Previously on my Fucking Life:

"Rob we need to talk" I said

Chapter 3: Discusion and Decisions

When I said "We need to talk " it surprised him.Who could really blame him. Usually when you use those four words together in a sentence is because you want to break up with someone. Which wasn't the case in this situation I only wanted to explain some things to him.When he sat down i said

" You know that guy that was kissing me downstairs. Well hes my boyfriend im sorry Rob but I don't love you anymore." I said.

Gotcha didnt I ? What I really said was "You know that guy that was kissing me downstairs?"

"Get to the point Mastrini."

He really does think im going to break up with him If the tone of his voice is any sign. Im here trying to explain to him something that really hurts me to say and he's just getting angry.Anyways I continued ignoring his tone

" He's Mattew Springfield " When I said this Rob gave me a look that said and why should I care what his name is.

" I thought you might want to know why he was saying to give him another chance." I paused and continued

"He... I was his girlfriend for 3yrs I was still dating him 2 years before I met you."

Now Rob had relaxed a bit and began listening.

" Six months before I broke up with him he had given me a promise ring. He said he never wanted to be with anyone else that was and that once we both turned 19 we were going to get married."

When I said this tears rolled down my face.

" Me being the naive girl that I was I believed in him. Everything was going great until a week before our 3year anniversary. He didnt have any more time for me.He started acting real weird, later on I found him cheating on me with my worst enemy. And I hate him for that he broke my heart I really loved him."

He was the meaning of my life like the song you took my heart away written by Michael learns to rock says. I couldnt take the silence I got up and left the room to got to Rob's truck. I locked myself in Rob's truck and cried. Mattew is still a sore subject for me even though is been 3freaking years since it happened. I saw it was already dark outside. I heard a lightly tap on the window. I quickly wiped the tears off of my face.Good thing I wore water proof mascara. I turned to see who it was

"What are you doing here?" I asked Mattew." I told you that I never wanted to see you again."

I know I was rude but I didnt care. Even though I got him back for what he did to me.

"Can I talk to you?" He asked

"What do you call what were doing " I said in more a statement than a question.

" I see you havent change." he said " Same attitute of the girl I met and fell in love with."

" Look if that all you have to say Im leaving." I said starting to leave. And I said started because Mattew reached out and grabbed my hand and said

" Wait don't go. Im sorry." he said

"Sorry for what?" I asked there were many things he was had to say sorry for.

" For cheating on you,for breaking your heart,for promisiing you something that im not goig to be able to do" He said."I shouldnt have done that to you. You didnt deserv it." he said

"Damn right I didnt deseve it." I said ." what you did to me hurt me alot. The only thing I did was love you and you repayed me by cheating on me."

" I really am sorry for what . Just remember that I love you and always will love you and what I did in the past was a mistake. I'll do wathever it takes to have your heart again."

I was really surprised at what he said to me. I really wanted to tell him that would never happen but I saw Rob then I felt someone give me a kiss on the cheek.

" Remember what I told you" he said and left.

Did I mention that both Rob and Mattew are strong,tall, and hot. The only difference is there hair Rob's was black and shiny while Mattews is brown and silky. Rob has foggy eyes while Matt has brown eyes. When Rob was close to me I saw he was mad . I was surprised when he pulled me into a kiss .It was sweet, gentle ,passionate and just right at the same time.

"Im sorry I shouldnt have acted that way back there is that I thought you were going to break up with me and I don't want to loose you." He said

" I forgive you only if you give me another kiss" I said with a smile playing on my lips.

"In the room or else my mom may see us" he said with his half amused half disgusted smile,

I just noded. How could I stay mad at him..When we got into our room he cupped my face and gave me one of his mind blowing kisses. When we pulled apart he rested his head on mine trying to catch his breath. he finally said

" We should get ready for bed" I nodded my head grabed my pyjama and went into the bathroom to change .

I made sure he was dressed before I came out.When I did he just stared at me I guess the pajama is doing its job. It was a white spaghty strap tank top that did well for my figure and so did the white pants. The tank top showed my belly button. I had already brushed my teeth so I went over to Rob to give him a goodnight kiss but he deepend it .His hands started to wonder in other place . I could only explained this in one word it felt so wow. But he suddenly stopped and pulled away from me. We heard a knock on the door I went and opened it .It was Todd Mintz. I was surprise to see him here. He told us that Mattew had invited him to his mothers wedding. You see back then Mattew and Todd were best friends after Mattew cheated on me he didn't talk to him much. Mattews mom was marrying Rob's uncle. What a small world He told me he saw me and wanted to say hi. When he left Rob and me went to sleep let me rephrase that he went to sleep .I couldnt because what Matt aka Mattew told me kept playing on my mind. That was okay for the first day of being in a hotel.Let's look at the bright side I didnt see Ms.St again. Little did I know things were going to get worst.

Author's Note:

The name of the next chapter is Finally!! If you want to know why the chapter is called Finally!! stay tune and read. Please Review.

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