Author's note I'm sorry for not updating in a while. I had severe writers block and no time to write between my classes. This chapter is a litter shorter but bear with me. I hope that those of you still reading enjoy this

Chapter 3

Seras' P.O.V

I stood outside of Wolf's door, nervous beyond belief. Knocking on the door, I waited for an answer. My recent intake of blood allowed me to easily hear her sniff a few times before she opened the door. She stood tall and proud, her hair still wet from a recent shower. The smell of blood and ash still permeated off her, but she did not seem to care for this. She held the door open wide enough for me to slip through. I took the wordless offer and stepped into her room. She took a moment longer before shutting the door and turning towards me. "So you're back" she stated, sitting on her haunches upon the floor. I nodded, swallowing once more nervously. She chuckled, "You shouldn't be so nervous, after all I'm just a mutt to your kind". I stared at her indignantly "My kind? Is that all you see of me? A blood sucking monster?" I began to yell. She sighed heavily, pinching the bridge of her nose. "Seras, you are a vampire. There is not a damn thing in this world that can change that. But you are far from a monster, you're too kind to be considered such scum". I started to shake visibly "Then why did you do it? Why did you force blood on me?" Wolf stood up and towered over me "You would have died sooner or later without it, likely killing one of the mercenaries or one of the servants. You were as much a danger to yourself as you were to others. My job in this house is not just to kill monsters, but to protect the Hellsing Organization. You were a threat and I took care of it". Her words, while they were true, hurt. I felt something warm and wet trail from my eyes. I touched my cheek to see blood coating my hand. This new horror did not stop the tears from falling. I squeezed my eyes shut and shuddered with silent sobs. I felt her hand grab my chin, I dared not open my eyes for fear of seeing disappointment or worse in her eyes. It was then that I felt something smooth, hot and wet lick the blood away from my cheek. My eyes shot open in shock. "Not as powerful as your master yet, but you'll get there" she muttered under her breath. "You shouldn't cry Seras. You waste the blood that you consume. Will you be alright in drinking it on your own?" The concern in her voice left my undead heart 'skipping' a beat. "You've been gone for a few days since you had that mission. I've been drinking it once a day now" I said with pride. She grinned at me showing her pointed teeth "Good girl. If that all you needed here, you can go. The sun will be rising soon". With sadness in my heart, I left her room. 'Why couldn't I tell her what I was going to say' I thought, returning to my room the basement.

Wolf's P.O.V

Once I figured she was out of hearing range I grabbed 4 bags of blood from my fridge. There was no care for types, each of them ended up in my stomach. I looked over to Red Night, the look in his eyes said all. "I know" was all I said. With that, the blood was mixed with some whiskey. I forgot how many drinks I had before I checked my emails for any new jobs out of the country. I could only think of leaving. Just my luck to find that there were none out of the country, but there were enough to keep me away from the mansion. Shaking my head to sober up, I left the room to get to Sir Integra's office.

My vision cleared of booze by the time I reached my destination. I knocked before hearing "Come in". I took the invitation and stood before my so called boss. "I'm here to request a leave of absence to complete a group of missions that my tribesman have given me. They are all within the land of England this time round so I will not be far". She took in a drag from her cancer inducing cigar and nodded "You may go, I expect a report of how many you kill, I don't need the details". I nodded curtly before leaving the room. Red Night was waiting for me outside. "Ready to go?" I asked him. He barked in agreement. We didn't bring anything with us, I even left my weapons here under lock and key. The sad thing about all this, I didn't even look back.

(Somewhere in England's country side)

Red Night and I have been here for weeks it seems like. The hordes hardly ceased. I had long since forgone my humanity. Copper skin was replaced with pitch black energy, I was a mass of energy in the shape of a wolf, where my eyes should be, nothing but bright yellow showed. I was in every way a monster at this point, but no monster survived my bite. I panted slightly, blood leaking from my mouth. Red Night himself was soaked in it.

We finally managed to kill all of them off when I heard a familiar dark chuckling. "So this is your true form pup?" I only glared at him and went over to Red Night, cleaning off the spots on his face that he couldn't reach. "My master asks that you return to the mansion" stated the No Life King. I looked back at the vampire and nodded before taking off in the direction of "home". That of course was when Alucard decided to Red Night and I by the scruff, teleporting us there. His mistake was touching my skin.

When we were safely in Integra's office I was dropped to the ground quickly. Smoke cold be seen coming from Alucard's hand as my skin nearly disintegrated it. Before anyone could say anything I quickly dashed to my room. Once there I returned to my human guise, putting on some clothes as I had none on. I returned to Integra's office just as quickly. "Forgive me Sir Integra, when I go into that form my clothes burn away. I was not going to change back to speak with you while indecent". She only nodded, still star struck with my previous state as well as the damage I inflicted on Alucard's hand. "What's the body count Wolf?" she asked seriously. I thought back through the weeks I've been gone, "At least 1,200 I lost count and the masses would keep showing up". Her eyes hardened "I see, very well return to your quarters". With no words needing to be said I returned to my room.

Upon a closer inspection, Seras had been in my room, either recently or has been here a lot since my leave of absence. I opened my fridge to find it still completely stocked. I shook my head 'Why can't the little vampire understand that I'm no good for somebody as sweet as her' I thought to myself. I sighed heavily only sharply look at the door as someone knocked upon it