I'm super sorry about the delay, with work,school, and college transferring its been crazy, I'm trying to get back into the swing of things. This chapter's uber short but the next one will be pretty long to make up for how short these have all been. I just kinda wanted to explain what Isabella is going through. I don't own anything just my love of this pairing. Promise I won't take as long next time. Please let me know what you think.

Isabella

After the kiss, after the head spinning, mind numbing, yet oh so unexpected day; I got in my car and I didn't look back. I drove and drove until I got to campus. I tried unpacking only to get discouraged, 'if only I had Ferb here…' Right. Ferb. My plan today revolved around spending the day with him and that was nowhere close to what I got. The only time I saw him he was driving off romantically into the sunset with the gorgeous Vanessa and dropping off Phineas without even a goodbye. What if I never saw him again? I mean we talked last night about how worried I was about not seeing him, he is my best friend.

I mean that shouldn't bother me right? I know they are going through a rough patch, and they would miss each other, I should be happy they had a chance to do that. Even if it was my last chance to see Ferb this year… Ugh what am I saying? After everything today it was still hard to register, I shouldn't be so worried over Ferb, after all I have Phineas.

Wow just saying that, eight year old me would be dying of ecstasy, but eighteen year old me… Hadn't decided yet. I mean for a long while Phineas had been the dream, so if he was a dream boy then… maybe this would be a good thing. I don't even know why any of this happened, or what we even were now. He told me his feelings and I tried to just shrug it off with the whole 'well that's unfortunate timing', but there was still something exciting about the whole thing. I mean I had chased after him for so many years, it was interesting to be chased for once. But is this what I wanted?

Maybe I should be wishing he was here helping me unpack and watching cartoons, instead of Ferb. Maybe I should call him. Yeah right, I don't even know how to feel about him right now, that would just make things awkward. I mean when I stopped having heart eyes for Phineas in high school I thought of all the reasons why we wouldn't work. It's only been four years, could those things of really changed? If they haven't is there any way for either of us to get out of it without ruining our friendship or tearing apart our group? What about my fresh start? What about getting away from this town and this old heartbreak? Sigh. There was only one person who I knew would talk to me honestly about these things, and I doubt with as busy as he was today he was even thinking about it.

I looked down at my phone, no messages from Ferb.

Of course, I'm just the girl head-over-heels for his brother again.