwing a pillow at his face. Sadly the pillow was caught before it ever hit it's target. Jacob laughed at my frustration, throwing the pillow back on the mattress; walking away as he did so.
"I'll be back shortly."
I sighed stomping my way to the bathroom, hearing the front door shut.
I could tell that he really didn't go far; thanks to my new vampire abilities, I could smell Jacob's scent only a mile away. My guess he probably went off to go eat again, honestly I couldn't care for the moment. All the frustration was still in me. While I was in the shower, I couldn't stop thinking of Edward and the Cullen's. I wondered if Alice predicted I would do this or if Rosette was happy to get rid of the troublesome newborn vampire and Edward...I wondered if he was looking for me. The thought of that sadden me.
For what I have done, even if he did search for me..I don't think I would forgive myself
The sinful memory was engraved in my head forever.
It was only a few months since I married Edward and thrown my human life away. I had gotten a letter from Charlie and my mom that they were going to see me up in Alaska. During that time, Edward and I were supposed to be going to College.
And..And...
No- No I don't want to remember this!
I forced myself to push the memory away..Safely stored deep within my head. I let the hasty water droplets fall on my body, couldn't tell if it was hot or cold. Either way it didn't matter, as long as I was clean. After I got out of the shower, I searched the bathroom to find a white robe hanging on the door with a note attach to it.
It said: Hey Bella, I found this in the closet. Oh and I already stuffed your clothes in the washer in case if your wondering.-Jake
I rolled my eyes wrapping the robe around me. "Jake.." I smiled shaking my head.
When I opened the door, clouds of steam exit with me as I took steps forward something caught my eye. There lying on the mattress, a boy sound asleep twined with sheets around his waist. Reminding me of ancient Rome of how they used to wear similar garments. I quietly sat beside him looking at his calm face.
His hair's wet...And shorter?
His black slick hair covered his eyes revealing his once long hair was now completely cut off. I reached out my cold hand brushing against his left cheek as it glided down to his lips then stopped when I came upon the neck. His pulse was soo warm ; I couldn't believe there wasn't even a bite mark on it. And his blood didn't smell disgusting anymore. It actually smelled soo..
Delicious..
I could feel my mouth water, as I climbed on top him. It was taunting me.I-I just didn't know how to resist to it. All the months I've been in Alaska, I took all my uncontrollable hunger against animals, but now I finally am alone and have drunken some of Jake's blood, I can't resist like I used to.
"Bella?"
"Oh my god." I gasped snapping out of my daze.Realizing my position, I tired to get off but Jake held on to waist, making me sit on his stomach.
."Ah Bella, so your finally turning into a true bloodsucker." He chuckled a bit while shaking his head at me, letting go of my waist. I felt embarrassed.
"If you wanted more blood you should've just asked." Jake's hands quickly pulled my arms down, along with the rest of my body.
..What the?
"Jake what are you doing?!" I shouted with my face only centimeters away from his neck. The smell of his blood made my eyes roll. It was getting too much to handle.
"Giving you exactly what you want." He said calmly "So don't deny it."
"Why are you doing this... Why let me drink without a fight?" I sniffled, feeling a lump stuck in my throat.
Why is he doing this? Does he feel this sorry for me?
The thought of Jacob feeling sorry for me was making regret even more of becoming a vampire. The whole reason I became one was just to be with Edward forever..but forever was shorter then I thought. Was I going to be this way... alone forever?
"Bella, if I didnt want you to do this. I would have killed you back in the forest long ago..but..I'm still in love with you Bella."
Before I could say or think of anything, the vampire instincts kicked in. Once again bitting into Jacob's skin, as he groaned from the quick pain.
This time I didn't let one drop of blood hit the mattress.
Yay I'm done with this chapt!
Here I made it up for the time I've been gone :"D
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