Author's Note:

Okay guys...

I'm getting tired of people making fun of my grammar... I make Shura talk the way she does because if you read the mangas, her grammar just ain't perfect, don't worry neither is mine... guys gotta friggen realize I ain't friggen perfect. And I do inform you I have a shitty ass laptop...take time to read my author's notes...I'm not always answering my reviews even though I have fun answering them.

WritingBlues404: I know dear, a lot of people want to know what's up Yukio's ass.

Mid-Summer Romance: I know Rin's a bit OOC but he went friggen suicidal bec the person he loved said he never loved him. And I explained my grammar at the top...hope that clears things up a bit.

I forgive you.

My eyes batted open.

I gripped on soft fabrics and found myself in my bed-not alone though-.

I felt a soft stroke in my blue locks.

"Are you awake now?"

My heart lodged up into my throat.

I nodded in response.

I sat up on his waist. I saw I left huge tearstains on the raven shirt.

I frowned.

I sniffled and wiped my eyes as I got off of him.

"Where are you going?"

I looked back with a soulless glance as I grabbed my clothes.

"Shower..."

I looked at my hand has water was dropping nonstop from my chin and hair.

I heard a knock on my wall.

I glanced at it, "What?"

"Only checking..."

I frowned and turned off the shower. I got out and grabbed a towel that was sitting on the bench. I felt something above my head as I dried myself off. Quick ruffles started in my hair as I felt it drying. The fabric left and I felt my hair being brushed.

I kept looking down as I finished drying myself.

"Thanks..."

"You're welcome."

I grabbed a pair of boxers and slipped them up to my hips.

I looked down at my stomach and frowned at how thin and pale I was.

"Rin, look at me."

I looked up and felt something smooth and gentle against my lips. My eyes were wide as I felt wrapping around my lower back. I-involuntary-wrapped my arms around his torso. I felt the sting of tears in the back of my eyes.

'I miss his lips so much...'

My tail flick as it felt something thing to grip.

I felt Yukio leave me with a small gasp, "N-nii-san!"

I looked at him. I looked beside me and saw what my tail had found to love.

Yukio's tail.

I felt something on my hips.

I gasped and bucked my hips into his waist.

"Y-Yukio..."

He placed our foreheads together and laced out fingers.

"It's your fault, Nii-san..."

I smirked, "Really now?"

I pushed Yukio onto the bench, making him slam his head on the lockers.

I bent down in between his legs and saw a tent in his pants.

I placed my lips against the fabrics and flicked my tongue. I felt Yukio's hips buck in the air as he gasped loudly.

"Nii-san!"

I ignored him and started sucking on the material. I undid his pants and pulled them down until I saw a pair of black boxers with a figure of a twitching erection.

I put my mouth over the material like I did for his jeans. I nibbled at the fabric-covered head. Yukio's hips had bucked again.

I smiled and pulled down the boxers finally.

"H-he may have h-hurt me...b-but he's still m-my little b-brother..."

My eyes widened.

I let go of him and fell on the floor, clutching my head.

"I love you, Nii-san..."

"I love you too, Yukio..."

"I never loved you, Rin..."

"Just fucking leave..."

"You aren't wanted here..."

I felt thing fingers touching my arm.

I slapped them away, "Get away from me!"

"Nii-san..."

"No! Shut up! Just get away from me!"

Tears were spilling from my eyes and my jaw was chattering. I felt myself shaking violently. I felt arms wrapping around my torso. I tried pushing him away. His grip had tightened around me.

"Nii-san, calm down..."

I pushed harder and harder but his grips kept tightening around me.

I gave up finally and buried my face in his chest again.

"Yukio..."

I felt gentle strokes in my hair.

"It's okay, Nii-san..."

'No...it's not...I don't think it will ever be again either...'

"How do you know...?"

I felt my chin being touched. I looked up at Yukio with stinging eyes.

"Nii-san...I know you must hate me now...but you need to know...everything I said that night-."

I saw tears running down his cheeks.

"-Everything that I said, it was a lie...I-I had to say it to you incase Satan would come back and take us back to Gehenna..."

My tears had completely stopped. I felt my heart stop right at my stomach.

"So you just said those words to me, knowing that they would hurt me...what if I was week enough to let him possess my body, Yukio?"

I go out of his grip and grabbed my clothes.

"I can't trust you anymore...even if we are brothers..."

I ran towards the door and out into the hallway.

I ran into another dorm room and slammed the door shut.

I felt the temperature difference between Yukio's room and mine.

I shivered and slipped on my clothes.

I untucked the covers from the bed and got under them.

'I seriously can't trust you anymore...no matter how much I love you...'

I felt my eyes getting heavy again. I pulled the covers up past my nose as my eyes fell completely.

My eyes opened slowly.

I blinked and looked around the room.

I immediately felt the sting of tears in the back of my eyes again.

I swallowed them and huffed.

"You may not trust me or believe me...that's fine...all I'm asking is forgiveness..."

I gritted my teeth and sat up, "Why should I? Yukio! Have you ever been told by someone you loved so dearly that they've always hated you then they say they lied to you to protect you from the most worse demon in the world and he could've taken you like that? I felt like you were just playing me as it were a game to you!"

I felt him grip my shoulders, "Nii-san! I'm sorry if I hurt you! I've been crying ever since I told you that! And then I find you outside on pavement in a pool of blood! I couldn't sleep or stop crying-!"

Tears were flooding his face and he clenched his jaw.

"-I'm sorry...I-I'm so...I'm so sorry, nii-san...I-I j-just hope you can forgive m-me..."

I looked at him with wide irises, "Y-Yukio..."

He sniffled, "I-I know...I-I know I sound c-completely ridiculous at the m-moment...b-but...please...n-nii-san...I-I'm begging you to please f-forgive me..."

He leaned his head on the crook of my neck and wrapped his arms around my lower back tightly.

"Please, Nii-san...please..."

I ran my fingers through soft brunette locks and kissed his shoulder.

"Shhh...Yukio...it's okay..."

I knew he didn't want me seeing him like this. He hasn't acted like this since he was six. I understand why he didn't want me to. He wanted to be stronger.

"Why are you just hurt...? Why am I not the one who should've been dead?"

I rubbed his back with my other hand and leaned my head on his shoulder.

"Because it was my idea in my disturbed brain..."

I felt the fabrics of my shirt being gripped tightly. I kissed the crook of his neck.

"Calm down...I forgive you...you're showing me you care about me...I forgive you...so calm down, Yukio..."

I felt him jump a bit. He raised his head and looked at me. I saw tears flooding his cheeks still. His cheeks were splotchy and red.

"Y-you do?"

I brush his bangs away from his eyes and wiped his tears.

"I said I did, didn't I?"

He smiled and linked his arms around my neck, "Thank you..."

I hugged him tightly before we let go of each other.

"It's still gonna take me a while to gain your trust back."

He nodded, "I know...but I'm able to wait...and I'll do anything to get it back..."

I looked into the beryl green eyes that I've come to love so much. I saw determination and thankfulness lurking in them.

I smiled, "Good luck..."

He placed our foreheads together, "No need for luck... Because I'll make sure I'll win you back, Nii-san."

I snorted, "Sure are cocky aren't you?"

He smiled, "Not cocky, just confident..."

I smiled back, "All right..."

I saw his eyes wandering around me.

"What is it?"

He jumped and backed away a bit, "N-nothing..."

I leaned in, "What?"

He shook his head and backed up more, "Nothing."

I leaned in more.

I realized I was on a bed while he was on the ground. I fell on top of him, face planting into his chest.

"Ngh!"

"Are you okay?"

I nodded, "Yeah."

I lifted my head up, "Will you just tell me?"

He looked away, "No..."

I leaned in closer to his face, "Please?"

He bit his lip and looked at me. He leaned up quickly and smashed our lips together. I felt him leave quickly.

"That's all it was...I just missed your lips..."

I felt my cheeks heat up.

I gripped his shirt tightly and leaned in until our lips crashed. I kept my eyes screwed shut until I felt him leaning into the kiss and his fingers running down my back. My tail swished around on the floor, looking for Yukio's. It finally found it and happily wrapped around it.

'I missed you...'

I pressed my tongue against Yukio's sharp canines. He opened his mouth and let me roam around in his mouth. I flicked my tongue on his own. I felt him grabbing my tongue and started to suck. A moan slipped from my throat as I felt blood rushing past my lower abdomen.

'I need to stop...but I can't help it anymore...it's just a habit now...'

I felt a hand on my erection. I let go of Yukio and gasped loudly.

"Yukio!"

He looked at me, "Will you let me?"

I bit my lip and looked away.

'It won't go away if he doesn't...'

I nodded finally and looked down. I felt myself being picked up-gently-and sat on the bed.

I felt my pants being pulled down until I was down to my boxers.

'It's just to get my arousal away.'

I felt my slit being touch by material. I bucked my hips in the air and gasped loudly.

"Yukio!"

I felt his lips on my forehead, "Calm down."

I lay back on the bed with an arm over my eyes. I felt my material-covered arousal being sucked, nibbled and licked at the middle. I bucked my hips slightly.

"Stop teasing!"

"All right."

I felt my boxers being slipped down and cold hair rushing on my heated organ. I felt something wet flick on the head. I bucked my hips up again.

"Calm down, Nii-san."

I panted loudly, "I'm trying to, Yukio! J-just hurry..."

He nodded, "All right if it'll get you to calm down."

He placed the organ in his mouth and bobbed his head.

I panted loudly and gripped his hair.

"Y-Yukio..."

I felt my back jolt, "Hey! Careful with your teeth!"

I felt him keeping his same pace, he was being cautious about his teeth.

"Yukio! I'm about to..."

I felt myself come in Yukio's mouth. He gagged a bit and took his mouth off my lowering arousal.

"Spit it out..."

He smiled. I saw his throat move from swallowing.

"Y-Yukio!"

"It's fine, Nii-san. I'm used to it."

I looked down and felt my eyes getting heavy again.

'Why am I so fucking tired...?'

I pulled up my boxers with shaky hands and stood up.

I stopped from my tail being latched onto something. I forgot I had a grip on Yukio's tail with my own. I huffed and unwrapped my tail.

I stood walked to my bed and got under the covers. I didn't want to push myself by staying up like I usually would. I wanted to be healthy like I was before Yukio found out my secret.

'I get to see Shura tomorrow, I gotta keep my head up to that...'

I frowned.

'But it's my first night sleeping with Yukio alone I can't trust him at the moment...'

I tried my hardest to forget the possibilities that Yukio could do to me. My eyes closed as I prayed for another peaceful rest for the entire night.

I forgive you.

Believe me I honestly do!

But what you've done to me.

It's gonna take a while to gain your trust back.

My heart's just completely closed because of you.

Author's Note:

To the people who've been hating Yukio.

I hope this changes your guys' mind about him a bit.

Review?

Thankies dearies~