Sorry to have left that last chapter hanging...wasn't planned that way haha. Had to go somewhere and I wanted to upload despreately. Here is the next part! Just wanna say something completely unrelated...Facebook is such a distraction. but I'm on it all the time hahaha.
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"Guys, stop making out, it's time to chow down the monster bowl of instant noodles we made! " Georgia joked lightheartedly, completely unaware of the moment she was interrupting. I looked at Brittany's face, trying to scan her reaction but she just looked on at me; not even flinching.
"We're coming," she voiced out for both of us and shot Georgia a polite smile. I love Georgia and all, she's a funny person and great friend so far but I wished she could be more sensitive to other people around.
As she left to round up the rest of the hooligans, Brittany spoke up, "We should go down, or she'll come back and force us to go again-" I squeezed Brittany's hand to interrupt her and tried to give her a serious and concerned look, but I think I must've ended up looking retarded. Ugh, you're so graceful Santana. And talking to yourself...
"It's okay, San, I know you're concerned but it's fine..he calls me stupid all the time, I should be used to it by now.. it's not like he's never said it before. I mean, I am, of course I am, I know that-" Just at that moment I swiftly lifted my hand and covered her mouth to stop her rambling. She looked at me perplexed, and I would too if I were her. However, I gave her a serious look. More like tried. Damn, do I need to work on my serious face. I suck so bad. Focus, Santana.
"Britt. Shush. No." She furrowed her brows at me. "Don't ever speak like that about yourself ever again."
"Bbbhmphf-Snnfph-fghgd " Oops. I let go of my hand and let her speak.
"Thanks," she said so fast you'd miss it if you weren't paying attention, "but Santana, it's my fault. I did do..done...have done.." she bit her lip as she struggled to find the right tense, somehow I just found it adorable, "um I did do something stupid to make him say that...I do many stupid things-"
I clutched her mouth once more. "No. I don't want to hear you talk about yourself like that. That doesn't make it okay for him to call you stupid. No one, especially a princess like you," she looked down and smiled sheepishly (she loved Disney princesses), "ever deserves to be called stupid. You are not stupid. You hear me?"
When I didn't get a response, I tugged her fingers. And she nodded, half of her face still covered by my left hand. "I'm not convinced," I tilted my head sideways and raised a brow as if challenging her.
I felt her lips curl a little underneath by palm and a mumbled "Yssfghh" I smiled toothily and freed her mouth.
As I lifted away my hands I immediately drew them to cup her face. From her look, she was surprised as well. Since when was I this bold? Huh. Anyway, I started to say softly, "Brittany," I stroked a cheek as could feel semi-drying path of tears. This drove me on to say the next few words. "You are far from stupid. Sure, maybe you think you've done stupid things but let me tell you, this world is filled with people who have done stupid things. But if doing stupid things make you stupid, then everyone is stupid. That doesn't really make much sense does it? Don't listen to whatever Sam says to you or any other one of those boys, hell, anyone for that matter." I took a deep breath and continued, "If they don't really know you, they have no right to judge you. And if they really knew you, they wouldn't judge you."
"And hey, I don't know about you, but I think you're one hell of a genius." I smiled at her.
It was a lot to take in but I felt I needed to say it. She needed to hear it. I just hope she wouldn't think I was meddling too much or anything. Oh God, have I talked to much-
Just then, something crazy happened. i'd be lying if I said I didn't see it coming.
She kissed me.
Right on the lips.
My eyes shot up.
She did whaaaaaat?
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