Here we go!
Jade's POV
Detention was going as well as detention could go. I mean, although Tori knows how I feel, detention was still awful. It was great knowing that Tori felt the same way about me as I felt about her. I had yet to get into too much trouble. I guess I should thank Tori. She helped me bite my tongue a few times when I was talked down at. She helped…I really don't know. She just helped me. What's funny though, is that I hated this girl. But now I can't get enough of her. And that kiss is just eating away at me. It makes me feel like I'm cheating on Beck; well…I guess I kinda did, but I've decided that the next time I see him, I'm ending it; plain and simple. I'm going to say, "Beck, I think we should start seeing other people." That's all I'm going to say. Short, sweet and to the point.
I feel Vega poke me in the shoulder. I turn around, angry that she disturbed me, but when I saw her jump back in fear, I dropped the mean face I had and smiled. She smiled back at me which made my breath hitch. I looked into her chocolate brown eyes. I could stare at those things forever. I looked at her lips…then at her cheek bones…then at her hair….then her nose…I had to get up. I had to get away from here. I was too aroused. "I'm sorry," I say, "I have to get away from you. Not because I don't like you, but because I'm worried I'll jump on top of you and give all kinds of hickies." I say, standing up.
She frowns, which hurts me. I want to make her happy, but right now I was worried about everything our friends would say. I continued to think of what they would say when they found out about Tori and me. I mean, what if they don't accept us? Well, I know Cat will, but what about the rest? What about Beck? What would her say? My stomach starts to cramp and I yell for Mr. Dickers. He shows up in the doorway.
"What do you want, West?" He asks, sternly.
"I need to go to the bathroom." I say.
"And what do you expect me to do about it?" He asks. He's starting to piss me off.
"Let me go to the bathroom!"
"Nope; I'm good."
"LET ME GO TO THE BATHROOM! I'M ON MY PERIOD! I HAVE CRAMPS AND I'LL RIP YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF!" I scream.
"You're not bad, West. Go ahead." He smiles.
I run out the door. I don't know why, but I just start bawling. I mean…I have no clue why. Like…I know women have emotional problems during PMS, but I mean, good lord. I don't think it was because of my grandmother. Then, a light bulb went off in my head. It was because I was about to hurt Beck. I kneel down in a stall after I reach the bathroom. I wipe my eyes with my sleeves and stand up. But I quickly fall back down. I hear a girl walk in. I could tell how it was due to the clicking sound of her boots.
Tori's POV
I sneak out of the library and head for the bathroom. After Jade's little…fit…I got to thinking. I don't think I caused that. I started thinking about all the things that might have set Jade off.
I reach the bathroom door and push it open. I walk slowly, as if trying to be quiet, but I knew Jade could hear me due to the face that my boots were clicking on the tile. I could hear sobs coming from inside the third stall. I felt a small lump form in my throat.
"Well, are you just gonna stand there like an idiot, Vega? Come here!" Jade says.
I quickly walk into the stall and sit down beside her. I'd never seen her so upset. Mascara was running down her face…there were bags under her eyes again. It hurt me. It physically and mentally hurt me. I cried with her. I was never the strong one in my relationships. I was always the one who went along with everything. I never really put up a fight for anything. I was the one who always cried. But I had to be strong for her right now. I reach over her shoulder and hold her close. It took every fiber of my being to not sob. I just held her tightly.
"What's wrong, Jade?" I ask.
"It's gonna break his heart." She answers.
"Who's heart?" I ask another question.
"Be…Beck's heart." She says.
I close my eyes, letting a tear fall down my face. I kiss the top of her head and rub her arm. I do my best to comfort her, but it does no good. She sobs…and cries…and sobs…and cries. It was so hard not to cry. I pull her chin up to bring her face level with mine. I look in her eyes. They were hypnotizing. "Listen to me." I demand. "Beck is a big boy. He can handle it. Don't worry about all that stuff right now anyway. I mean, what's brought this on? Since when do you care about what people think about you?" I ask.
"Tori…you don't know everything about me. I…let's just leave it at that, okay?" She asks.
"No…not okay. Jade if we're going to date, we have to be honest with each other. Why would you want to keep something like this from me? I mean, really?"
"Tori, do you know why I am the way I am?" She asks, raising her voice. I shake my head. "I'm this way because my parents don't give a shit about me. They couldn't care less about me. They moved away to Santa Clara about a month ago. They're letting me stay in our old house, but that's about it. They really don't care what happens to me. And that may sound stupid, but it's true. I'm the way I am because I feel like I need to get people before they get me! It's a terrible way to. I want to change but I've been this was for…maybe fourteen years. And it pains me to see people I love t get hurt by the way I treat them. Like you for instance…every time I called you grunch…a little piece of my heart broke; every damn time. And I don't want my behavior to rub off on you. I just don't want you to ruin yourself like I ruined myself. So, if you really want to be with me, I need you to promise me something." She finishes.
"Anything…anything at all. You just name it." I respond.
"I need you to promise me that you will never change. Promise me that you'll never change your caring ways; that you'll never turn into someone like me who's constantly looking over their shoulder waiting on someone to hurt them. Promise me that you'll always stay you. Promise me that." She says.
"I promise; I'll never change those things." I say, crying already.
"Thank you. I just don't want my attitude towards people to rub off on you." She is sobbing again.
"I think your attitude towards people shows how you truly feel towards society. I don't think it shows that you hate people or that you're paranoid. I just think you hate the things people do. It's a good character trait. It means you have a backbone and that you stand up for what you believe in. I like that about you." I finish.
She smiles, which makes me smile. I wipe the tears from her face and kiss her cheek. I rub my thumb across her lips as I cuddle her. She's laying in the perfect position to where I can see down her shirt to the middle of her bra.
"Quit staring at my tits, Vega." Jade laughs.
"Sorry; they take my breath away, though." I say.
"Well, I'd let you see them, but we need to get back to the library before Dickers finds out you snuck out. Wouldn't that suck?" Jade asks.
"Yeah, it would. And why don't you let me feel them? Let me get a sneak peak?" I say, running my tongue over my teeth. I sit there awaiting her answer. She motions me to touch her breasts. I let my hands hover over them…hesitant to touch them.
"Damn, Vega." She says, grabbing my hands and putting them on her firm but squeezable breasts.
"Wow." That's all I say. That's all I can say.
"Okay, now that that's taken care of, let's get back to the library." We walk out of the bathroom and head for the library; then Jade turns around in the other direction.
"Where are you going?" I ask her.
"My locker; I have something cool inside." I huff and follow her.
"Jade…if we don't hurry, Dickers is gonna find us." I whine.
"Take it easy, Vega." She says.
She opens her locker. She has a pencil box sitting in the back and on the bottom shelf. She takes a little brown bag out of it and opens it. Inside is an even smaller brown bag. Inside of that bag is a clear plastic bag filled with what looked like pencil shavings or grass. I looked closely. My mouth hit the floor.
"Fuck that, Jade. Put it back! We are not getting high at school!" I say.
She just walks away in the direction of the library. I huff again and follow her…again. I can tell who's going to be wearing the pants in our relationship. We enter the library, and then Jade shuts the door, quietly. Jade pulls out the bag of marijuana and shows it off to everyone, inviting them to join her in the other room.
"I'm in! Now it's a party!" Andre yells.
Robbie and Cat of all people follow her into the other room. My mouth is again on the floor. Cat laughs at my face and leaves the room. Jade pokes her head out the door. "Last chance, Vega. Cat's even doing it. Sure you don't want to try it?"
I stood there for a moment, thinking…oh, how much harm could it do? "Fine." I say, walking to her. I enter the room and shut the door. I sit down on the ground as everyone has already started smoking their joints. Cat was already high. She was giggling uncontrollably. I watched Jade roll one up for me. She finished and handed it to me. I put it in my mouth, waiting to choke on the smoke.
"It's not doing anything, Jade." I say.
"You have to light it, you ding." She laughs handing me the lighter. I light the joint and take a draw. Of course I cough for the first couple of hits, but then I got used to the feeling of the smoke going down my throat and into my lungs. I was high as a kite man. And I loved it.
"Tori loves it, man." Andre laughs at me.
"I do. I do. And I'm not afraid to admit it, either." I say.
"Wow, does Little Ms. Sally Peaches have a dark side?" Jade asks.
"I might have a small one." Everyone starts laughing.
About an hour later, we were all off of our high. But we were so damn tired. I felt like lying down on one of Jade's breasts and just going to sleep. That would have been some good sleep. In case you haven't noticed, I'm hopelessly obsessed with Jade's tits. And honestly, I don't care.
I then remembered, once again, everything that happened to me this morning. My parents were divorcing and I'd be miserable around the house until I finally got used to the situation. I really don't think I ever will. But I do have Jade and Trina to help me get through this tough time.
There was about three hours left of detention, before Mr. Dickers re-entered the room. "Okay, fart knockers; you guys can go home. I need to go home, too. My wife needs some laser surgery to remove some hair follicles on her…back. So you're all dismissed. Have a good day." He finishes and leaves.
Jade walks over to me. She looks at my eyes and yawns. "I think we need to talk to Beck, Vega." She says.
I nod. "Yeah, I know. Can we go to get something to eat after?" I ask.
"Sure." She answers.
Jade's POV
On the way to Beck's RV, dread filled my body. I was thinking about what I had told myself earlier today. I had told myself that I would cut it off quickly. But I just had a hard time seeing myself dumping Beck so easily. These thoughts raced through my head as we pulled into Beck's driveway. I looked at Tori; and Tori looked at me. We each took a deep breath and exited the car. We walk up to Beck's door and knock on it. He answers the door. He looks like he'd just woken up. "Hey!" He says. "How was detention?"
"Fine; we need to talk, Beck." I say.
"What about?" He asks.
I freeze. I open my mouth, but no sound comes out. I can't move.
Boom! Mind Blown! Your mind probably isn't blown, but whatever. Let me know what you think guys! Read and Review!