Ok so I'm back and writing again, Yay! So this is chapter three and will be a little sad, but the story won't stay that way, I know what I'm doing :)
Chapter three.
BPOV
I had spent the better part of the night typing up my new résumé so that I could hand it out tomorrow. Emmett had said that Alice had done her's just before I came home. He brought me up a large mug of coffee and told me not to stay up to late, just like my mom used to, and kissed me on the forehead before heading to bed him self.
It must have been about 2 maybe 3 in the mourning when I heard the thud coming from my dad's room, it echoed through out the house, I ran to my door and reached the door almost off its hinges. From the looks of it Alice and Emmett had done the same thing, we were all hanging out of our doors, after looking at each other we all sprinted down the hall, and instead of opening the door Emmett simply ran threw it.
"Dad?" I called out. I looked at Emmett and we both ran to the bathroom. Yanking the door open we found him lying on the floor.
"Oh god, he's dead isn't he, not again!" Alice screamed, running from the room. I fell to the floor and pressed my index and pointer finger into his pulse point, it was fait but still there.
"He's not dead, Emmett call an Ambulance!" I yelled and turned my dad onto his left side so that he wouldn't swallow his own tong, good thing they made us take first aide at Gray Month's.
Emmett had run back into the room panting, holding the cordless phone.
"Their on the way" he panted out.
"OK, can you wet that wash cloth for me?" I said and pointed to the sink, we had to keep him cool.
Emmett handed the damp wash cloth to me and I pressed it to the back of his neck, there was a nock on the door and Emmett ran down to let in the paramedics.
"He's in here" I looked up to see the paramedics and they pushed me out of the way and into the hall way.
"What's happening?" Alice asked form down the hall where she knew she wouldn't see anything.
"Alice, call Edward and tell him to call his dad, we will meet him at the hospital." I told her and she nodded, running down the stairs.
"Good idea, she doesn't need to see this." Emmett said.
The next few hours were a blur of flashing lights, loud noises and people asking me questions like, 'what color was he when you found him?' 'What time was it?' 'do you know what he took?' etc.
Edward was waiting for us when we got to the hospital and held me and Alice while we waited for the doctor to come out; anyone to tell us what was happing. Carlisle, Edward's dad couldn't help because he knew the Charlie, so he was pacing with Emmett.
"B, it's going to be ok" Edward kept whispering to me, but he was wrong, I was never going to see my father again, and I knew that. I just had this feeling, I also knew that he didn't kill himself, even if the intention was there, even if he did, I would never believe it.
"SWAN?" I looked up to see the doctor come out, all three of us got up and walked over to where the doctor was standing, I pulled Edward along with me. "Sorry. Family only." The doctor told us when he seen Edward and Carlisle walking with us.
"They are family and I want them with us." I snapped at him, he gulped and nodded. We took seats in his office.
"Just tell us, I don't want any beating around the bush." Emmett was angry, and very tired.
"Well to start, Your father didn't try to kill himself, he suffered from a heart attack, from what the paramedics told me, what you did kept him alive longer." He paused and looked down, "But, I'm sorry there was nothing I could do, we lost him." He looked at us with sympathy poring out of his entire being. Everyone knew that our mother had just pasted away, and now our father.
Alice was the first of us to break down, flinging herself at Emmett; I couldn't hold it in any longer and did the same. The three of us fell to the floor of the doctor's office and cried, holding each other.
After a while I felt Edward put his arms around me and lift me from the floor, he carried me out to the car, but all around me was black, I didn't know where I was, where my siblings were, or what the hell was going, I felt a light buzzing in my head and tried to drown it out.
E&B
I woke up in my bed, the sun was out and Alice and Emmett were on either side of me, I was stuck, and I really had to pee, I slid out from under the blanket and climbed over my sibling limbs. i jumped off the end of the bed and stumbled down the hall to the bathroom.
After doing my business, I walked out of the bathroom and had to go pasted my dads room to go down stairs, I stopped out side his door.
Flashback
Bella age 7
I had a bad dream and tip toed into my parent's room, I climbed up on the end of the bed and sat there, watching my parents sleep for a moment, they looked so peaceful.
"Bella?" my mom said, her voice thick with sleep, I moved closer to her and climbed under the blankets in-between them. "What's wrong baby?" she asked, stroking my hair back.
"I had a bad dream." I whispered and snuggled into her chest, it felt safe here.
"OK, your safe now angle, you will always be safe with me and daddy here." She kissed my forehead and lay back down.
I slept peacefully after that, knowing that her words were true. I would always be safe her, in-between the two strongest people in the world.
End flashback
I felt the tears run down my face at the memory; I would never feel that again, the warmth, the safety.
Why did god have to take two of the most loyal, loving, caring people in the world out of it, why must he punish the good?
I just couldn't understand what they had done, was it me, had I done something wrong and was being punished? Who am I kidding of course it was my fault, just ask my grandparents they'll tell you, they were the ones that sent me away, saying that my dad didn't need to deal with me after the loss of my mother.
"Bella? What are you doing dear? Come down and I'll make you something to eat." Esme was standing at the end of the hall way, I didn't know when she had gotten here, but I was glad she was. I needed someone easel to be strong for a little while.
I followed her down the stairs and into the kitchen where Carlisle was sitting, reading the news paper.
"Mourning Bella." He said and tried to smile at me, he had been good friends with my dad, both my parents really, and I knew that this was affecting the two of them, as much as any of us. "How are you feeling?" he asked, I looked at him, I wanted to yell and scream and ask him how he thought I was feeling but didn't, instead I just sat down and shrugged, my temper wouldn't help anyone right now.
"Here you go dear." Esme put a plate in front of me full of food, eggs, bacon, toast, etc.
I didn't really want to eat it, but made the effort to at least pretend like I was, soon after Emmett and Alice made their way down and into the kitchen, we all sat in sighlenss eating or just looking at our food.
"So, I made some calls, and we can have the funeral on Thursday, I can plain the hole thing if you guys would like, I know how you are all filling, I lost both of my parents to, and no matter what anyone says you can grave all you want, anyway you want, and this time, no one is being sent away, I wont stand for it." Esme told us, I knew that she knew what we were felling, she had lost her parents, and she would do right by Charlie.
"Thank you Esme, that would be lovely." I said and stood up, "thank you for the food, but I'm not all that hungry right now." Said and headed up the stairs. I was trying to be as polite as possible so that I could make it to my room before I broke down.
This was going to be the second longest week of my life, the first being the week my mother died.
Ok so that's all for now, review and I will update soon as possible.
Xoxo Mariah