Heyyyy :) I've been BUSY BUSY BUSY... High School is very amazing, I love it, my school's the best :D
I've been through a very horrible break up, that's the reason why I stopped updating, I'm sick of seeing happy couples :(
Okay... so he used me for sex and I told him no, so I dumped him... I saw him yesterday, ugh... and I THINK he cheated opn me, I dump him and 2 days later you're making out with a girl in front of my house :'( guys are jerks...
OH and another reason... I got a bad review which killed my writing habit... oh well... I'm updating :D
ONE WEEK LATER
Shane keeps giving me like 'little hints' and I have absolutly no idea what he means by them, I ask him and he tells me, "Take the hint." we haven't really talked and its so far killing me, I actually have a confession to make, I love Shane, I always have and I always will, he needs to catch the hint. Well today I'm actually at school, I walked with Shane, we walked to school together in pure silence, it felt weird. I looked at Shane, his eyes held pure sadness, ugh. I kept walking, wow, time went by so quickly, Tess has been on my case all freaking day. She looked at me, giving me a sly smile, "What!" she rolled her eyes at me, "Look brat, you mess with Shane and I'll make sure your head is on a stick and I'll feed it to the lions." I rolled my eyes at her and walked past her, I turned around, making my remark, "Good luck with that twit, you probably can't even hold a stick with those arms. Keep practicing, one day, maybe a century later, you might." everyone laughed, I walked out of the room, smiling. I know the comeback sucked but it's honestly true, and very. Shane came up to me, well actually bumped into me, shortly afterwards. We both fell on the floor, "I'm so so sorry." I said, he lifted me up, I dusted myself off and stared into his eyes, they softened up, he hugged me, "It's okay." I nodded, hugging him back, we broke away, Tess looked so upset, ha, thank you Taylor Swift for Better Than Revenge. She walked over here, "What did I tell you? STAY AWAY FROM SHANE!" she slapped me, I raised my hand, ready to punch her, Shane grabbed me before my fist was at least 2 inches from her face, she better be so lucky Shane wasn't here, I would of actually punched her. I ran away from Shane before he even had the chance to say anything. "Mitchie, I need to talk to you!" Shane said with worry in his voice, I turned to look at him, tears in my eyes, darn. "What? There's nothing to talk about? You haven't talked to me in one whole freaking week and now you suddenly wanna talk now! I'm not speaking to you Shane if it's the last thing I do!" Mrs. Grey saw us, she glanced at Shane and I when she walked past us, "You two can go home." we nodded, yay, cause I really don't wanna do this here at all.
"Mitchie, wait!" I already had my book bag on my shoulder, great, its Wednesday, bible study tonight with Caitlyn, my best friend from church. I ran and ran, until I couldn't run anymore, I walked until I got home, I had Shane's keys, he has an extra pair, I got home in about 5 minutes, that was too fast. Shane called my phone, I ignored it, I threw my phone on the chair, my dad called me, oh crap, what if he can track my phone? Whatever. I sat on the floor, practically crying, I messed everything up, why can't I just shut up sometimes? Mr. Grey walked into the room, I quickly wiped my tears away, "Mitchie, it's about Shane right?" I nodded my head, sighing, a fresh batch of tears settled in, Mr. Grey put his hand on my shoulder, "I never really had a daughter, well I have four sons, all I can tell you is, I know he likes you too. You guys just have to talk it out. He'll understand." I nodded, I took a deep breath in, "Thanks Mr. Grey." I hugged him, I ran upstairs after that, he's like a dad to me and I'm so so happy about that. I went into Shane's room, I layed on his bed, the door just closed, like the front door. I heard talking coming from downstairs, I ignored it, it's Shane. I layed here, silent tears streaming down my face. "Shane, you have to talk to her, like right now, it's really bad." Shane didn't say a word, "I was trying to but she ignored me and then left." I cried more, this is all of my fault, I hate this so so much. Sighing, I got up and went to the bathroom, "Just give her maybe about 10 minutes to cool off." I smiled to myself, I looked in the mirror, my hair's fine, I just have puffy eyes, ugh. I walked back into Shane's room, sitting down, I relaxed, Shane knocked on the door, "Come in Shane." he came into the room, I prepared myself for this huge speech.
"Mitch, come here for a sec." Shane said softly, I nodded and walked over to him, he wrapped his arms around me tightly, I put my head in the crook of his neck, crying, "Shh. It's okay, it's okay, I'm here." Shane said to me softly, "I'm sorry, I'm just stressed out about everything, my dad, this school, even." I stopped and paused, "Us." I said, so quietly a mouse could hear it. Shane and I sat back on the bed, he pulled me into his arms and sat me on his lap, he was rubbing my thighs, he rested his forehead on mine, "What about us Mitch? You're confusing me." I looked at him, close to tears, I shook my head, "No, I refuse to let my heart break again." he looked at me, "Mitchie, I have to tell you something." I looked at him, scared, I sighed, "It's nothing bad, trust me." I nodded, trusting him. Shane looked at me, "I'm sorry." Shane hugged me, "Why?" he smiled at me, I smiled back, smally, Shane was caressing my cheek, "Okay, here goes, Michaela Khloe Torres, will you be my girlfriend?" I smiled hugely at him, I hugged him tightly, "Yes, Shane Thomas Grey, I would love to be your girlfriend." he picked me up and twirled me around, I grinned widely, "I wanna go "Shane and I decided to take a little walk for a while, "What time is it?" Shane checked his watch. "It's 5PM." we were out here for that long? Oh my goodness, I didn't know that whatsoever. "We should head back right now." I nodded, Shane took my hand, my legs hurt like really bad and my arm has been aching for the past month non stop, I've gotten used to it. Shane saw me limping, "Mitch you okay?" I nodded and kept walking, I almost fell over, Shane lifted me up bridal style, walking on, "Your legs hurt, don't they? Your foot, and arm too." I nodded, I layed my head on the crook of his neck, "How'd you know?" he kissed my forehead, "I know my girlfriend too well." I smiled at him, we talked along the way, "Am I too heavy?" he shook his head, "No, you're actually quite light." I nodded, we got home 10 minutes later, I see my dad, he looks beyond pissed off, he came over to Shane and I. He pulled me out of Shane's arms, we were trying to fight off my dad, punches swung and legs kicked, "Get your dad." I mouthed to Shane, he hesitated, I looked at him, he ran to get his dad, "DAD!" I heard Shane yell when my dad punched me, I think below my chest, I blacked out before I knew exactly what happened.
I woke up, I hear beeping noises all around me, what are they? I looked at my arm, IV needles in them, I sat up, coughing, "Mitchie! Thank God you're okay!" Shane said to me, excited, Mrs. Grey ran straight in here, hugging me, "Mitchie, I'm so so sorry that happened, we filed a restraing order and also a child abuse complaint." I nodded, hugging her back, I sighed, "Thanks so much Mrs. Grey." she nodded, kissing my hair, "I never had a daughter, you're like a daughter to me." I nodded, smiling, she got off of me, her phone rung, "Sorry, I gotta take this." Shane and I nodded, Mrs. Grey walked out the room, Shane got up and hugged me, I sighed, actually I did two sighs. "What's wrong Mitch?" I looked up at him, smiling, "Well for one, you made me smile again, I haven't smiled like that in years. Number two..." I paused, breathing in, my smile going away, I asked him the question, "What's going to happen?" he held me closer, sighing, "I don't know Mitch, but all I know is where ever you go, I'm there too." I smiled at Shane brightly, he pecked my lips softly, he's so sweet.
"The doctors ran tests on you, so they should be here in like 2 weeks, I don't know why they took so long, they asked us if we knew about your abuse and thought we all caused it, which was stupid." I nodded, at least I'm free from my dad, I'm so happy about that. I closed my eyes, "Hi Mitchie, you're free to be discharged from the hospital, you just need your discharge papers and we will mail you the test results." Mrs. Grey, Mr. Grey, Shane, Nate and I nodded. I got up and stretched, my ribs don't hurt al all, yay, they did tell me I would be in some pain. I stood up, feeling dizzy, Shane came over to me and grabbed my hand, I blushed, "You're adorable when you blush." Shane said, loudly, everyone turned to look at us, I shyly smiled, feeling embarassed. Mrs. Grey smiled, "Aww! You guys are too cute together." everyone laughed. We got to the front of the hospital, Mr. and Mrs. Grey signed me out, yay, finally I get to leave, I hate hospitals. I heard like these vomitting noises, it wouldn't stop, it was this dude across from me, "Hey Mitchie, are you okay?" I nodded, "You sure, you look pale." Nate said, I nodded, Shane kissed my cheek, softly whispering in my ear and rubbing my back, "Do you wanna go outside?" I nodded, still shaking, Mr. Grey turned around, "I'm going to go outside, I'm scared of vomitting noises, or seeing someone vomit." Mr. Grey nodded, hugging me, I hugged him back, I feel happy. Shane and I walked outside after that was over, Nate was on the phone, talking to Caitlyn, I don't know her but I've talked to her on the phone about 4 times, she seems interesting and nice. I sat on the bench, yawning, "Sleepy?" I nodded, Shane sat next to me, and rubbed my back, I layed on his lap, he was stroking my hair, "Mitchie, I have to tell you something, well later I do, it's not bad, trust me," I nodded, I grabbed Shane's hand, he kissed my temple, I drifted off to sleep.
I woke up, in the livingroom? Yeah, um, how did that happen? I got up, yum, I smell the delicious scent of sweet potato pudding, or is that pie, and I smell lasagna, the tomatoe sauce, and the extra sharp cheese, pure bliss. I walked to the kitchen, "Hi Mrs. Grey." I said to Mrs. Grey, she looked up at me, "Hey Mitch, how ya feeling?" I smiled, "I feel better, thanks." she nodded and kissed my cheek, she hugged me, she's like a second mom to me. I let her go, "Do you need help at all?" she shook her head, "Oh no, Mitchie, please go relax, I've got everything."
"No really, I want to help, Mrs. Grey." she giggled, "Okay then, the plates have to be set out on the table." I nodded, I grabbed the plates and silverware, "Mrs. Grey, where's Frankie?" she sighed, "He's with my sister for the week, he and his cousin, Hayden go to the same school so my sister thought it would be better for the first week of school." I nodded, Shane came downstairs, "Hey, mom." he hugged her, aww, so cute. He kissed my cheek afterwards, "You okay?" I nodded, I'm done all the plates, Mrs. Grey got up, "Shane, go wash your hands and get ready to eat, tell your dad too." Shane nodded, I followed him, we washed our hands and got Mr. Grey, we went to the table, wait, today's Thursday? Wow, time flies, I've been here for about 1 whole week. Everyone got their food, "This lasagna is really good, Mrs. Grey, thanks." she nodded, "Oh Mitchie, you don't have to call me Mrs. Grey, you can call me anything really." I nodded, hmm, mom number 2. I took one more bite, "Okay, who's ready for dessert?" Mr. Grey asked, I laughed, "You're not full?" he shook his head, lauging, "Nope!" all of us laughed, Mr. Grey ran over to the sweet potatoe pudding, cutting huge slices for everyone, wow. I ate the pudding, its soo good, why do I feel sick all of a sudden? "Can I be excused?" Mrs. Grey nodded, I got up, I ran to the bathroom, I think I barely closed the door and was immediatly sick in the toilet, I don't know how long I was in here, I flushed the toilet and ran back downstairs, I finished eating my dessert, I went to wash my plate, Nate was in here too, he got a cup of water, he left out two minutes later. I washed my plate and dried it, I felt a pair of arms go around my waist, "You scared me." I said to Shane, he laughed, "Sorry, but I gotta tell you something." I nodded, "I love you. Honestly, I'm not the type of guy who would say that to his girlfriend and then say it to another girl afterwards." I started crying, "Shane, I love you too." he wiped away my tear, he leaned in and kissed me, "Eww, PDA." Mr. and Mrs. Grey walked into the kitchen, I dropped my hands from Shane's shoulders, it was hilarious.
Shane and I went into the living room, I layed on his lap, again, I have a massive migrane, I closed my eyes, I don't feel well at all, I've been vomitting all week, I've been- OH MY GOSH! I better not be pregnant, I'm only 15 and Shane and I never "did it" so... I'll just shut up. I relaxed on Shane, "Hey guys, we gotta tell you something." we nodded, I got off of Shane, we were still holding hands, "Well actually it's two things, there's good news, and there's bad news." we nodded, maybe the bad news was that I had to live with my dad, I stopped thinking and listened, "Okay, starting with the good news, we're moving." I looked at them, terrified, "Wait, so am I staying here?" they shook their heads, "Oh gosh no Mitchie, you're coming with us. You need a new fresh start." I nodded, "Thank you guys, so so much, for everything really, but I feel like I don't deserve this." everyone nodded, "Mitchie, you're welcome, but we did all this out of love, okay sweetie? We love you, alot." Mr. Grey said, that deeply touched me, Shane warmly smiled at me, kissing my temple.
I leaned on him, "So when's the move?" Shane asked, they simply replied, "Next week." we nodded, wow this is perfect. I sighed, "And the bad news?" I asked, scared, well a little bit, "Mitchie, we got your test results back, you're not going to believe this but..." she sighed, shaking, what is it? "Mitchie, you're... you're pregnant, by 2 and a half months." I looked in shock, everyone was calling me, I was in way too much shock to even answer him, I started questioning myself, I got off the chair, "What, how, when, where, WHY?" I was walking across the living room, beating myself up, "How is this even possible? I'm only 15, I've never did anything like that before!" tears streaming down my face, "Where did all of this even happen?" I started pacing back and forth, what will people say? Eh, I don't care. Shane came over to me and pulled me into a hug, I was heavily sobbing, "Shh, shh, shh. It's okay Mitchie, God has a reason for this, we don't know what but he does, okay?" I nodded, still crying, "Look at me Mitch." I didn't, he pulled my head up, having me stare into his amber brown eyes, "Take deep breaths." I nodded, "I can't." he kissed my forehead, "Yes you can, look, Breathe in." I did, "Now breathe out." I did, wow. I walked over to the couch and sat down, Shane sat next to me, stroking my hair, he sat me on his lap, he put his hand on my stomach, "It's going to be okay." I look his word for it too, I just pray he's right. "I love you."
"I love you too." and with that, we fell asleep.
ONE AND A HALF WEEKS LATER
Two months, and I'm guessing 3 weeks it happened? I don't even know at all. I'm at school right now, "And, what's the square root of 69?" the teacher asked, great way to mock Drake, Mr. Galerole. "8 something!" Jenn said, out loud with confidence, everyone laughed, even me. I still feel sick, I've had morning sickness for the longest, I freaking hate it. I put my head down, 20 more minutes, I shot my head up, quickly, I raised my hand, "Mr. Galerole, can I go to the bathroom?" he looked at me, "No Michaela, you can't it's already 10 more minutes." I sighed, ugh, "It's an emergency." he looked at me, and back at the class, he kept teaching. I tried to hold it, I can't.
"Please, I'm goin to pu-" too late, lets just say, I nearly messed up 3 book bags, near me and had no more food in my stomach, oops, I put my head down on the desk afterwards to avoid the embarassment, and laughter going on, "Okay class, Michaela, go to the nurse." I nodded, I got up, feeling queazy, I grabbed my stuff and left the room in embarassment, I closed the door and started walking, "Puke cleanup in room 12A immediatly." this day can't possibly get worse can it? I walked, someone spilled red paint on me, where did it land? Oh my butt, I spoke too soon. I put on my sweater so it could cover the red stain, I pulled out my roster, the nurse is about 12 doors down, Tess 'bumped' into me, I wish she'd leave, "I'm so not sorry for bumping into you, ugly freak." I rolled my eyes at her "At least I'm not a fake plastic blonde." I said and left, I don't feel like arguing with her. I got to the nurse, there were 6 people in here, one for diabetes, one for being sick, one for having a headache, and the other three sprained places. There was just me, pregnant, that's all, I sat down, breathing in, my stomach hurts so badly. I closed my eyes, half asleep. "Michaela Torres?" I raised my head, "Yeah, that's me." the nurse nodded, I walked over to her, she pulled out a thermometer, "Okay, now I need to check your temperature." I nodded, I opened my mouth and sat in a minute and a half of silence, "Okay, well it's 98.5 degrees so you're fine. Since you are a bit pale and look sick, you can either stay, or go home." I nodded, well I have 2 more periods left. "I'll stay, thanks." she nodded, smiling at me, I left. That was fast, it's 12PM now, next period, lunch; I went to the bathroom to change into my spare pants, I forgot I had them.
I headed to the lunch room, I sat next to Nate, he was playing with my hair, "You okay Mitchie?" I nodded, I sat up, he looked at me, realizing, "Oooh." I chuckled softly, putting my head down, Shane came over to our table, "Hey guys." I put my head up again, I smiled at him, then I put my head back down, yeah I think you get it. Shane and Nate were talking, I don't know what they were saying, I sighed, I really don't feel well. At least it's winter break tomorrow, no school for about 2 weeks, we're moving tomorrow too. Everything is already packed, and ready to go, I felt a hand on my back, rubbing it, "Mitch, baby, you need to eat something." I shook my head, "No." I turned my head around, "I don't wanna eat." he nodded, I sighed, leaning on him, getting jealous glares from every girl in here, I rolled my eyes at them. Shane rubbed my stomach, I looked at him, smiling. He pecked my lips softly, "Shane Grey's a dad? Wait, and he's going out with Michaela, eww Michaela's such a whore!" some chic said, the whole lunch room started cheering,
"Who said that?" Shane screamed sounding angry and irritated, no one answered, "That's what I thought, say one more thing about Michaela like that, and I promise you, you'll get a whole 2 years worth of detention. Do I make myself clear?" everyone nodded, looking scared, except Tess (A.N Lol, I love this part.). I went up in line to get my lunch, there's an hour each period, so I have 45 minutes. I stood here, some girl from cheerleading walked up to me, she looks so snobby, eww. "So, Michaela, you're trying to feed that ugly baby of yours? Wait, well, since it's Shane's, I really feel bad that he knocked you up, you probably payed him to do it, you're a ugly slut anyways." I looked at her, clenching my jaw, "Look, okay, first of all DON'T insult my child, it's not ugly, it's beautiful, and I'm not a slut, look at what you're wearing, compared to what I'm wearing, you're half naked... then you'll possibly see, you're the slut, so leave me alone, and get out of my face." she flicked her hair, turning around, thank God that's over, I just wanna go home sooo badly. I looked at what I wanted, pizza or a ham and cheese sub? hmm... okay sub. I walked over to the salad bar, and got lettiuce to go onto my sub. "Michaela, you're trying to lose weight while pregnant? You're a really horrible mom, I'm surprised Shane knocked you up." some boy said to me, I rolled my eyes, I don't have time for this silly stuff.
I entered in my ID number and left, I went back to the table where Nate and Shane were waiting for me, Caitlyn was with us, "Hey I didn't know you had this period lunch." I said to her, she smiled at me, "Yeah, I got my classes changed." I nodded, everyone was still eating, "Fat prego whore." okay, who said that? I finished eating my food, I cleaned off my mouth and everything. "I can't believe Shane Grey's actually going out with you, and carrying your baby. I feel bad he's being payed to do it. He doesn't love you." I turned around, it was Tess, "Yeah he is, and so what? Why do you care? He's not being payed to do this, and I know he loves me, so if you have a problem, you can address it right now." I said to her in one breath, I'm so sick of this bull crap happening.
"Yeah, I have a problem, my problem is, is that you're like Cinderella, except your dad never wanted you, your mom probably died just so she could stop seeing your hideous face." I rolled my eyes at her, I'm trying so hard to not reach my breaking point, this has been going on since about 9AM this morning, I went past Tess, she threw a milk bottle at me, "That's a present to your ugly baby." she said, smiling at me, I walked, some girl tripped me, and I know it was on purpose, I ran to the bathroom, "Gonna take a pee break mommy? You need it, badly, poor ugly thing is probably hurting your bladder." this tears it. I walked into the stall to use the bathroom, I let two tears fall, I hate crying, I always have, I flushed, washed my hands and walked out the bathroom, 30 more minutes, what to do, "Careful Michaela, you don't wanna hurt the baby by keeping it, you should put it up for adoption." I walked away, I hate this so much, I walked back to the lunch room, Shane was the only one at the table, I was about to sit down, Shane looked up at me, smiling, that made me a bit better.
I smiled back, I turned around, "Here's a flyer on abortion, I think you need it." some guy said to me, I took it, I read over it, almost close to tears, I held it and ran out the cafeteria. I walked and walked, I heard footsteps following me, why did this happen today? I walked, sighing, I sat on the bench, outside, I put my hands on my eyes and started crying, softly, why do I have to cry? I hate it. The soft crying turned into heavy sobbing, ugh, I felt a hand on my back, rubbing up and down, "Mitchie, Mitchie, Mitchie, shh." I stopped, breathed, and cried again, it was Mrs. Grey, I looked up, Shane was next to me, Mrs. Grey was on my other side, I sighed, finally my tears stopped, yay, "Love, it's going to be okay." I looked at him, shocked at his words, "Okay? Okay? No it's not, everywhere I go, people are making nasty rude comments about us and this baby. You try being 15 years old, being abused by your father everyday since your mom died, carrying a child having no idea who the father is, and starting a new school being know as Shane Grey's Cinderella. Let me know how it's like afterwards." I said in one big huff, without crying. Shane pulled me into a hug, we both sighed, "Mitch, I know your life's hard now, but trust me on this, your life is going to get better." I nodded.
I got off of him, Mrs. Grey hugged me, then looked at me, "Look Mitchie, you're new here now, and expecting but trust me, after the baby's born, people will probably forget about this whole thing okay?" I nodded, I so seriously hope she's correct, "I'm not letting this rest though, I'll talk to everyone in school." I nodded, unsure, "No, it's okay. Thanks." she smiled at me, smoothing out my hair, "No, I think these sophmores do need to be talked to, they've been so crazy this past week." Mrs. Grey hugged me, I smiled, hugging her back, "Thanks mom." she let go, smiling at me, I explained, just so she wouldn't be confused, "Okay, my original mom, I called mommy, and still do, and you, you're like a mom to me so yeah..." she smiled at me, pulling Shane and I into a hug, "I love you guys, and I already love my grandchild." aww, "We love you too." Shane and I said, I wonder if the baby also said it, I wonder how it looks like. Mrs. Grey started to talk, "Since your majors are in the morning, first period, and you guys just have PE and health for last period, you guys are going to get a roster change until the baby's born." we nodded, "You aren't getting those two classes, you're going home after lunch." we nodded, this is really great. Mrs. Grey got up, "Well I gotta go right now, you guys don't have to go to health and gym, you can leave." we nodded. Mrs. Grey left, "I wanna go home." I said, Shane pecked my lips softly, "Okay." Shane got up first, he held his hand out for me, I took it. We walked, well I walked halfway, Shane claimed I'll probably hurt my feet. I giggled at him, he ended up carrying me. We got home, I entered the password 5284 and the door opened, I got down from Shane, "I could've walked." he laughed, kissing my temple, "No... you would've hurt your foot." I nodded, not believing him.
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