a/n: m rating chapter

His hands are to her wrists, locking them down to a hold. His dark eyes are flickering wildly, intently examining her and himself. They're both naked and he's on top of her and she's laying there without a fight - without any refusal. He knows what he wants but he wasn't sure if she did.

Green eyes are on him, staring at him quietly and strongly. She stares at him with pride and fierceness against her anticipation, her nervousness.

"Do you want this?" he asks for confirmation.

Rey remained still underneath his grasp. She could break free if she wanted to but this was so new, so different that she stays like this. She can defend herself - protect herself but at this very moment, she feels that she doesn't need to. This was something... else."Yes," she answers, giving him eye contact. She wants to see where this will go.

They've kissed plenty of times but she's never seen him like this. He's being dominant but he keeps a familiar expression on his face to comfort her - Rey couldn't explain it. He's tightening his grip on her but his face, his eyes, the way he looked at her - it was still soft. Softer even.

Poe was sweet, that characteristic of him had drawn her to him from the beginning. She knows that he has wants and desires but he keeps them hidden - he puts those things last. His jaw was twitching slightly as his forehead began to crease - he's holding himself back. He's nervous just as much as her - he's worried if he'll hurt her. "Are you sure?"

A small smile appeared on her face. She couldn't help but to find him cute. "Yeah," she tilted her chin up and pecked him on the lips. She gave him a wink just because she knew how much it made him laugh when she tried to be flirty. (Rey was horrible at flirting and when she winked, her other winked as well).

Poe chuckled to himself, his face softening in relief. He kissed her forehead and brought himself away from her, creating a small barrier. "I want to eat you," he whispered, keeping his hold on her prominent.

Rey went pale. "Eat me?" she blinked several times.

He nodded. "Yeah," he rasped. His tone was uneven. He's nervous, very nervous but he was also aroused.

She was about to say no until she sees him lick his lips. Rey couldn't help but to tilt her lip and watch in fascination. He's shaking too, really unsure of all the emotions he was feeling. She nodded then confidently. He's still the same, he was the Poe she loved.

She keeps herself still as he made his way down her body, leaving a trail of light kisses. Before she knows it, he's in between her legs, kissing her inner thighs back and forth slowly. His hair and beard tickles her -she knows this feeling on her face and neck - but it's different because he's in between her legs, her sensitive spot. It leaves her a shocking sensation every time he kissed her and he liked it. He liked feeling her body arch and hear her suppress a gasp.

Purposely he nipped on her inner thigh.

Rey squealed and squirmed and Poe couldn't help but to laugh. He had never seen her like that, off guard.

He does it again and again, each time he does it harder. "Stop it!" she spat out with a slight laugh.

"I'm just teasing," he said playfully, pressing a soft kiss on her inner thigh then.

Poe leaned and ran two fingers along her folds. He rubs her gently, keeping his touch light until she became wet. He paused and stared down at her folds. She was so warm there, so sensitive. He licked his lips and continued, keeping himself relaxed. Gradually, he adds pressure with his touch, eventually pressing his fingers into her. A moan escapes him as her body clenched against his fingers. She's wet, coating every inch of his fingers. Slowly he pulled his fingers out and sucked on them.

She tastes sweet, very sweet. He was about to put his fingers into her again but he stops himself. He looked up and found her blushing. "Was that okay?" he asked slowly.

"Did I taste okay?" she asked quickly, ignoring his question. It felt uncomfortable for a moment, a little painful when he put his fingers in her but it numbed when she watched him eagerly taste her from his fingers.

Poe nodded and kissed the top of her head. "More than okay," he gave her a lopsided smile. "Can I taste more?" he whispered.

"Yes," she responded firmly, opening her legs for him.

He buried himself in between her legs and slowly licked her in long strokes. Rey twitched every now and then - it was a strange sensation but she found herself becoming aroused. She was wet and every inch of her body was heating up. Moaning. She was moaning.

Her whole body was twitching - but she keeps her gaze on him. She'd never seen him like this before - his eyes were shut with his curls and beard becoming matted and coated in her. He's moaning heavily as he dug his tongue deeper, circling up and down. She can hear him swallowing, inhaling. Rey squeezed her legs against him, bringing him closer to her. She loves it, having him this close to her - having him touch her like this. She watches him, her hands in his silky hair.

He pulled away abruptly to kiss her cheeks. "This will hurt but I'll be gentle," he murmured as he kissed her. His lips are wet but she doesn't care. She adored him, loved him. She wrapped her arms around him and kissed his cheeks as well as he positioned his cock inside of her.

"What happens after you sleep with me?" she asks, suppressing herself from reacting to the sharp pain.

He kissed her head. He moved her hands to his back and began thrust slowly, allowing her to sink her nails into him. "We'll still have a happy ending."

Rey bleeds a bit, but it's natural. It's only a little a bit. She doesn't remember much, it was mostly a haze of sharp pressure and kisses. She remembers him holding her and kissing as they had sex. She remembers when it stopped hurting as much- it was about fifteen thrusts in - it still hurt but not as much. Rey couldn't explain it, it was new to her but she was happy it was him, Poe. She recalls the sweet moments when he kissed her and held her and whispered loving things to her, that part she doesn't want to ever forget.

She's in his arms now, her head placed on his chest.

"What happens now?" she asks lowly. They had sex - she doesn't know if he still want to be with her or not. She's never been in a sexual relationship before and so everything's new.

"Things change but just a little bit," he said smoothly, stroking her cheek. She was speaking to him with heavy lidded eyes and flushed cheeks. She looked so small, so cute like this. He sighed to himself in awe. "We still love and care about each other right?"

"Right," she laughed into his shoulder. They never said 'I love you' to each other - they didn't have to.

Poe chuckled. "Then everything will be alright."

end.