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just a short chapter to introduce the next one :- Hope you enjoy it.

Oregon Motel room:

It was 3 in the morning and Mulder was still awake thinking about Scully and how close they had gotten lately. 3 years ago Scully would have never dreamed of spooning up in front of Mulder radiating his heat, but now, something had changed. Mulder knew it was the years events chucked into one but Scully knew it happened when she crossed the line between friendship and lovers. Mulder loved Scully and Scully loved him, but whether Scully would accept it was the other question.

"I can hear you thinking Mulder" Scully groveled tuning round in Mulder's arms and her blissful blue eyes were staring straight into his hazed hazel ones.

"Sorry" was the only thing Mulder could convey.

"I'm warm now" Scully said indicating to Mulder and his hug.

"Sorry" Mulder repeated removing his arms but this time avoiding eye contact.

"HEY?!" Scully shouted.

"What did I do now?" He answered now slightly annoyed, still resisting eye contact. Sometimes he could never win with her, Scully knew something was up.

"Mulder look at me will you"

And at this moment Mulder looked at Scully, her baby blue eyes beamed at him. Scully could see pain in his eyes, maybe from not enough sleep or something else.

"A penny for your thoughts?" Scully asked

"It's nothing really, I'm just thinking about stuff" Mulder responded.

"Like what" Scully asked evermore curious.

"It doesn't matter anymore because everything's changed" Mulder stated.

Scully could see the disappointment buried in his eyes.

"What's changed and why doesn't it matter?" Scully requested determined for an answer.

"It's nothing Scully, just a stupid crush I though was going somewhere and turns out its nowhere"

"You've… You've got a girlfriend?" Scully couldn't believe what her ears where telling her.

"Well I thought I had something near that, yes"

"I can't believe this, Mulder had a girlfriend and he didn't tell me, I though we were getting so close, too close for the F.B.I. rules and regulations crap, I love him so much" Scully coincided with herself.

"If Scully can't get the hint now she never will, c'mon man just tell het how you really feel, the worst she can do is laugh, but that's not Scully" Mulder pondered.

"Who is it?" Scully wondered what lady was beating her to him.

"It doesn't matter Scully"

"Don't you trust me "Scully asked knowing this could break Mulder, trust.

"Cause I do, I just don't trust myself anymore"

"What's not to trust Mulder?"

"Sorry Scully, I can't be doing this right now, I've been without sleep for 22 hours and if I don't get any sleep soon, I will end up doing something I will regret or not" at this Mulder turned over faced away from Scully, His heart was beating over a hundred beats per minute and a bead of sweat trickled off his forehead. He was like a teenager again, a lump formed in his throat and his palms where getting sweaty but whenever he thought of Scully laying next to him his photographic memory cursed him with a naughty picture of Scully in the shower, the lump him his pants grew with the lump in his throat.

Scully sat staring at the ceiling thoughts bouncing around her head and as she knew Mulder was falling asleep the let out a giant sigh. Oh Mulder, if only you know how much you mean to me.

Scully sat staring at the ceiling unable to drift off to sleep, thinking about the night it finally happened, the first time the finally had sex.

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