A/N: Ok so I see a few of you have been reading. And so far I haven't received the tomatoes in the face "YET!". So I thought I would post one more for you today. If I get some more review I may post more. I'm going out of town this weekend, and so I'm going to try and post the whole story, this week. Again this story is not beta so the mistakes are all mine. Im sorry in advanced.

Ch: 3

Gil and Cindy had been seeing each other for 3 months. It was more like just something to do. To Gil there was no love, just sex. He would stop by her house once in a while and just spend a few hours. Then he would always go home. He couldn't bring himself to stay the night. Some times he would allow her to come over once in a while but never stay over. He would never be ready for that.

One morning after work he called Cindy to call off yet another date with her.

Cindy: Hello

G: Hi

Cindy: Are you coming over or do you want me to meet you at your house?

G: That's what Im calling about. It's been a really hard night. Triple homicide. I have a migraine. I just was going home.

Cindy: So I will meet you over at your house?

G: NO I just need some rest.

Cindy: Oh Ok.

G: I'm sorry. Maybe I will see you tomorrow.

Cindy: I love you.

G: Bye.

Grissom hung the phone up and sat back in his chair.

B: Hey you don't look good. What's going on?

G: Shut the door. I don't need Cath to hear?

B: What's up?

G: It's Cindy. She just doesn't do it for me. She nice and all but lets face it, she isn't Sara.

B: Man I was hoping you would say that.

G: Why do you say that?

B: Because you just don't look happy. You haven't been ever since Sara left.

G: I don't know what to do. I miss her so much.

B: Go find her.

G: If she wanted me, she would come back to me.

B: I know where she's at! (In a sing song voice)

G: You do.

B: Yes, she in San Francisco.

G: She is? I don't know what to do.

B: Ok. You think on it and if you want, I will help you when you are ready.

G: Thank you. I just need to think on it.

Gil went home to take a shower then fixed himself something to eat. He was just finishing cleaning up when his phone rang. He went to answer it and didn't even look at the id.

G: Grissom

S: Hello Gil.

G: Sara? Is that you?

S: Yes it's me.

G: Are you ok?

S: I am. I need to know something?

G: What do you need honey? I do anything for you Sara.

S: I need to know, did you do what I told you to do Gil?

There was a very long pause.

G: I tried Sara but it's not working out.

S: Im sorry Gil. I have to tell you, I met someone but Im not happy.

G: I've been seeing a someone but, Im not happy. I can't get over you. I can't stop thinking of you Sara. I can't stop loving you. I miss you.

S: I needed to hear your voice.

G: I love you Sara. I never stop loving you. Please honey; tell me you never stopped loving me.

S: Oh Gil, I lov.. I'm sorry I called you. I have to go. Bye Gil.

G: Sara; Please don't hang up.

The line went dead. Gil looked at the phone. He didn't know what to think. He wanted to go after her. He wanted to love her. But he didn't know if she still loved him. That scared him. To think she could never love him, well that was just too much to bear on his broken heart.

Please tell me what you think. The more you review the more I will post.