MC thinks to herself There is no way that I can love the two of them, especially equally… I'll just have to put it into Saeran's mind that there are other women out there that he can have the potential of dating. Just that woman cannot be me. MC desperately has the urge to rub Saeran's back and comfort him but if she does that it will be playing into his whims. Instead MC admits to Saeran that a relationship with him just isn't possible for the two of them. "Saeran", MC starts "I'm sorry to have to tell you this and to break your heart but we cannot be together, I hope you understand and try to figure out a way to switch your brother back into himself and vice-versa." Saeran had stopped crying temporarily to listen to her answer but now that he'd finally gotten it he was devastated. He had endured all sort of pains before but none of them hit like this one. The weight his body was feeling at the moment can be likened to how a rocks that suffer the causality of cascading and drifting down into the sea no longer contain the means to reach the surface of the ocean anymore. Saeran in Saeyoung's body remains unmoving, he cannot hear any noise anymore, as his mind has rejected and blocked everything out. He ponders just eliminating himself from this world but as he is in his brother's body and not his own it would only hurt MC more than anything and he wouldn't want that.
Saeran lifts himself up from the position of lying down to that of kneeling on his knees with his eyes closed and can finally hear all the noise he omitted before flow into his ears. He stays like this for a while until some words that come from thinking aloud exit his mouth. "Why did the Dark Lord even give me this chance, this wish if I wasn't going to be able to receive anything from it? I would have rather just looked at MC and Saeyoung's relationship from the sidelines and simply thought nothing of it but their happiness." Tears flow from his eyes once more and then his glazed eyes come back into focus. He sees the person he loves face and then shifts his gaze and he sees himself, his own reflection points at himself and says "Never have I hated seeing myself more than I do now…" Saeran still in his brother's body runs out of the room and into another and exits his brother's house with keys in hand. Saeran uses the keys to open his brother's fancy and well-loved car and simply sits in it without putting the car into ignition, only sitting there in the heat. Saeran drifts into his thoughts once more telling himself things like he never cares about his own happiness and the moment he finally does nothing still never works out for him. Then he thinks some and decides he should not be so childish and selfish about his whole situation. Saeran thinks "If only I'd met her first… If I did then she would have feelings for me alone. Another thing to consider though is would I truly be happy, would she? The relationship we have at the moment only happened because of my brother and his friends. Otherwise I believe that MC is right in saying she shouldn't be with me. It might not have worked out in the first place…" Saeran gets out the car feeling sweaty yet a little more content to face his brother and be able to look MC in the eyes.
Locking the car back, he returns the way he originally came and trails slowly with his head hanging down towards the ground ashamed of how he had acted. Saeran had in a way decided to forget about his feelings and in order to do so he would have to confront his problem and solve it directly. He had now known why the Dark Lord had setup this scenario of body swap for him. It was so he could appreciate what he had it a more positive light and help him to consider his feelings more than he would others and how badly or good their lives impacted his. Saeran went up to MC and his brother and hugged them both and then while blushing mumbled "I am sorry for how I have acted I have accepted that I cannot have everything my brother has and with attempt to live my life independent from that line of thinking. Will the two of you accept me back into your lives? Or should I just move out since I caused such an issue with everything?"